#radon rambles

[beleth]

I am Once Again advertising art commissions. I have recently been able to get into therapy and my first appointment is on the 24th. But they don't take my insurance and because my mother relies on me financially, I'll need to do some commissions to make sure it I will be able to cover it- If you're interested, please send me an ask/reply to this post-

$60 each. no set style + more me playing around but will be full colour.

I've already done a few on discord so I only need one more to make sure I have money covered. 👍

Also link to my art discord server in case you'd rather contact me that way.

[beleth]

living in this house actively makes me feel like im insane. i ask for my moms bf to fix his bike and straighten it, because he insists on having it in the stairwell, because it is allegedly the only place it can be kept. I keep hitting my shins on the pedal, bc i am short, and because its so deeply angled it takes up over half the stairs. he tells me that "well i don't hit my shins on it:)" bitch you're 6 feet tall and don't go into the basement nearly as much as me. ( i live in the basement). i tell my mom to tell him to fix it. she tells me that he said "it can't go up any straighter" i call bullshit and sent a pic of it being straighter standing up, when he got the bike. my mom ignores me so i tell her im texting him with the images, calling bullshit. the she starts texting ing me "no. don't do it. he'll get mad ans start a fight with me" i don't caaaare im tired of hitting my shins and bad knee. why do I have to stay silent to keep the peace?

[beleth]

Im not normally one to judge people for blocking (i do so liberally) but i also think it is incredibly telling when a published author blocks people for. Interacting with posts critisizing their book. Its funny even.

[beleth]

got a dip pen which means my full transformation into a monk who illustrated illuminated manuscripts is growing nearer and nearer.

[beleth]

"Only fascists dont like nasa" im sorry but i dont think we should be uncritically celebrating and fangirling over an organization that is ultimately tied to the us military.

[beleth]

So, thus far nobody's answered me...I'm not trying to be confrontational, I just saw that a group of people who used to follow me were all on posts saying I'm horrible and I REALLY REALLY, honestly don't know what it is I did that sparked it. I'm not trying to cause trouble, this just completely shocked/crushed me and when I ask what I said or posted or drew that was problematic or harmful I seem to get mocked for it like I'm stupid, or like I must be lying that I don't know? But I never got any comments telling me that something was offensive. I just don't know what it was. You can ignore this if you want to and I won't follow up again, just seeing if anyone's willing to inform me :(

are you like sending this to anyone who even just likes a single post criticizing you? Because thats really kind of weird.

[beleth]

Im.even more so annoyed with people openly supporting fnaf because of the republican party now. Literally dissapearing people for being brown. But i guess its ok bclecause scott retired from fnaf (he still makes money off of it ) and he SAID he wont donate anymore (because people cant lie obviously)

[beleth]

i hope justing trudeau shouts a little too loud in merriment, which causes an avalanche. he ends up not being fast enough to outrun the snow wall and gets buried under 10 tons of snow. and i hope he never gets found. i want katy perry to have a memorial concert in his honor that sells out and has $500cad dollar tshirts