The one time I actually leave the house to socialise my bus broke down so I'd be an hour late
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The one time I actually leave the house to socialise my bus broke down so I'd be an hour late
at this point i don't know if my family is toxic or not
So like I started and finished Death Note in like two days and I'm obsessed. I really really love it. I got such a thrill and excitement from watching it.
I really like Light and L a lot.
I had been avoiding Death Note for a long time because of some stupid person who, didn't spoil anything for me, but made the anime sound bad. Tbh it makes me mad now because of how good and brilliant I found it to actually be. The hell dude? Why ruin my life like that??
So, lets talk about Light. Wow. Okay. I love Light. I have a slightly unhealthy fixation, fascination, and interest in characters like him. I love analyzing him and attempting to figure out his mind. Like he has a pretty face (sometimes) I like that too but his actions and thoughts are just so amazing to see. I'm not going to put my full thoughts about it on the internet because I don't want people to think I'm weird (even tho I am).
Wish L died better but okie fam.
Light really just pulls you in to his lies doesn't he. One minute you sit down to watch an anime and think it will be an dark and delightful experience and the next you find yourself questioning your morals as you agree with the actions of a psychopath. Like, I get Light. I understand him. To what extent I don't know but I can see similarities.
That's always been something that both terrifies and fascinates me. I know it's not just a me thing but I want to believe it isn't common. Identical knives can have different purpose. Harry's wand wasn't Voldemort's just like Harry wasn't Voldemort. Just because I see myself as them doesn't mean I'm them it just means I might be a good actor one day.
No, I know it's not common.
L is so cool. The way he lives must be sad. Isolated and without family or friends. A disconnection. It would hurt but you can't miss what you never had. For a while you realize something is missing but after a while you just stop caring. It must be a sad existence.
Honestly, I don't know what I'm talking about at this point. Sad depressing things? Haven't slept yet but that's normal.
I’ve come to the slight realization that we all collectively can and should believe we matter and have a purpose. That is absolutely essential and you should realize that you do matter and people love you.
But the fucking moment you become a narcissistic asshole you need a reality check.
And the MOMENT you let insignificant realities control your attitude and outlook on the world, you need to take a step back. The world is unfair, fucking know that and just be you. Don’t let that reality eclipse your being and mold you to what it wants, just say fuck it and live. Stop dwelling, I KNOW THATS HARD. But the moment you stop the happier you are.
You see something online that bothers you? Why give it attention, thats what the person who posted it wanted. It’s exactly what the wanted.
Or theres the off chance they didn’t want that, and your outburst of rage completely catches them off guard and THEN YOU LOOK LIKE THE ASSHOLE. Being “politically correct” does not determine what worth what person has, if you feel the need to educate a person, be calm. Don’t insult and undermind them, do not antagonize. You are just furthering their reason to not like or understand the topic.
Yes their are times to fight for what you personally believe but those times are not every waking moment of the day. Chill out and just take a moment to love yourself as you are and enjoy the positivity in the world.
I dunno if this is coherent, but I wanted to try and get out whatever my point was.
BNHA Rant
Ok so we know that the big three is really important in the current arc. But so far we’ve only seen is Tamaki and Mirio fight.
We haven’t even seen Nejire for the past like, 10 chapters??
And she’s such a minor character that her quirk isn’t even NAMED yet. Plus, I even forgot what it was (for real though, I can’t remember)!
It really isn’t much of a ‘Big 3’ if we only see 2 out of 3 fighting. Yeah right, they are the 'Strongest Students in U.A.’, well then show it!!
I’m hoping to see some chapters with Nejire soon.
OK LITTLE RANT THINGY OF SORTS but stop giving me only English based knight aus!! Like give me literally anything else lol
Same with just like knights in general stop with the English knights that served under King Arthur like that is so overused I’ve started to hate it, yes I know shining knight technically served under King Arthur but not to me he doesn’t!! Like give me knights under charlemange or the fucking Pope!! Give me more than British boys with swords, like do more research man!!! Also give me knights that as time goes on realize the “knight” title has just become a title and nothing more, like you were knighted? But it’s just another way to say your important? Cool cool
Now onto how Shining knight is to ~me~: he’s a bogatyr, basically the Russian equivalent to a knight, while most times they were fictional I think it would be INCREDIBLY sexy if Justin served under Vladimir the great for most of his reign and then when he converted to Christianity Justin and the other knights did bc their king converted BUT!! Justin didn’t really want to and still believed his pagan beliefs (the pagan beliefs around that time and area so like 10th century Slavic paganism) with him realizing that in present day there so much religious freedom so he de-converts. As much as I love the angst that comes with him being a knight under the Pope/really catholic monarch imagine him having a COMPLETELY different religion instead and no one really knowing anything about it bc of how old it is and how few records there are of it. Also the language barrier! Like I doubt Diana would’ve learned 10-11th century Russian, but if she did know Russian it would probably be more modern day Russian. I’m actually making all of this up and have no idea about anything aside from what little I’ve researched, but imagine Justin teaching Greg his language so they can have secret conversations! They constantly make fun of green arrow and other people and get away with it bc all they gotta say is “that’s a compliment/smth good” and no one can say other wise like bitch! This is a dead language google translate can’t help you. OH imagine Justin meeting vandal savage who’s probably the only person in the world that can speak his native tongue! Justin: I know your evil or whatever but you’re also the only other person that can speak my language so I like you Savage: wow I can’t believe I’m meeting a real bogatyr I thought you were all like made up
Anyways sorry for the long post I just have many thoughts on the topic as someone who took ap European history I’m very passionate about historical accuracy especially when it comes to my faves lmao
I feel awful the day is coming so soon and I can’t handle it I can’t
Am I allowed to feel like this