9.10.17 so this is my new desk! Its a rainy day today, and im going to go to a study café later. Ive having a bit of a rough time recently, going backwards more than forwards. Im lucky to have so many people that care about me and offer help, but theres only so much other people can do or say, and its hard to burden them with my problems. My boyfriend held my hand on friday while i submitted a form to apply to counselling. I just had to accept that I think i cant do this all on my own anymore, and im a little scared. Xxxx Emily








