#rant type

[ghoulishbaras]

Like right now I'm just in a work area and I have to be quiet and I want to tell her about my day because its been a while and so many nice little things have happened and yeah.

But first I tell her that I have an exam this thursday, and how its all multiple choice so I have to know my stuff and actually study-- and this chick just turns around and gives me the DIRTIEST look like 'how dare you have a multiple choice exam ugh'

ah, okay, sorry, I guess I'll just not talk to my mom about all the good little things that happened today like getting a candy cane in lecture for answering one of the study questions right, how I finally handed in my research methods assignment, and how this weekend I went over to my friends college and brought her dinner while we studied, like are you going to look down on me because you think I'm a dumb first year or what??

so tldr, my mom called, meant to tell her all these things and be sort of happy about it, this chick gave me a dirty look and then I felt too bad to talk to my mom and made the conversation hella short l m f a o I am hella pathetic

[theartofexhaling-blog]

"What a treturous thing it is to believe that a person is more than a person" - John Green, Paper Towns

-  After reading this line, i actually had to close my book because i got into  deep thought about it. I agree with it to such a substantial amount.. i had to blog. But I do believe it strongly goes both ways. No human is more or less than human. Increasingly in the past couple months have i learned that everyone falls. It doesnt matter who they are. No celebrity is who they are in the magazines, no kid at school is the same person when they go home. The people with the biggest smiles hide the deepest secrets. This is why i try so hard in my life to never judge. Not only does it only show your  character, but its also probably incorrect. Its never okay to bully someone just because "Theyre rich/popular/famous, theyll be okay" or on the flip side to which "Theyre just a bum/nobody/'someemofag' no one cared anyway" because that is the farthest thing from the truth. Or you have the less dangerous, but still bad, worshiping someone. This is a common thing for the 'normals' among the famous. I will not exclude myself from the category because i am guilty of being an excessive fangirl and claiming many a people to be the equivalent to jesus christ himself, but i also understand. No one lives a perfect life no matter how much they appear to. Celebrity is a formidable thing. It puts one on the highest of pedestals. They are praised from everyone everywhere. Kids look up to them, parents strive to be like them, teens want  to be with them. But god forbid they make the tiniest slip up and suddenly they are satan and we must hate them too otherwise we will be shunned. i dont understand it really. Celebrities are just people. The homeless are just people. The populars are just people. the invisibles are just people. We are all the same yet treat each other like we're on different levels. Like we're not all just human.