#ralph denham

[lit-bookquotes]

“I’ve made you my standard ever since I saw you. I’ve dreamt about you; I’ve thought of nothing but you; you represent to me the only reality in the world. And now things have come to such a pass that, unless I can speak to you openly, I believe I shall go mad. I think of you as the most beautiful, the truest thing in the world. I see you everywhere, in the stars, in the river, to me you’re everything that exists; the reality of everything. Life, I tell you, would be impossible without you.” — Ralph Denham

Night And Day; Virginia Woolf

[lit-bookquotes]

“...nothing mattered, save that she should exist, and that he should love her. Some words of these reflections were uttered aloud, and it happened that among them were the words, ‘I love her.’ It was the first time that he had used the word ‘love’ to describe his feelings; madness, romance, hallucination — he had called it by these names before; but having, apparently by accident, stumbled upon the word ‘love,’ he repeated it again and again with a sense of revelation.” — Ralph Denham

Night And Day; Virginia Woolf

[lit-bookquotes]

“God knows I tried. I’ve done my best to see you as you are, without any of this damned romantic nonsense. That was why I asked you here, and it’s increased my folly. When you’re gone I shall look out of that window and think of you. I shall waste the whole evening thinking of you. I shall waste my whole life, I believe.” — Ralph Denham

Night And Day; Virginia Woolf

[writtebycamus]

I am Ralph Denham, Ralph Denham is me

he's antisocial

an absolute mood

also he's depressed AF

actually borderline suicidal

and ever the cynic

Night and Day by Virginia Woolf

(I'm only about halfway through, I'll keep updating, unless he does a 180 and becomes completely unrelatable)

[swan-orpheus]

I’ve done my best to see you as you are, without any of this damned romantic nonsense. That was why I asked you here, and it’s increased my folly. When you’re gone I shall look out of that window and think of you. I shall waste the whole evening thinking of you. I shall waste my whole life, I believe.

Virginia Woolf, Night and Day 

[meloromantics]

tooanxiousforrivers replied to your post: “tooanxiousforrivers replied to your post: ...”:

Can't imagine a worse fate. I spent most of 16 pining over my old boyfriend (guess old habits die hard whoops)

(ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻

[meloromantics]

okay well i guess i'll go to the bathroom and then make this happen

(the funny thing is we did this exact thing four years ago it was even about tv i cried and almost threw up and you gave me a lot of very conflicting hugs)

[meloromantics]

me: hey friend i'm having some future/career crises and if you're available to help me wade through my own bullshit i'd be mad appreciative

source of five years of painful emotions and emotional baggage: sure. you have my number, i'll be home at 5:30, call me when you're free

me: nervous giggle, cry, pass out

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me: hey i'm almost done mapping out how i want this conversation to go in case i lose track of myself so i'll call you in a few mins when i'm done

him: lol, you're such a nerd. i love it! i'm home, call me whenever

me: throws up