what do you do when you honestly and irrevocably love/adore/want to be with someone who is the closest to perfection possible fuckin ice blue eyes and dark curls and cute cheeks and smile and the nicest body (♡^♡) and the perfect voice and hellfire doesn't even compare to the way he kisses and it's not like I want to possess him I just want him to be happy and I crave him every second of every fucking day he drives me nuts and pisses me off and we can say some really mean things to each other but we always just slip back into talking and I'm not the type to bother with things like that, I dont like to waste my time I have honestly decided that if I marry anyone in this lifetime, it'll be him There is no one else in this world that compares to a majesty as brilliant as him not that he is perfect he has many, many faults, everyone does, but he is a wonderful, kind, beautiful person he deserves the best someone that will make him pancakes at 2AM when he's playing a game or reading a book, that will hold his hand when he is upset, tell him when he is wrong, surprise him, throw him on the floor and tickle him like a maniac he should have a nice house and be able to travel and have a good family and he's a good artist, so he should have enough free time to do things for himself, too Obv I think about it a lot, how sad I would be if he never felt the same way about me, but as long as he is my friend and he is happy, I can be happy for him too.