Ok so I'm looking to follow some more peeps because I don't follow that many and well, it's been years since I have done this...
People still do it right? They tell people what fandoms they are in and you like/reblog it? Well, I'm going to do it anyway. Please like/reblog this post if you like any of the following and I will follow you ;)
Main fandoms:
Supernatural
Red Dwarf
Sam Fender
James Acaster (& Ed Gamble)
Matthew Perry (& Friends)
Intermittent fandoms:
Dark (Netflix series)
Doctor Who (used to be a main fandom until after Peter Capaldi)
How I Met Your Mother
L.A. Noire
Demi Lovato
Jonas Brothers
Rik Mayall
British comedies (IT Crowd, Black Books, Green Wing, Inbetweeners, Only Fools & Horses, Still Game, Absolutely Fabulous, Young Ones etc. there are a fair few but these will do for now)
British panel shows too! Particularly 8 out of 10 does Countdown and Would I Lie To You?
Dark Academia Films, 80s and 90s films
Hugh Grant
House M.D
Back to The Future
Heathers
Sherlock
The X Files
Gilmore Girls
Ugly Betty
Spartacus
To be fair I love a lot of random films so I'm happy to talk about FILMS in general really
In the current mood of talking about autumnal/winter films like Dead Poets Society, It's a Wonderful Life, Good Will Hunting, Shawshank Redemption etc.
GodDAMN a long time since the last time but YES it's finally published and here!
Chapter 15. Ecstasy pt III
Chapter summary: the final part of this 3 part section.
Cas has now reached a point of refusing to turn back on the matter. As far as he is concerned, Sam could do whatever he wanted to him and submit to him completely.
They finally consummate after all the flirting and negotiating.
Author's note:
.... I think it's safe to say this is not safe for the squeamish readers. Myself included tbh!
Um, so I haven't really properly published this level of sexual content before now, so it would be really good to know if I have written it well, or if it's just terribly cringey and bad.
This was awkward for me to write because I get so silly about sex despite being a 28 year fucking old, but yeah. Maybe it's the British in me idk but I get so prude about it!
Anyways... this has been a long time overdue and nearly a year again since I updated this story so I really hope this was well worth the wait. Please comment and share this story if you have really enjoyed it so far!
This will be the final proper sexy sex chapter I swear.
And it is definitely (holy hell 😳 🥵🥵💦💦🔥🔥) as a DISCLAIMER... it is basically Porn with a capital P!
Send me your love, thanks to those who have stuck by it patiently x
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Tagged by @raisinghellonstarbug Thank you so much for tagging me! I appreciate it. I accidentally deleted the Ask-- I’m so sorry about that! And apologies for the delay too since you sent this a few months ago. I still wanted to do this, and had the instructions saved (above). Especially these days, doing this is the best idea. Focus on the positive 💜💜💜
1) Soft Sastiel -- like in 10x17, Cas’s soft look of concern as he and Sam prepare to talk to Bobby. Like Cas knows how emotional it will be for Sam to talk to Bobby again a few years after his death.
Then there’s 14x01 when they’re honest with one another about how they’re doing at the end of the episode. 15x07 when Cas asks if Sam is okay while Cas is probing Sam’s gunshot wound. Of course, there’s 9x11; but back an episode, Cas checking on how Sam’s feeling after Sam kicks Gadreel out. I shall pause there before this gets too long. ;)
2) Roadhouse Rough by @posingasme -- I keep meaning to rec this story. I love the Team Free Will 2.0 dynamic in this fic. The story has Sam as a retired hunter (forced to unfortunately), and it’s Sastiel too, which is really nice. I was so sad for Sam, but I appreciated the strong family vibe among Sam, Dean, Cas and Jack.
Don’t want to spoil it even if the fic was published back in 2018. To keep spoilers at a minimum, I was satisfied with the ending. After reading the story, I was thinking that I just have to rec it. Should have done this sooner, but better late than never, right?
This is the future fic for SPN that I would be okay with if it happened on the show (though I’d be sad about Sam’s predicament, but it does fit in line with what the show likes to do... make characters suffer).
3) The friends I made on Tumblr and Discord. I’m grateful for being involved in the Sastiel part of SPN fandom.
4) Finishing a fic that I’ve been working on for months. I just published two fics in the last few days, so that’s definitely on my mind. Need a mini-break from writing. Although I’m looking forward to working on the remaining fics I still need to finish. Having two fics off my plate is a big relief, so cheers for that. *grins*
5) MacRiley -- thanks to my newer interest, the TV show, MacGyver (2016 reboot); I have a shiny and new ship to get heart eyes over. I love Mac and Riley’s friendship -- love how their bond has developed over the years. I look forward to their friendship turning into something more (looks like MacRiley may become show canon *crosses fingers*).
I can’t wait for some new moments between the two when the next season airs. Happy that there are other awesome MacRiley fans to talk with about the show. Hoping to one day have the courage to write a MacRiley fic. :-)
I just wanted to flash a grin and say that I’m not dead.
I know it’s been a long time (once again) since I have posted anything on this blog, but if you follow my main blog (raisinghellonstarbug), then you’ll see that I have posted more recently on there. As this is my side blog, I am unable to follow anyone under this name so if you see my main blog name come up as a new follow for you, then that’s me! It’s funny actually because I am not a reliable blogger and post less on here than my main one, yet I have nearly 600 followers! Absolutely mad. Don’t get me wrong though I am very grateful for that.
I have had a strange relationship with tumblr over the years (much like Rimmer and Lister) and I come back and forth to it many times.
I am aiming to be posting much more regularly on here from now on (as it’s good a time as any with the current global pandemic that we all know about) starting tomorrow or Friday. Let’s hope this virus isn’t as deadly as epideme eh?
Anyway so the main point of this post was not only to say hello, it was also to express my absolute SMEGGING EXCITEMENT FOR NEW RED DWARF!!
I saw the teaser trailer for The Promised Land the other day and it looks fab! I am so happy they decided to finally explore the Cat race. I really can’t imagine at this point where they’re going to go with it, but I am prepared to be amazed!
Does anyone have any thoughts on it? Let me know, I’m interested.
Additional - I still have over 40 confessions to get through as they piled up so easily, but my inbox is still open and until I say otherwise, it will remain so for now as it might encourage me to get to the bottom of them!
Also, if you have any questions then please don’t hesitate to ask :)
Thanks,
Luna
P.s I know that it’s a scary time for everyone at the moment, but I’m sure planet Earth will be fine and we’ll soon see the end of all this shitstorm. I’m sure it must feel like we’re in a new Red Dwarf episode where we’re stuck in a parallel universe, but let’s just be positive where we can and stick together through all this. Love and support for one another should hopefully get us through this. Take care of yourselves, wash your hands, keep yourself indoors as much as you can and make sure you have video chats with your friends and family to get you through the self-isolation! Be creative too, especially as we’ve got the time now. Be safe everyone.
I have missed Tumblr. I keep thinking about all the fanfiction writings and drabbles that I have meant to get back to, but being a new mamma does change things! All my time has been towards my baby girl lately so I'll have to try and make time when she's not as on demand for feeding 😆
I have Sam Fender fanfics I wanna write, I have my James Acaster (Stumbled into Laughter, Stumbled into You) fanfic that l need to finish, I have an L.A Noire fanfic to finish, I have Red Dwarf fanfics to write... AND Sastiel (Sam/Castiel) fanfics too!!!
So much writing that I have put off for months/years - I do plan to come back to it someday.
Haven't been on here properly in ages! Life has got in the way as ever.
I have a new job starting this week too so once I get settled in that job then perhaps I can figure out time to start writing fanfiction again and catch up with finishing my James Acaster fic as well other one shots or potential new stories 😁
Ask me questions, it's been a while and I am happy to answer things if anyone is interested :)
It could be anything to do with the fandoms listed in my bio (Supernatural, Sastiel, Sam Fender, Red Dwarf, James Acaster/Ed Gamble/Rhys James and other British comedians), Timothée Chalamet, Doctor Who etc.) OR... just hobbies, other interests, my favourite colour, favourite band whatever 😁
Also I have prompts for mini fanfics I have been meaning to catch up on for months so MY BAD!!
Sam Fender prompt fic request from @jhangelface0523 ... “I couldn’t kiss you all day! Let me make up for it now."
Sam Fender x fem!reader ficlet, Need You Around
Content warning: hint of swearing, smoking (slight mention of drug use)
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It was a warm early evening. Around dusk time.
You were sitting outside the tour bus where you had a decking chair set up. It was a couple of hours to go before you all needed to be ready for the gig.
Even at this point you still couldn't believe that you were on this tour with the boys, let alone in Munich, but it seemed that this was what life was turning into. This was the big time now ever since the new album had been released.
You could hear Sam on board chatting shit about god knows what in the background; but it was a comfort nevertheless to hear him enjoying himself.
You were puffing away on a cigarette that you knew was not ideal for your vocals, but with the slight continuous pressure of being on stage tugging at your heartstrings every time you were getting closer to the next gig, you decided to allow yourself the odd one to get you through it.
Of course however you have been intermittently smoking for eight years now. But when you saw Sam, Dean, Dru, Joe, Johnny and Tom all smoking joints fairly regularly (which really was also ciggies too), it justified your filthy habit.
You could hear Sam and Dean's laughter from the bus and you chuckled, taking another drag of your cancer stick.
You then remembered what he whispered to you last night like a comfort blanket, silky and smooth, fluttering your eyes closed to relive it:
"Love, I'm really feeling something special with ya and I dannae know how to even describe it like. But fuck, I need you around. You're keeping me human."
It had struck a chord for you as it made the whole thing all the more real.
But it was telling the others that you were getting really serious, and they didn't even know about you both yet.
You had known Sam for around five years at this point and had only begun dating him in the last few months. But in secret. You knew it was an issue to start a relationship with him when you had become one of the lads, but also given that you had been the solid opening act for Sam on and off now since 2018. Working together and sleeping together weren't necessarily a good mix.
But then your heart tugged again, and not because of the nerves of performing, but because of your ever growing feelings for the Geordie boy. You couldn't tell him all of that yet. Not yet.
He then came outside and saw you, his eyes transfixed on yours instantly. He gave you that smile, the one that made you melt and he bit his lip, scratching his hair and coming towards you with intent.
"Hey Y/n, there you are, you alright lass?"
You nodded and sighed, taking in the scent of him around you and finishing off your cigarette, stubbing it into the ground.
"Yeah yeah, fine just thinking..."
"Thinking about what, about me is it?" That boyish grin was to die for. Fucking cocky too.
You scoffed and retorted trying to hide back a grin, "Yeah yeah, thinking about how much of an arrogant arse you are-"
He then laughed and grappled you, getting a hold of you in a cuckold, his arm around your neck and pulling you down with him to the ground, you yelling at him to get off and let go.
As he brought you down and loosened his grip, he then transfixed you again under his hard gaze, his eyes so beautiful in the low light. Suddenly, he kissed you. You were surprised by his lips, not expecting it and half afraid one of the boys would walk out of the bus to discover you both in this compromising position.
You then let go and tried to back away but he wasn't having it. He was chuckling and as you straightened yourself up to walk away from him he grabbed your hand and took you away from the main door of the bus, heading over to a darker corner behind it.
You lowered your voice, panic still laced in, "No no Sam what are you doing you know we can't let them find out about us yet!"
You let go of his hand and you still tried to push him away playfully, but he was still grinning at you and you couldn't help but soften your attitude, looking at you with those blue irises, almost puppy dog like and so annoyingly charming.
"Love, let me please. Let me, I couldn't kiss you all day! Let me make up for it now..."
He then grabbed you close and you gave up trying to resist him. He guided you gently to lean against the exterior of the bus and pressed his lips onto yours once more, the softness of his touch contrasting the heat and impending need you knew he had. Let's face it, he was probably horny. He was a guy after all. You giggled at the thought.
He had one hand on your waist and the other leaning over your head. The smell of him was even more intoxicating than before. You couldn't get enough. You were heavily engulfed in the kiss until you needed oxygen again. You were both a little out of breath and his face had gone red. As you came back to reality, you were in awe of how worked up you could get him. He looked dangerously hot like this.
You knew you would have to wait until later though for any more to happen, specifically when everyone was asleep.
You looked forward to having the opportunity to make noise during sex again when the tour was over.
