Five in the morning crept up on him, and when Rami climbed into bed to sleep it was for a mere forty-five minutes— no blanket needed. It amazed him just how awake he could actually look all the time, since he always seemed to be just one step away from sleeping while standing. He moved like a zombie that morning, forgoing nearly everything for his jacket and a piece of bread. Which was why he’d froze in the hallway on the way out of his second class.
How had he forgotten everything? How had he not realized it before now?
He really had just been standing there, lost in thoughts with no available surface to write on. It was hard for him to keep things orderly when he left that silly yellow notepad in his room, harder still because try as he may, he couldn’t recall where his next class took place. So Rami paused, hands in his pockets and head tilted, nodding absently when asked if he were alright. “I’m always alright—” He paused to dip his chin for a split second. “Do you have a pen? …And maybe paper?”
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The questions did not shock him, though they might have had he the ability to move his mind about matters. Instead, the response was honest and immediate. “I do.” The following actions were likewise without hesitation as there was no consequence to being only a person from which another could obtain more meaningful things. He was not a person in this circumstance, only a supplier, and there was no anxiety required within the situation.
Flipping to a clean page in his notebook, he handed the whole thing over so as to provide a surface and then flicked out a pen, stepping back against the wall to wait for the man to finish and stay out of the way of other students passing through, though the numbers were dwindling slowly. “If you need to, you can take more paper than that. And I can always get the pen back later,” he said to him, as it was rather clear he was without. He could spare both, and even the pen, really, if it became forgotten. Pulling at his gloves, he tilted his head away from what was being written, not desiring to intrude despite whatever curiosity plagued him.








