#rae rant

[rae-arts777]

Hahaha..

I almost broke down screaming and crying cause I couldn’t smell but then I sneezes and could smell so my nose is so backed up I can barely smell...

I can taste perfectly but hahah..

I’m like still crying and shaking cause like fuck...hahaha

Umm so yeah, if you want to send anything so I can keep my mind off of it I appreciate it hahaha..

I want to sleep but my mind is racing and I’m just trying to stay calm..

[wonhoseokkie]

My Albums arrived 😆😆

[simptomatic]

Is it just me...or

Does it really not feel as if Christmas is 8 days away?

I just don't feel happy about this year and things went shitty for our entire world, in my stupid country, and I just feel like... Christmas is the break I need.

But I have never made a New Years resolution before. So I guess mine will be to... survive? Cope with existential dread? Go back to college? Dudes... bring a young adult in this fucking awful world ain't fucking good.

[wonhoseokkie]

the new sets of teasers are ... so FRIGGIN BEAUTIFUL?! i love the colors and lights and the concept is so ethereal.. like wow these comcepts are huge contrasts from each other I am so amazed 😆

[wonhoseokkie]

I get back from work, check the views from the MV and the stages, go to tumblr to check posts and my mutuals; then I go to Twitter, and just... *sigh* why is that fandom doing that shit? At first I was like: yep typical behavior during cb season, then they just don’t stop? literally everytime i opne that damn bird app there is something going on (baseless accusation published on a tabloid website, creating theories on how the boys are doing so well, creating this general negativity on the boys’ images) and now they are legit sabotaging the MV. 

I just.. I don’t get it. Why cant you all just focus on your faves. Monbebes are streaming and voting non stop and yall are just bashing and hating instead of focusing on your group (and I always believe that how the fandom behaves always reflects on the artists) so take from that what you will.

[wonhoseokkie]

CASSANDRA NAMJOON... 

[wonhoseokkie]

tf was that vid of mx singing karaoke with a humungous muscular men massaging them????

[thelionessandmedusa]

So I think I realized one of the reasons I’m not particularly into sports. One part of being a fan of any sport is that there is an aspect of social drinking to it. Whether you’re watching in a bar drinking to celebrate or lament the score and calls, or at home where people often have a beer or something stronger in hand, or (especially in the south) tailgating where it’s byob or you bring a decent bottle of booze for the hosts and people are doing shots and keg stands and playing beer pong to hype themselves up for the game.

Because I am someone who actively does not drink I cannot fully participate in the social activity of watching a game and so, rather than feel left out or excluded (by choice or by slight shunning), I choose ultimate to not put myself in that situation. And so, I do not care for sports.

(That is not to say every group is like this or it’s the same for all sports on every level (I hope you’re not bringing beer to your son’s little league game) but I do feel like this is a part of the overall culture)