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Quick sketches
I found these on Pinterest and I'm- shook๐๐๐๐
UPDATE ON THE RUINS OF A PAINTING !
Look what I made out of it! I'm low-key proud of it :'))
Okay so there's this minor project we have to do this semester where we do the entire structural design of a building from scratch and we are supposed to submit that with a presentation and all in mid November
I'm gonna be done with that thing in another week. I mean- yeah it's okay that it'll be over in two weeks or so, I guess, but I'm afraid that in the remaining month and a half my mind will continuosly find mistakes in it!!! ๐๐ Atleast it'll nudge me to make it better somehow even though there's no need to make it better. And I'm afraid of THAT ๐๐
A general rant ahead. Scroll on yeah
I find it immensely weird when if I tell someone I like Tommy Shelby and when I'm able to tell what scene or season it is (not just Tommy's) from a screencap, the people automatically fucking assume that I jerk off to him.
I mean.
Nooooooooo. That's not- xmdkoajzeiwinwnw
I just like the entire show a lot and I like Tommy because he's a good character for a show, an epic one at that, and I find him to be really really gorgeous, beautiful, intelligent and a character with depth before I find him to be sexy. I mean the sexy part is way down the list.
And it's weird that people automatically assume that everything that there is about him his too sexual?
Umm, I mean I had a crush (I think I still do because if he'd come to me out of nowhere and ask me to marry him, even when we haven't talked in like more than two years now, I'd say yes) on a senior of mine in college and he wasn't even that good looking. He looked like an average guy but why I had a crush on him was not because of how he looked but because of how his mind worked and how he was so fucking intelligent (like- not grades wise. He had average decent grades) but smart as in he was an amazing human being and an intelligent one. Doesn't that tell you enough about my likings already?? Duh.
It's the personality and the intelligence first. And the sexual part is sssooooo down on the list it's not even in the mention.
I mean, why don't people grow up?
I CAN like someone without thinking sexually about them all the bloody time and I consider it to be normal. For me, I don't like someone because they're sexy looking first noooooo. I like them if they're a decent human being and intelligent first. And I don't even care about the grades there's intelligence beyond that. And even when I talk to someone about Tommy, I say I find Tommy to be beautiful. The word sexy isn't appropriate to use as the first word to describe him. Ffs let me live. And no I don't jerk off to him. Talking about someone, anyone fictional or real, in a way where it's just limited to sex isn't respectful for me. Sex is so damn overrated oh God sometimes I feel like I might be an Asexual because I don't get it like other people do and no I'm not attracted to people who JUST look good. Please leave me alone and let me live the way I want to ๐ญ
Or am I too boring? Idc duh.
Help me out a little please
Okay so my brother wants to gift me something and he says I can have whatever I want because he got his first good enough profit from the start-up he runs (he's a year and a half younger than me btw๐๐๐ so proud of him ๐ฅบโฃ๏ธ)
And now I'm torn between two things I want.
One is a Wacom Art Tablet that I've wanted for a while now because I've been meaning to try graphic design. And it's not even that much expensive. But I'm thinking if it'll be a good idea to have that since I haven't had time for even normal art in the past week and it's only gonna get busy-er so idk if I'll have the time for that
Second is some good expensive dark-academia-esque clothes I've been wanting to have. Pleated pants, some neutral colored button down shirts and some good sweaters, boots.
So guys. Help me decide. What should it be?
Nara by Alt-J is a song that not only has acceptable lyrics but also the music calms me down like nothing else lately
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๐ WHAT SHOULD I DO?
One of these porn bots and shit, they reblogged my latest art ๐๐
What should I doooooo???????
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