Jan 11, 2024
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Oh while I'm on here again, some quick stuff:
To the anon that sent me an ask like a month ago about if I'm doing okay: Yes. Just bouncing from hyperfixations atm. I realized trying to force myself back into IZ probably isn't the way to go so I'm just casually giving until it comes back. And it will come back, the is hyperfixation never truly fades for me lol.
In terms of mental health, I am fine, as in not doing fantastic, but nothing to worry about. I'm in the process of getting a new psychiatrist since my old one can no longer work with me now that I'm an adult. It might be put on new medication and hopefully my executive dysfunction and anxiety will be handled a lot better.
I'm also currently in a transitional period, as I'm going to be living on the University campus this coming fall. My youngest sibling is getting my room so I have to pack up everything rather than just take some stuff, all the while I'm taking one final summer class at my community college. So there's just a lot going on.
In good news, I joined a committee with my synagogue to try to directly help with the situation with homeless people in my local area. There's a lot of efforts to put out laws that criminalize poverty a lot worse than other cities around us, and due to the environment and climate we have out here it's a specially dangerous for people and we are trying to find a way to help.
Something actually relevant to this blog: I went through a bunch of old art recently and found a bunch of unfinished sketches and stuff that I never posted and I kind of want to post some of them now.
I hope everyone is doing well out there!
IM RIPPING* MY TITS OFF NEXT WEEK!!
*with the assistance of a medical professional who will be performing the surgery.
Anyway I got a last minute surgery date thanks to a cancellation. Today was my last minute pre-op I'm so excited.
Burning a CD with well over a 100 songs on it that's literally just an entire playlist from spotify feels like I'm creating Frankenstein's monster. This thing should not exist and I probably won't even use it. I just wanted to see if I could do it. And I did. And in the future I will probably make an even bigger one
Waiting 10 years to rewatch FMA 03 was great because it gave my brain enough time away from it that now rewatching the second half is doing shit to my brain chemistry for the first time in a very long time.
@morggn this screenshot of my notifs sounds like this to me:
You ever see something that transports you to a specific moment of your childhood that is so blurry you weren't sure if it was even real until you see an actual physical object from that time?
Anyway look at these Trollz wigs my roommates and I found at a costume store. The copyright year read 2005
How do these still exist???????
God I want my own permanent space/place so bad... So I can color it and paint it and decorate it and organize it and destroy it in a perfectly ADHD me space like my old room. Not messy but kinda cluttered with all the things I've collected and have memories attached to, all on display on my shelves and my desk and my walls.
Someday though...