#rabbitside rambles

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every time I see Jayce's big ass hand cover the span of Viktor's waist in fanart I start gnawing on drywall. get me out of here I need a big man on me neow

so happy for you though viktor and your big fuckin boyfriend I'm so serious

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my partner and I have been doing jayce viktor voices back and forth to each other since the finale for sillies. the other day I jokingly said "Jayce... I need you to get me pregnant, Jayce" in the worst slavic accent ever. when I tell you I got folded like a pretzel. glorious ovulation was right

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I'm writing a jayvik fic that's basically tattoo artists Viktor and Jinx x florists Jayce and Ekko. except Jayce and Viktor used to go to the Academy together and got really close. they had a falling out before graduation (devastating situationship breakup) and reconnect seven years later thanks to timebomb. so the fic has a lot of flipping between time frames and although it happens in the world of Piltover/Zaun it's essentially a tattoo × flower shop AU and a college AU and a friends to rivals to lovers to enemies to lovers fic with forced proximity and with a Powder x Ekko fluffy young people in love going on at the same time and it's going to be rated M bc canon typical mental health issues but also mayhaps... steamy arguing... angry make outs and vague kink dynamics... yeah. I'm 2 chapters in. I am going to fail out of my third year of uni so hard btw

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// cw: kink dynamic, very vague pup play implied, nsfw but not smut//

my favourite jayvik dynamic is adoring service top puppyboy Jayce x vaguely sadomasochistic kinda mean and full of praise power bottom Viktor

something about that, call it pure wish fulfilment, is eating at my brain. need me (handsome big hairy bulky) person A that could easily crush (delicate clever pretty possessive cool headed) person B

but is so in awe of them and so utterly enamoured they're desperately begging and rutting against whatever they allow for their amusement, will worship them and lives for their praise. like I wanna see that tail wagging and those puppydog eyes fill with tears from emotional overstim and neediness and love.

and I want person B to be a little cruel and teasing and sometimes down right mean because they know the effects it has on the other and loves watching their pretty eyes beg and needy mouth chase them. having them utterly melt when they tangle their fingers in their hair and pull, whine and groan and grunt, having someone so strong and powerful on their knees just for them. feeling their weight, the overwhelming muscle and musk and heat, being engulfed by their adoring warmth and ravished by their desperation when they finally let the chain loose.

the contrast of mental and physical violence/power is so mwah! chef's kiss. I want them both obsessive and totally enamoured and I need person B (Viktor here) to be possessive and a little controlling only because A (Jayce) loves it and loves the praise that comes with it when he behaves and he's a total over achiever. they're both biters and will mark eachother desperately, and Viktor will also scratch and pull viciously, and then give the gentlest kisses and wax poetic against bruised skin. and Viktor can do whatever the hell he wants, Jayce is right behind him to catch him and tell him he's the smartest most brilliant beautiful man on earth and he's lucky to be his loving guard dog :3 they both feel totally needed and wanted and whipped and although they've been together for ages Jayce still blushes like crazy when flirted and toyed with and Viktor is obsessed with that fact♡

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for my AU I need them to fall in love and get into an under negotiated kinky situationship in under a year to have a brutal fall out and not speak for seven years. so I made Viktor be a horrifyingly brazen flirt. like four sentences in after meeting and he's basically verbalising how much he wants to get dicked down. and I can't stop thinking about those posts that are like "character wouldnt say that 😐 character wouldnt do that 🤨" and you're right but you know what!! in another universe, that isn't OOC. chill overconfident flirty dom Viktor and alarmed yet immediately enamoured obsessive puppyboy Jayce are canon in my heart. as long as I get their voices and basic convictions right, their personal relationships are mine to bring to life with my own sticky little evil hands.

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here's a little phan adjacent story time before bed. my partner and I met up with a complete stranger from a kink site that kindly offered a place for us to stay for two nights in another city (do not do this!! luckily he was lovely). the thing that threw me the most when he lead us to his room was being affronted with mr amazing's ikea bedsheets. nothing will convince you more that at a certain point that bed became a set prop than the mere concept of having to get your freak on on those sheets. the freak was not had in that house on that day. again, lovely guy tho. I wonder if he was one of us.

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seeing a lot of horny fanart of sevika where she has a six pack and I do love it you're all so talented but .... my wife has a tummy guys ... she's big and buff as fuck and has huge arms and shoulders and thighs and she's in her early forties and drinks and parties and she probably has access to more food than most of zaun at least when working with silco. she has a perfect tummy roll or two and that's hot as fuck guys please

also there's no way she shaves anything

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I have an embarrassing confession to make

my big autistic brain has been so entirely engulfed by jayvik content, more specifically fanart, that now (even though I've literally always liked this) when my partner holds my waist or my leg/ankle my brain short circuits a little and goes omg... jayvik reference.... and I start preening like a bashful bird in spring way more than usual because the size difference activates the hyperfixation plus smut neurons at the same time

and for the sake of my relationship's privacy that is all I will say on that, though I have much I wish to say 😔