#ranting about...

[therants]

I've been working so hard on this kind persona I am. It's who I want to be. But it's so exhausting. Maybe I should try a new attitude. Fuck everythings sounds nice.

But we know that's never gonna happen either. I'm stuck

[therants]

My depressions been acting up lately. Can't gather my motivation to do anything. Today's a holiday and my fridge is empty. I'm 3 weeks behind studying for uni. The last time I cleaned my flat is 2 weeks ago. I'm sleep deprieved on uni days but the last 24 hours i still slept over 12 hours. How do I snap out of this.

[therants]

I don’t understand a single thing in that text I’m reading for my seminary rn. It just enters my brain and??? Where does the information go?!??

[therants]

Could my mental illness be so kind and not make me have a mental breakdown rn? Haven’t had one in months and now is practically the worst time.

[therants]

I really love, that i can manipulate most people so easily. I just wish I were more extroverted so i could take better advantage of that.

[therants]

When uni stuff is stressing you out ‘cause you’ve worked the past four hours on it so you decide to procrastinate by writing with people but it ends up being too many people so you can’t keep track and end up stressed out.

[therants]

When you ask your friend a rather simple question about some organizational stuff about your shared Minor and it ends up becoming a rumour, passing along to every first semester student and back to you from the exact same friend you asked.