addendum
it has been an encounter, where you let me wonder and wander, disillusioning, outside and beyond, of the I-shape formed and honed.
it has been an encounter, where you let me stumble and hurdle, orbiting, thorough and around, of the Our-routine lived and allowed.
but thus came close, a chapter of many firsts and hellos, entwined, entangled, and soon departed, de-tangled.
free, a little side of mine you taught me, of how to be, adorned through countless keychains, several movie tickets, a bike ride, walks to work and back, weekly chatters, and daily streaks of digital flame, even that is minuscule of what it means to me.
the desperate me, the lackluster in faith me, wrote through series of disjointed writings, asking, demanding, praying, for a frequency, for a shared encounter, for a friend, for a bond, for someone.
the no good me, was granted through you, bold, colorful, rotten at times, an answer, a gift, honesty.
orbiting, i was orbiting around you, i felt more open through you.
and now you're going, it's just distance, it's just the nature of branching paths, that eventually you and i will go, our own way, separate.
thinking, you'd soar and carve a new path, gathering your own orbits, encountering new bond, forged better ones, still be whole. feeling, that i am now behind, with a side unsure, thinking will i ever be, ever, ever again?