#rando rant

[milkcartonbella]

my ipad screen is completely broken so all my wips are staying wips for a while :(

[amory444]

what are ur thoughts on alchemy and philosophy and how does this connect to pruaus

FUWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA(I forgot the pruaus part BUT I HAVE A LONGER RAHT FOR THAT.)

Alchemy has always been connected humanitys will to imitate and to be on par with the holy. The idea that we too could purify, mold, and combine objects and elements into our will-hell even our image- is actually what we think gods and deities could do. As much as people claim that alchemy was a sort of praise and worship of god, it was also the culmination of envy for the power that one thing holds over us.

We don't like being controlled, we like free will, we also like to look at something and say "yes! Yes that is me!". That's why we said the moon was feminine and the sun was masculine, that is why we created god even. We created someone in our image, someone we consider perfect, taking each part of what we consider perfect. It is what we are, what we want, but they both contradict. We are contradictory that is our nature. We want peace yet we want power, we want freedom yet we want control, we want love yet we want revenge. Alchemy has always been about the path to become like god, to be able to purify, create, and mold. We give objects something that we can relate to, because that's only way we're able to relate, to understand. Because all we really wanted was to understand ourselves.

The goal of alchemy is to reach a greater high, to create gold or to achieve the philosopher stone. One or the other, what's important ad that we achieve. Life has always been about a path to a goal.

"I am hungry, I must eat, my goal is to find food. "

"I am bored, I must seek, my goal is to find entertainment. "

"I want to understand, I want to know, my goal is to discover. "

A life without meaning is a life without a path, humans are always looking for something this they are always on a road to somewhere both literally and metaphorically. In alchemy we have principles, principles are not the base, they are not the original, they are simply he start in which things diverge. From salt we opened the path of stabilization of minerals, with sypfur we dissolved objects to welcome a new state. Alchemy itself was a step in the direction of chemistry and logic, as opposing as logic and belief can be.

By looking at things as humans, we discover more about ourselves as we try to fit ourselves into the box of the non living. Everytime we try to understand something we also try tp understand ourselves. Humans, as much as they can understand everything around them, cannot comprehend their own sub conscious. Because it's not ruled by a law of any kind. Scientifically, our psyche was never ruled by higher beings, our likes and dislikes are not always ruled by our environments, even down to our birth we can't exactly pin point why exactly we were born to this body, to this conscience, to this shape. But a rock, a rock is built on minerals and years of reaction. It has a law to follow, and idea to uphold, something we never had.

The only true wat to understand, is to combine. To study humans non alignment with the strict following of objects. To combine the rabid constant feminine with the still and calm masculine. The conscious that we know and the unconscious that we dont. To combine, amalgamate, to mold, the point is that we want to connect

As much as we like to believe that science, feelings, objects, things, life, is separate and on its own, we also have to accept that reality will always be a culmination of everything.

Alchemy is science, if science incorporated philosophy. Philosophy is science, if there never was alchemy.

Life's goal is the path as much as the path leads to the goal. To find the path we need to connect, to find the next route, to see the differing roads to walk to achieve our next destination. We can never truly be seperate as everything connects into everything and this everything is everything, but at the same time everything is nothing. No matter what we do we always try to connect the non human to the human, through numbers and symbols, whatever.

[dialnoisenow]

Once again I found myself thinking about the Peruvian fat sucker episode of Supernatural.

That lady had such a great set up until her idiot brother got carried away attracting the attentions of Winchesters and since they have no self control, made a mountain out of a molehill, business plan trashed.

Idk if I'm remembering it correctly or not but I'm pretty sure it ended poorly for all parties, as it usually does when they show up.

Especially Donna. She paid good money for that.

Anyway, filler episodes of Supernatural were the best part of that show. Scrapping them in favor of more angel vs demon plot garbage-what were they doing? We could have had a whole season of Demon Dean buddy Crowley going back and forth with Cas and Sam but noooo.

[iconicthot]

Doing a PLL rewatch I want to SCREECH at the fact Aria had so many clues for her being ‘A’ or at least part of the team and just the fucking mirror shots alluding to her having two sides I’m literally going to fucking combust Marlene King is a fucking idiot and I hate her so much for ruining this show. I literally fucking hate her for thinking teen girls are idiots and wouldn’t respect a flushed out story and focused more on the romance than anything else about this show which was infinitely more interesting and I just I fucking hate her every theory I read on here for 7 years was better than how this show turned out.

[cosmiclyssy]

Brain cleanse

Today was filled with bad juju. I had a dirty chai yesterday and I haven’t really haven’t been drinking too much coffee more so tea. So,’when I started to get ready for bed my mind was racing harder than anything and I haven’t had that happen in awhile. I woke up and got ready for work. I felt a little off mind wise but didn’t think of it. I came at 7, but was supposed to be there at 6:30.. Mind you I’m still sick, but I only had to work until twelve. And my boss got someone to take my hostess shift tonight.. So the day was getting better Then we got really busy and I thought I had hit send for a tables order, but the computer can be touchy and it never went in. 😬 So they were so upset and so was I. I apologized but they had to leave because of an appointment so I couldn’t fix it. I was so upset, I felt like shit, messed up an order, I cried and felt like I couldn’t pull it together A couple table I had heard what happened, and told me things happen and not to fret, they were so sweet. I cried more because it was still upsetting to me.

After encouraging words from coworkers and my boss I realized more so that I cannot let things like that define the rest of my day. I can’t let it linger. I can’t let something that is already done to control my emotions and I need to stop being so hard on myself. I have to be here now and learn from my mistakes no matter how minuscule. I just need to work on being more mindful of when I start to spiral or get too worked up over something that is no longer in my control.

Even though today was a up and down, it illuminated areas of my self that need working on. My horoscope has been saying to work on projects already started. So now is the perfect time for me to really get to know me, and work on bettering myself. I definitely need to get another journal. I have a lot to get out my chest that is no longer needed or wanted in my mind. I want to work on my yoga and meditation. I’m ready to cleanse my mind body and spirit. 🙏

[healthandthehungrygirl]

I love seeing people's healthy food, but nothing kills me more than overcooked veggies or fish, especially from tumblr-famous-esque blogs. Overcooking is where nutrients go to die...

[colaptesauratus]

Excuse me while I gush about Newsies on Broadway and the internet for a sec

[mizuninagasu]

Drugs.

I was sitting in my drug use and abuse psych class today and almost cried during lecture. Drugs change people, they really do. They turn people into someone who they never were meant to be. No one takes that seriously, but maybe we all should.

People feel like they're young and invincible and there are no consequences or they'll pay for them later. WRONG. You're probably not that young, there are major consequences, and you always pay for it. You'll pay now, 10 mins, 10 weeks, 10 years from now and so on.

If you're old enough to make that choice, you're old enough for those consequances. And not just legal ones...neurologically, emotionally, physically.... its NOT worth it. AND THINK ABOUT THE PEOPE YOURE HURTING IN THE PROCESS. Despite wtf YOLO tells you, your life is not just about you.