You could do part-time online somewhere and see how you feel about it, maybe? Or are you wanting to move onto a campus again?
i know i can’t do online classes, the class work would never get done, i’d get distracted to easily. and while living on campus again would be great it’s too expensive. i went to a community college open house last week and felt great about it. but i just, i don’t know if i’m smart enough, bc i know that i can’t write academic papers or even bs them, which was one of my major down falls last time.
Unusual asks: all the multiples of five. Have fun.
eep. here goes -- i’ll put it under a cut for length :D
5. what is your relationship status? - engaged, getting married next summer
10. already answered
15. favorite snapchat filter? - erm, i rarely use snapchat, and when i do i have literally never used a filter...
20. how tall are you? - 5′6″
25. what color socks are you wearing? - i am currently barefoot, but if i were wearing socks they would be black. always black. (they never get dirty, the longer you wear them, the stronger they get...)
30. whats your favorite candle scent? - um, literally one of my favorite smells ever is the smell of smoke and fire and shit so...
35. who is your celebrity crush? - claudia black, felicia day, and natalie portman each kill me on a daily basis
40. how many times have you been to the hospital? - for myself, like once when i broke my wrist at the age of 5. otherwise? way too many fucking times. i went each time after a younger sibling was born to meet them--and two of them had to stay or go back so for the first little bit of their lives i only ever saw them at the hospital. and my grandma was in and out of the hospital every couple months for literal years before she passed away and i went to see her there a lot. oh, and my other grandmother was a nurse at a hospital before she retired.
45. how many kids do you want? - two. boy and girl.
50. what was the last text you sent? - the thumbs up emoji
55. what is your dream job? - television producer, writer, director, actor, with some novel writing and audiobook narrating on the side.
60. how many pictures do you have on your phone? - 906
65. what do you wear to bed? - a tank top and panties
70. what was the last concert you saw? - ........um........ either josh groban or ladysmith black mambazo back when i was in middle school... idk which one was first
75. are you going to change your last name when you get married? - yep.
80. what is your biggest pet peeve? - slow drivers
85. what shirt are you wearing? - my pride shirt from 2015 salt lake city pride. it’s a muscle tank that’s grey with black lining and it says “pride is”
90. do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? - yes, almost every morning, sometimes at night if i’m feeling particularly oily or there’s a zit i’m trying to get rid of.
95. summer or winter? - summer, hands down.
100. who was the last person you cried in front of? - my fiance, dale.
Rules: Once you’ve been tagged you have to answer these truths about yourself and tag 25 people!
MOST RECENT:
Drink: tea
Phone call: .....I haven’t called or received calls in forever (plus i have really bad phone anxiety)
Text: my phone currently doesn’t have service
Song you listened to: idk, something on the undertale soundtrack
HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice: no
Been cheated on: no
Kissed someone and regretted it: nope
Lost someone special: not really
Been drunk and thrown up: nope
Made a new friend: not recently
Fallen out of love: yes
Laughed until you cried: yes
Met someone who changed you: idk man i don’t meet very many people and i’m not good enough at communication to really let that happen?
Found out who your true friends are: yep, graduating from high school early and all of your friends suddenly stop talking to you because they don’t see you everyday will do that
Found out someone was talking about you: yep
Kissed anyone on your FB list: no
EXTRAS:
How many people from your FB list do you know IRL: all of them
Do you have any pets: a cat
Do you want to change your name: YES i fucking hate my birth name
What did you do for your last birthday: had chinese food, my mom was not happy with the restaurant choice
What time did you wake up today: i stayed up all night and went to sleep after church so around 10pm
What were you doing last night at midnight: idk probably on this stupid website
Name something you can’t wait for: to move out of this fucking house, and have a job, and a place of my own where i don’t have to censor myself all the time and be able to come out without caring if i’m accepted or not, because i’m getting to the point where i don’t care if they do
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: does thomas count?
What’s getting on your nerves RN: so many things
Blood type: ????
Nickname: Button
Relationship status: single
Zodiac sign: aries
Pronouns: it depends on the day, but mainly they/them
Favorite TV Shows: atla/lok, steven universe, gravity falls
Long or short hair: i appreciate long hair because there’s so much you can do with it, and it’s pretty, but personally i like having short hair
Height: 5′6′’ (but i feel like i’ve grown since i was last measured so it might be closer to 5′7″? either that or my parents are shrinking)
Do you have a crush on someone: not really.....i mean there is this one girl at my church who looks kinda like one of my characters and i’m just awestruck every time i see her
What do you like about yourself: um???
Right or left handed: Right
First surgery: i had to go to the hospital once because i swallowed a dime, idk if that counts though...so, in 2013 when i got back surgery.
First best friend: idk if i’ve ever really had a best friend....
First sport you joined: either soccer or basketball, i can’t remember
First vacation: i don’t remember it but i think it was in the mountains
RIGHT NOW:
Eating: nothing
Drinking: tea
Listening to: Dracarys - GoT soundtrack
WANT:
Kids: not really
Get married: ehhh no, but things could change?
Career: author and/or something in film
WHICH IS BETTER:
Lips or eyes: eyes
Hugs or kisses: hugs
Taller or shorter: don’t care
Older or younger: around the same age?
Romantic or spontaneous: both
Sensitive or loud: ??? is this a sex question? because i’m ace bruh
Hookup or relationship: relationship
Troublemaker or hesitant: idk
HAVE YOU EVER:
Kissed a stranger: nope
Worn Glasses/contacts: yes, but not a perception pair, i just wear them sometimes because they make me feel smart
Had sex on the first date: nope and never will
Broke someone’s heart: i don’t think so
Turned someone down: yep
Cried when someone died: yes
Fallen for a friend: yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself: uh....no?
Miracles: yes
Love at first sight: not really
Heaven: yes
Kissing on a first date: depends on how long i’ve know the person
Tag: @randomnessosityism, and anyone else who wants to do it
Questionnaire for you, fill in the blanks: "___ is coming." "You know nothing, ___ ___." "Valar morghulis: ___ ___ ___ ___." "___ cannot kill a dragon." "A ___ always pays his debts." ( I'm just curious how much you've got :P )
Winter is coming. (But I mean literally everybody knows that.)
