#rambling....

[sp4mja]

Obssesed with the idea of Madagio wanting to be Fit

[zonecassette]

Been thinking a lot the last few weeks how alienated I feel from people/humanity in general, nothing new obv but the feelings have been so, so strong lately. But any books/music/movies/whatever that deal with these feelings don't match at all, other people's alienation seems so misanthropic and mine isn't at all. I love people, I love interacting with people, it's what gives me any life or energy at all. But i just feel so detached from everyone, people seem to feel or express things that I can't, my mind doesn't seem to work the way it's supposed to (usually to my detriment). I feel like a host on a game show, facilitating and interacting with others but unable to actually participate in the game. It's always been like this and it will always be like this but it's been ramping up my anxiety lately lol

[upwards-descent]

Sometimes you find art references that are so perfect, it feels like you reached fucking enlightenment

[purgemarchlockdown]

I'm probably never going to finish it but like- I have a "Amane Momose actually becomes a cat and everyone has to just Deal With It" AU I write oneshots in, and one of the ones I put later in the Cat Amane timeline (uh...it got very canon divergent very fast, turns out having massive changes to your biology makes it harder to self-isolate) has Amane kneading Fuuta's arm (cause that's her Friend and it's Vitally Important she Makes It Clear that he's Her Friend) and she has claws so it rips through the uniform and actually hurts him and Amane legitimately doesn't realize at first why that's Bad at first because in her eyes that's just proof that she cares about him.

And I'm kinda obsessed with the idea of an Amane who doesn't really consider that I guess. Where her perception of friendship and pain and love and harm is so distorted and tangled together it leads her to harm people she cares about.

That same oneshot also has her and Fuuta work through that so she can do that Without hurting him. You see, I'm also kinda obsessed with Amane Momose healing and recovering.

[astrumocs]

Okay I wasn’t gonna make a sappy post but i am emotional today So.

Anyway-- Kurt is the reason that I came back to this community full on! All because i was lamenting not being able to do OC stuff on main and they saw it and were kind enough to ask me to talk about it with them. It got me so excited for Oc’s and fantrolls again that I started to become more active.

This is also the year that I finally pushed myself to start sending asks off anon and interact with more people exponentially more than I ever had before! It’s (very) overwhelming at times, but I’m so glad i’m getting to know all of the lovely people here more and more.

And I have many people to thank for that, but especially Chase (and Kurt!) who reached out to me somewhat early on and just talked to me and inspired me with their work SO much...

and I appreciate all of the support I’ve gotten through my art and writing journey this year, especially because until coming back I hadn’t writtenin a Long long time!

Ughuh.. idk what else to say really, but thank you guys for being there and having fun w/ me :’]

Happy early new years everyone,

[demobatman]

love ronance as much as the next guy but the only dynamic/content i Crave from them is nancys unrequited pining for robin. i know its dumb to say but i like to think in terms of canon/possible canon/realistically?? is what im trying to say, anyways, and the one thing i want from ronance is nancy getting close to robin as a female friend after a very long time of greiving her last and only girl friend, one, and two, nancy to see robin in a lesbian relationship with vickie (unbeknownst of course its the 80's) and getting jealous. then realizing she likes women without having to /be with/ robin. nancy deserves to learn about herself and grow outside of a romantic relationship and robin deserves to have a platonic female friend, And, her and steves relationship is far too strong, i think, for robin to even consider pursuing nancy. but they are cute!!!!!! i just appreciate them as unrequited more and think it might even be more productive.

[pengumi12]

Just me rambling...

A few weeks ago.... Crunchyroll posted a video about their Crunchyroll Original anime aka anime that Crunchyroll was going to help produce.

I didn't watch this video because unlike most people, I wasn't planning on watching Tower of God (I'm still not) and I didn't watch In/Spectre and the idea of watching this video that Cruchyroll posted did not appeal to me.

But then, someone invited me to the Noblesse discord server. In it, a lot of people were talking about it getting an anime adaptation.

Suspicious, I searched up recent news about Noblesse and it took me to an article explaining how Crunchyroll was going to help produce some anime and that Noblesse was one of them.

So I went back to YouTube and watched the video.

Imma say... I'm still not gonna watch Tower of God or any of the other shows they are planning to help make. (I might watch In/Spectre tho because the clips that Crunchyroll has posted has almost sold me on watching it...)

However, I am super hyped that Noblesse is getting another anime adaptation! (A while back there was a kinda rushed adaptation of the 1st arc. Also a backstory thingy with Raizel and Muzuka (I think)...)

Hopefully they adapt the whole thing...