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[raintuned]

NEW HYPNOTIZD VIDEO WOOOOOO

[raintuned]

hi

hi

[jeanshirtdj]

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[voiceoftherain]

Why I can't see a psychiatrist:

It will turn out to be pointless and not help me at all.

I will find out that there's actually nothing wrong with me and all this time it was just me being a lazy shit.

I hate opening up about myself and my insecurities to people, let alone a stranger. It makes me feel vulnerable and weak.

I'm scared they will think like my problems aren't real problems and that I'm just being petty.

I'm scared that my fear that I'm really just using mental health as an excuse for my laziness turns out to be true.

By the time I start opening up my problems by describing them out loud, they suddenly start to feel meaningless and miniscule, and I start feeling like I'm actually okay and shouldn't have gone for help.

[whenidiehallelujahbyandby]

your fave is problematic: spades

• keeps fronting just long enough to steal one of my cookies • erases the memories and now i have a bunch of memory gaps from just this morning • now all my cookies are gone

[whenidiehallelujahbyandby]

i'm tired of putting in everything for people who won't put in anything for me i've said this like a thousand times but all of my friends??? still ignore me??? so it's p evident who actually cares

[whenidiehallelujahbyandby]

fun things to do with your friends:

stop ignoring me wtf