A really sad and relatable part about Ralsei to me is that he knows that people love him. He knows he has friends and that they would do anything to keep him safe and healthy, but that's what hurts most to him. He feels guilty about being loved because he feels he deserves nothing so he believes they're just wasting their time. He adores his friends and enjoys the time they spend together but at the same time, likely wishes that they didn't mean so much to each other at all. Poor guy.









