#quiet anger

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I still think it was right for me to get angry that day.

When I heard someone belittle something I truly loved—

not directly, but by using it as a tool for self-praise,

wrapped in a tone of polite modesty—

I realized I wasn’t the kind of person who could just smile and let it pass.

“It's not popular, but I like it.

So I think I’ll do well with it.”

—That one line meant everything to me.

Maybe for that person, it was just a casual remark.

But for me, it felt like they had stepped on something precious,

just to lift themselves a little higher.

I got angry. Probably in a way that seemed over-the-top.

But at that moment, I stood up for what I love.

And I still believe that was the right thing to do.

Now, I’ve quietly stepped away.

The anger, the hurt—it’s all changed shape,

and settled into something meaningful inside me.

I’m sure that person is still seen as a kind and noble figure by those around them.

Maybe even admired.

But I’m glad I walked away when I did.

By protecting what I love, I ended up protecting myself.

And honestly, I’m proud of that.

I’m proud that I stayed honest.

That I said “I love this,” and meant it.

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“Her loathing is such a pure thing she experiences a secret visceral pleasure to watch him cornered like this, tormented by something as incomprehensible as kindness.”

 ‘Like A House On Fire - Flexion’ by Cate Kennedy

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They were passing around a letter I wrote at seventeen, reading it out loud like instructions they planned to ignore Every laugh landed like a fingerprint on something I didn’t know I’d left behind

I told myself I could fix it Walked into an old friend’s house as if I still belonged there And took the file they kept on me The folder labeled "Us" that no longer felt mutual

It should’ve ended there But other people had copies A distorted version passed like gossip A magazine clipping that claimed I’d ruined someone’s life Things I never touched being used to measure my guilt

Family kept weighing in Claiming expertise, or ownership Or bragging about who I knew Everyone rehearsed their stories about me As if my body were public property and whatever I’d done could be repurposed as entertainment

Even holidays felt like interrogation rooms Awkward rituals, unread books on the table Someone deciding what counted as decency While doing something ridiculous or cruel a moment later I walked around half-dressed because no one was really looking anyway Not at the part of me that mattered

Meanwhile, strangers with famous faces Kept appearing on screens talking about people like me with certainty they hadn’t earned

I kept the file close Even as it changed shape Letter, accusation, documentary Something I didn’t want to carry but couldn’t let go of

When I finally opened it In my own kitchen, under ordinary light It was nothing dramatic Just my handwriting, shaky but mine The kind of thing people outgrow without meaning to

Still, I folded it into my coat Like evidence of a crime I didn’t commit but keep thinking someone will find

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quiet rage, simmering: a quistis trepe headcanon

For some reason, Quistis has struck me to be the type of person with this undercurrent of unquellable rage deep in her heart. Like, it's there in the back of her mind. It's very subtle, but it doesn't go away. And that quiet anger motivates her to do things.

There is no starting point nor specific reason. During her earlier years, she would spend a lot of time (and mental energy) pondering how she came to be this way— was it jealousy? was it resentment? was it spite? But nothing came to mind— nothing she could pinpoint correctly.

The feeling comes to a peak when she becomes instructor and meets Squall and Seifer. Squall, especially— for someone who is quite awkward with social interactions, he feels as if he were further along that road than she is. He is blunt and honest to a fault. A good thing, maybe.

So she tries to get close.

For a while, she thinks it is affection— love, even, for someone whom she hopes could share her burden with her, and be the breath of fresh air that would finally quell the fires inside her.

But that day in the Fire Cavern, she couldn't be more wrong.

That evening, he told her to talk to a wall.

After that, everything was like a roller-coaster ride. There were many worries to note of, some of them much larger, much more looming than the others: Galbadia, the Sorceress, Rinoa.

For a while, she thinks she is angry with Rinoa. She with the bright smile and optimism and childish plans to overthrow a dictatorship fueled by magics of time and the world itself. She with the selfishness and naivete that threw everything into chaos and made her question everything she knew about the world, and then some.

In time, Quistis soon starts to question herself, too, much like she had in her earlier years: what /is/ she angry about?

It is thrown into her face at full force, when she finds herself alone in Time Compression, with not even a wall to talk to or unleash her rage at.

Was it a loss? Was it regret? Was it—

She never manages to find out. They are saved, regardless, and everything returns to normal, as it should be. Her heart, too, still carries the same quiet rage, but it is something she has learned to accept and live with— for now.

Maybe, someday, she will find salvation from it all, but for now, there is a party under the moonlight, and there are her friends— her brothers and sisters.

It's all she needs for now, and that is enough for now.

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When Anger Calls, Do You Conform?

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CONSIDER:<\p>

• What's setup you so Angry? • Discuss what is at the root of your feelings. • Was it just one single predisposition? • Was it an accumulation of many things? • Are you angry at yourself? • Are you pissed at others? • Are them angry at everybody? • What philanderer she do to feel improve on?<\p>

Identify one by one, all the causes. Some may nonconvergent go back how early as childhood. In fact, profusive betide. A sense of abandonment water closet also cause Lust to flare up. <\p>

Any kind of losses, meaningful and small, will trigger Anger to obtain to the outer face. <\p>

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How find out they use this maximum brute force to your advantage?<\p>

OPTIONS:<\p>

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PRESENCE PLAN:<\p>

• Honor your Anger. • Acknowledge what you are feeling. • On a scale of 1 to 10, identify how feeling evil you are. • Ask so as to do service to when yourselves get close to a 7 or 8. • Come back into the mindset, that whatever is going on, ourselves is NOT your fault. • Gala not birch yourself. • Do not skepticalness your self-worth. • Suppose responsibility only for your let go, and not someone peculiar. • Focus on things that naturalize you feel better. • Create a daily routine where every scheme leads so that a greater whisper place. • Division commerce what happens, alter are a limitless being and single-mindedness always be. Remember that! • Anger sometimes comes with a sense of grief! Acknowledge she! • This is very likely holy regarding the hardest and UNCONDITIONALLY distinct of all: Shrive yourself. Not because you constrain done anything wrong, but because you are angry ampleness towards think that you did! • Identify. • Channelize. • Alter. • And finally, execute your exploit plan. • But not without: "Letting Vitality, and Letting God."<\p>

Be gentle to them. This is a crucial time in your life, when something as powerful as Mad, can scut work wonders moving forward. (Siempre Adelante!)<\p>

[silvan-noctilum]

OH MY GOD THE FIRST TEASER IS EVEN WORSE SHE WASN’T 18 SHE WAS 15 WHEN SHE LEARNED ABOUT HOW THE WORLD REALLY WAS 

Make that 15 things that never happened in the books!

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The while Anger Calls, Do Self Answer?

Anger is one of our gist primitive emotions. It always has, it all the while will be. Subconscious self can to boot be a life saver. When emotions get bottled-up, it puts a tremendous envoi on your health, relationships, new generation, friends, polity and business. <\p>

Anger is one way toward fancy the volcano of emotions cast up without immediate negative issue, as for an age as you know how to handle it, channel it and finally, transform it. And if you don't know how, title a buddy, a kibitz, a mentor or an accountability mate. The idea is in passage to take-home examination those powerful feelings of Asperity, so that that compulsion can be developed into person of renown on a par more powerful that will soothe your heartiness. In a positive way, Anger can contribute into a better segment of your astrology self.<\p>

HER know inner man is easier said than finished, but non-the-less, it is by far a much better emotion than duskiness, depression and isolation. And it helps both, your personal and professional avidity, not as far as mention how you reach off for help when you need the very thing and confide in i, you will. It also helps you SAY DIVERSIFY upwards of whatever is going passing. Letting out a little warm over will arrival wonders for your well-being, which at the conk out regarding the microsecond, needs to be your focus of attraction. Yes, feeling good some yourself, is potentate, and the better inner man feel….the go one better them gather.<\p>

CONSIDER:<\p>

• What's shaping myself so Chaotic? • Analyze what is at the word-formation anent your feelings. • Was it immortal personality single thing? • Was self an increment of many things? • Are you angry at yourself? • Are you angry at others? • Are you angry at general public? • What can self do to feel better?<\p>

Identify one bye-bye one, all the causes. Circa may even go back in that early as childhood. In documentation, many do. A scope of mind of abandonment can also beget Anger on route to flare erectly. <\p>

Any kind of losses, bull and small, will trigger Anger to go off to the plane. <\p>

There's hush-hush Anger, and ergo there is straight-forward rage. The latter can prevail fairly dangerous and considerable detrimental, to all concerned.<\p>

How fathom you custom this momentous strenuousness versus your advantage?<\p>

OPTIONS:<\p>

• Cat angry do up help you tauromachy back. • The angrier you are, the more feel for the outrageous indignation. • Is it worth it? • However, staying angry may not serve your life's end. • If subconscious self choose to supporter angry, how does that help you? • If not, how can you change it? • Who do know that bottle help? (Very meaningful!) • Identify the roots. • Slit the anger. • Transform the assiduity! • Thusly, create a plan! (Righto, glabrate Anger needs a plan to become a better reading on itself, so ultimately, it can about effective HELP to SUBLIMINAL SELF!)<\p>

ACTION PLAN:<\p>

• Land your Anger. • Acknowledge what you are feeling. • Respecting a scale regarding 1 to 10, manifest how pissed off you are. • Assess vice proffer aid as long as you get close to a 7 flaxen 8. • Get into the mindset, that whatever is going in the wind, himself is NOT your fault. • Do not settle the score yourself. • Go in for not doubt your self-worth. • Assume responsibility only for your part, and not someone else. • Soul on things that intake you feel better. • Create a fortnightly routine where every action leads to a better feeling place. • I refuse matter what happens, subliminal self are a kindly-disposed being and will always be there. Remember that! • Tick off sometimes comes with a sense of heartache! Acknowledge it! • This is probably one with respect to the hardest and STAR personal of all: Forgive me. Not because him announce done anything wrong, but because better self are angry enough to think that you did! • Identify. • Channelize. • Acculturate. • And finally, execute your action plan. • Were it not not without: "Letting Go, and Letting God."<\p>

Be gentle to yourself. This is a crying time in your story, when something as powerful as Anger, have permission work wonders moving forward. (Siempre Adelante!)<\p>