It is Augusts last full moon that we won't see for another decade.
I had it in my calendar and didn't even plan to go and take pictures. I am disappointed in myself. Get it together girl.
The Skeleton Of My Day:
This morning I ran the dogs before I got to work and didn't stop til I had to pick up Ivy. Went straight to Mikes Camera to get a final answer that it is my camera that isn't recognizes my external flashes. Why? We don't know. Either way, I filed an insurance claim, bought a new camera and it should be here hopefully in time for the next wedding on the 1st of September. If not, I have work arounds, different camera bodies and will use light in a different way.
Poor timing for Mikes Camera, sat in traffic. I knew that was going to happen but I just couldn't bring myself to leave earlier since I was in a workflow. Can't ruin that.
Made dinner, got cramps and while Ivy was playing with her friend, I cleaned up my office and got ready for a tarot reading. Paused, went to go draw with Ivy before she went to bed. Once, she was all tucked in I prepared to go through all my cards, rituals and do a reading. Feeling drained, still pushing through though.
Next, Ruby gets home when I am feeling anti social, nothing left in me and want to be alone. My anxiety sky rocketed-as I was trying to manage it most of the evening with thoughts of how it would be nice to be alone. Manic thoughts of getting rid of everything but I don't have the energy right now. Never have time, get rid of it all. Focus, declutter.
Since, I have been neglecting my decks I decided to read though them all. Do an overall check in. I took pictures to refer back to since my head and eyes are just aching. None the less, they all hit home. I just want to write and draw about it but I am all out of time.
Tried to lay down and sleep and my mind was racing and crazy...I thought about hopping on Tumblr to write and see what comes out.
That is a plus, changing my habits around little by little. I have been neglecting to write for a long time. Writing helps me work on staying grounded. Revise and reflect.
Goodnight,
XoXo