#rambling(s)

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One day I'll finish this but not at 2am. And probably not this month. I am currently drawing on my phone and it's uh, different and difficult but enjoyable and interesting? And no one reads this shit anyway so. I will post update for myself, I guess.

My poor tablet caught AI and I have yet to rip it fully out so no nice giant screen with a nice comfy stylus but at least I can still watch stuff on it for now.

Still not sober though, lolsob. Abby's 20 and starting to show it, it's been hard. Yeah. Anyway. Also the roof has side-graded from rats to water damage and oh well. I'm tired. Okay, time to watch Taskmaster then sleep.

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good lord, i turned 38 yesterday. I forgot how old i was. I dont think ive been sober for it in like many years? I need daily friends again but also im always stoned and i cant even stand myself either way. So.

Welp, another year, i guess! ૮◜ﻌ◝ა

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Nearly lost Abby yesterday, she was so so sick, i took her to the emergency vet at 5am because she just couldn't walk, wouldn't stop shaking, couldnt even hold her head up, it was so awful.

Everyone there was preparing me for her not surviving, saying that she's 20 and it was a delicate situation and had a good life and oh my god, truly awful. Thank fuck she's a tough old lady because she's my baby. And now she's coming home in a few hours after a night in the cat icu. ;-; <3

Don't give kitty gatorade to cats with bad kidneys even if your regular vet perscribes it! She basically had too much potassium that it had crossed the blood-brain barrier and her kidneys just couldn't filter it out before it got critical and effected her neurologically. I feel so guilty, blergh.

I hope she has a few more years and then she can have a nice steak before being gently put down at home in my arms.

(My baby on her 20th birthday, her tail tip is going grey. :'3)

... i should probably get a therapist, putting all my mental health eggs in one cat shaped basket is Not A Good Idea. -_-

Edit - she's home!

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I like this site, some of the answers I'm getting are hilarious and the drawing answers are usually delightful even if the only prompts I get to draw are anime and kpop that I have to skip, hiss boo (also the dark mode update is very nice for my creeping migraine).

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My favourite restaurant is closing, I've been going there for nearly 20 years, where will I get delicious chicken enchiladas now. 😭😭😭

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Who puts MINT in garlic sauce!? (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻ Oh, yiros of betrayal, why are you doing this to me.

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The system at my doctor's has changed and now it slaps everything under 'social details' onto every reference form and someone in the last 20 years I've been going there has put that I'm 'a heterosexual' in that section and it's uneditable in the new system. 🙃

So my doctor has to erase that every single time she goes to make me a new referral now. 🥲

Assigned uneditably straight by the medical system, truly a terrible fate.

Anyway, I'm starting the process of eventually getting a hysterectomy, hooray.

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I love when I can gather enough info to email to Ao3 about adding a tag and then I get to see it be added a few months later! Makes searching so much easier, the volunteer tag wranglers deserve so much praise for thier endless hard work (especially now as more people tag thier work like a chatty tumblr post instead of yanno, factual tags for searching and achiving purposes).

I think I've pleaded my case sucessfully with 4 tags now and only 3 were sexual, lmao.