#rant post ?

[f3ntixx]

Just saw a post that's like, "People who suibait fo attention should actually kts!" But if you need to pretend you're suicidal for attention, then there's a good chance you want the attention, comfort, and support that you need if you are actually suicidal. So no, those who suibait for attention should not kill themselves.

[fern-rose]

I love learning that my gma and big sissy belive i know how to act, to "put on" just to get thc+cbd gummies.. 🙃🫩

When I can't act to save my life.. I would get in trouble in ASL class for not making faces, and got in trouble for "over doing it"..

Yes I like the way the gummies help me, an how they help me regress, and it makes everything so much less sharp.. I'm already struggling enough with constantly feeling like a burden on everyone around me..

Especially when family is concerned about me, but doesn't seem to try to help me and/or know what to do with me.. I don't even know what I need.. I just want everything to stop feeling so much, so overwhelming, too big for me to process and handle...