#rambles!!!

[underwater-i-will-go]

in honour of seeing james again tonight ...

nsfw (kinda) rambles under cut x

this was a couple of weeks ago. can't post the whole thing on here because of this apps shitty "NO CONTENT OVER 10MB 🤬" terms but hey ... sometimes players just do random things in the tunnel and it's usually just having a laugh/chat but not this time. the way the camera person didn't move away one bit when james was readjusting his shorts AND when he strapped his gloves. and this whole thing went on for a good 30 seconds. i remember just staring at the screen, literally mouth open. in shock. couldn't believe i was just given this for FREE. i'm a massive sucker for details as some may know, and this has made me feel things i cannot even describe, in certain areas of my body anyway x. had me wanting to do things to him i cannot even put in words. he'd have a decent game that night, they lost but he still made some good saves (obviously NOT comparable to what he's done last weekend.) but just the fact that he pulled his shorts the right way whilst wearing his gloves, the way he payed attention, the way his tummy peaked out. the way he looked so insanely good that night anyway (not that he ever looks bad but it rained and, yeah)

if there'd ever be a competition for who's more likely to get insanely turned on my players doing the most random things, i'd win.

[crystalmagpie447]

YOUU!!! HUGGING YOU BACLKKK

I seen that you said you like zelda botw and its been plaguing my mind..

HAVE YOU BEAT IT HAVEE UUU I got stuck on thunderblight ganon and was never able to get passed him so I ended up putting the game down for a long time😭😭😭 IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT IT A LOT RECENTLY THOO I REALLY WANNA PICK IT BACK UPPP

whos ur favorite characterssss SORRYY FOR THE RAMBLES I HOPE U DONT MINDD<3333

NONO YOURE COMPLETELY FINE!!! <33

OMG THUNDERBLIGHT GANON TOOK ME THE LONGEST OHMYGOSH

I REMEMBER BEING SO HAPPY WHEN I FINALLY BEAT HIM PFFF ALSO YES I HAVE BEAT THE GAME >:D

but then i went back a chapter because i thought it would be one of those types of games that wouldnt let me continue playing KOJNEs

and I still had a buncha stuff i wanted to do dkijnvjefcd

i wanted to finish all the side quests LOL< i have yet to beat it again tho

HEHNJSEMNJFR Sidon is def one of my fav characters >:D ALSO KASS AND THE GERUDO QUEEN I completely forgot her name

mkjnvrewsa

OH

URBOSA THATS HER NAME OKJIRVHUERJKMD

[boxhowell]

dans book means so much more to me than just “dan howell book” or even “self help book” or “motivational”

it’s release date is the day before my graduation. it’s literally starting me off on a new journey and i truly have no idea what this summer holds.

his book, like he (& phil) will start a new chapter for me. Hopefully, help me over this really strange transition stage to college. I’m genuinely terrified and the fact his book is 13 days away now, oh gosh.

Knowing that I’m walking out of high school the same way I walked into middle school/junior high, with dan and phil at my side and comforting me across an ocean, land, and now a pandemic, is truly the most comforting thought my brain is giving me.

My teacher today asked why I changed my mind about not getting a business degree and i had to explain that i was getting a business degree because i though i would be unhireable with my “quirkiness.” I’m a neurodivergent, trans, gay man who doesn’t pass and wears makeup/“feminine” clothes, on top of how loud I am about my personality and My opinions (it’s the leo moon & sun), so I wanted a safe option. Something to make me palatable. But then i saw a graphic design program at the school i’m going to and i go so excited. I feel like i’ll definitely see that same thought process from Dan when he talks about manchester university. which isn’t why i wrote this. i’m just saying that, in too many words, i’m really glad dan (&phil) will be with me on this journey.

[underwater-i-will-go]

i think the cat's out of the bag you guys

i'm going to have to write them. been planning this for quite a while. won't leave my head. literally thought about it at work today.

also throwing this photo in because i have never seen something more triggering. (not in a bad way)

[toomanyfandomsorkinafs]

🔥 if you were in the life games, how would you play it?

⚡️most cinematic death?

🌿 any favourite interpretations?

🔥 really good but also really stupidly. Like Scar.

⚡️ Oh my god. I’ll say this til I die, Scott’s in double life. The emotion? The story behind it? Everything is so djshshesge I LOVE IT!

🌿 Last Life!Scott was a warden. That’s why he could ‘hear’ Joel’s breathing when digging tunnels.(Can’t remember if I got told this one or it was in a fic)

[fandxmslxt69]

guess who just KICKED ASS in her World History exam.

ME.

1 down, 2 more to go

[fandxmslxt69]

The pains of scraping an entire 5+ page draft of a fic bc it wasnt tragic enough HNGNGNGN