Im craving angst so im gonna ask u something
How would epic have a panic attack?
his eyes would stare, unfocused on anything. his hands would shiver, his soul would quake.
he does not move, he does not blink. he does not speak, he does not think. he does not toss, he does not turn. he does not feel as his fantasy crumbles and burns. he shoves himself aside and makes himself smaller while everyone else seems to get so much taller. his hands move with uncertainty, his words turn robotic. his autopilot flares into action and everything becomes automatic. he does not scream, he does not flail, he does not stop, he does not fail. some might even say that there’s nothing wrong. epic does not truly panic, he just carries along.
he shoves the emotion aside and removes himself from the picture.
a thing does not feel, it does not cry, it does not squeal.
it does as it is told, else it is thrown away and replaced, over and over again, never to return to its original place in this world.