i think it might have been my cousin. i know i hurt a lot of people but i cant imagine how stressful it must be knowing someone you’ve known for your whole life just suddenly left and never said why.
3.Who do you miss the most?
my cousin. i would do anything to get her back. i would cross the entire world and back just to see her once again.
4.Who do you want out of your life the most?
.............myself lol
5.Who had the biggest positive impact on you?
im pretty sure it was you, honestly??? i cant really remember anyone else who’s ever treated me as good as you 💝🌠🎀🐾
10.Who do you wish you’d treated differently?
....a lot of people im pretty sure. but if i had to choose one person, it would probably be my cousin. i wish i cherished her a lot more.
11. What was the worst day of your life?
it was probably late december 12th/early 13th but that turned around pretty fast, i believe.
12. What’s your greatest fear?
probably just really hurting people, im always afraid of being even a little bit disrespectful and it distresses me so much. i am also seriously afraid of blood tests and the such.
13. What’s your biggest insecurity?
hmm... my voice and how difficult it is for me to vocally express emotion without feeling out of place haha
14. What’s your biggest regret?
watching that one lady bite her fingernails when i was 8 years old. ive stopped biting my nails at the cost of tearing the skin off my fingers so.... that’s much much worse haha
15.Describe your ideal world.
ideally we’re all dead and the universe gets a break. otherwise, the impossible where most of our most urgent issues are fixed and everything is by and large alright. how nice!