#r chats

[furzy]

Oh also check out my Monterey buys

[furzy]

99% of the time my vent and nsfw urls will only be given out to mutuals who ask

[furzy]

Why do aggressive manipulative assholes always flock to me... And people wonder why i have trust issues

[furzy]

feeling impulsive... wanna get a tattoo....

[furzy]

Don't u love when u think ur finally comfortable in ur own skin but then one stupid comment can tear it all down haaaaaaaaaaaaaa

[furzy]

I just found a pin in my blanket and my drink... I rly need to be more careful with needles in my room @_@

[volunteer-fire-eater]

PARAMEDIC SCHOOL THIS YEAR

PROS:

-job will (probably) accommodate

-grandparent situation less likely to deteriorate rapidly compared to going next year

-get it over with

-be on meds for less time?

-be in school same time and place sister is

CONS

-less time to go back home in the first year of reestablishing contact

-less free/flexible time to help sister if needed

-expensive. can afford. but expensive.

NEXT YEAR

PROS

-more time to prepare

-more time with family/sister now

-make/save some more money to prepare

-more experience as a bls/aemt provider

-more time to get used to austin/decide on a program

CONS

-grandparent situation not getting any better the longer i wait

-sister could transfer/do a travel program and i’d rather not be in school for that

-less family time after i’ve acclimated them to seeing me again

-more time for shit to go sideways in my life

-more time to overthink it

-more time making less money than i could be if i went earlier

-potentially more time on meds. but i might end up doing that anyway

i don’t have all the information required to make this decision yet nor is it an immediately pressing issue. but. things 2 think about

[furzy]

time for my Tumblr revival I guess