i’m mildly annoyed but mostly kinda sad like
i just had an awkward evening of dinner out with my 2 roommates, the mom of one of them, and 3 friends (2 new, 1 I am actually bros with but haven’t seen in... forever.. so... idk) and literally it was such an awkward and quiet experience for me
my roommates are really inconsiderate these days about......well......everything.........
and like.....
being super exclusive and being insensitive about how close they are in front of me, their friends, mom,,,,,,,
and jfc man they’re just too annoying about it like we GET that you’re close friends, have tons of inside jokes and stories and references and THINGS but like,,,,, dudebros come ON i am ALSO a roommate and together with friends you know I barely know I am feeling SLIGHTLY out of place here and u don’t care!!!!! and you have told me before when i confronted you about a less drastic version of this issue but still the same issue and ur response was essentially “it wasn’t on purpose/deliberate/etc like, we just didn’t think about _____ (eg. asking you, you wanting to maybe come, etc)” like i GET that u don’t care but that’s also kinda really hurtful over time when this shite builds up and u constantly rub it in my face over and over like liz u went to carly’s room and i hear u ask her if she wanted a part of the big omelette u and ur mom were making and i was RIGHT THERE and u didn’t ask me u literally didn’t even look at me do u KNOW how hurtful shit like this can be if it happens almost daily and just chips away at feelings about u/our roommateship/ur lack of decency/politeness
i am just so over this week right now and tbh i don’t think i could move out but i’ve thought about it and that makes me Very Sad bc when we started off 1.5 years ago this was,,,, not ,, .....