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Maybe I'm just meant to be alone.

#ranting about...#...myself #alone as a whole #not just relationship wise #depressed #thinking

I've been working so hard on this kind persona I am. It's who I want to be. But it's so exhausting. Maybe I should try a new attitude. Fuck everythings sounds nice.

But we know that's never gonna happen either. I'm stuck

#ranting about...#...life #...myself #mentally drained #thinking #please give me a break #and some alone time #pretending is getting so exhausting #frustrated #desperate

I enjoy online university, I really do. I know a lot of people have difficulties with it which I can understand but imo it’s just so much more chill. Except for the consultations. If you’re a prof and offering them then please, I beg you, write how you’re gonna contact me and don’t let me sit here all anxious not knowing whether I should write you a mail or just wait? Heck, give me an instruction manual. You’re really not furthering my mental health

#ranting about...#...university #frustrated #anxious #like. why?#is it so hard to write two words on the process?#A simple 'I'll write you a mail 5 min prior' is enough omg

I just found this blog again so I might start posting here again. Which... will be right now actually

#i really haven't been active on this blog for exactly 2 years #smh

Lucy stand by me

Me, being emotionally tired of the unnecessary conversation I just had with a friend

Them: Do I look like I care?

Me: Ouch

Me: I'm hurt

Them: Good

Me: That was a bit much

Them: Good

#ranting about...#...friends #...life #i know you didn't mean it like that #at least i hope you didn't #but i'm still hurt #i know you were joking #but i'm still hurt that you didn't think of me being honest there #i feel so insecure rn

I've just been at an initiative meeting for a Play Festival for video games. We were presented the different tasks we could work on and I couldn't decide. Now I'm unsatisfied with the answer I gave and I feel hella anxious. I'm currently on the train with my friend who permanently talks to me and I just really don't feel like answering. I have a major headache, feel dizzy and sick and am so close to a sensory overload. I feel like breaking down and crying.

#ranting about...#...myself #...life #...depression #headache #depressed #sick #i've been feeling unwell for quite some time and it just won't fade #my depression seems to get worse as well #although my mental condition has gotten way better #however i have no difficulties to sleep and am sleep deprieved #is there a way to 'snap out of it'?

My depressions been acting up lately. Can't gather my motivation to do anything. Today's a holiday and my fridge is empty. I'm 3 weeks behind studying for uni. The last time I cleaned my flat is 2 weeks ago. I'm sleep deprieved on uni days but the last 24 hours i still slept over 12 hours. How do I snap out of this.

#ranting about...#...myself #...life #...mental illness #please help me #i don't know what to do #i actually am lying in bed rn #if i don't get up soon i'll just sleep some more #this can't be healthy #also my uni only started 4 weeks ago #and this headache keeps coming

I don’t understand a single thing in that text I’m reading for my seminary rn. It just enters my brain and??? Where does the information go?!??

#ranting about...#...university #confused #bored

Belittering...

I just fought with my friend because I care for her and want her to stay healthy since she’s dealing with some sleep issues. She didn’t want to hear anything of it and got plain rude to me. Now she’s upset and I am as well. Not to mention that I felt like shit even before that since the person who asked to date me is suddenly engaged and uni started again. I’m shivering and just wanna cry. Everythings too much for me right now.

#ranting about...#...people #...friends #...life #miserable #upset #lost #please don't #just let me have some peace #and enjoy my life #but i guess that's too much to ask for #time to go back to being indifferent i guess?

How is it possible to be rude to someone and baffle at them when the only thing they’re trying to do is to show affection and caring about them

#upset #depressed #I don't get it #i just tried to help #if you didn't want my help or opinion in the first place then why didn't you say so #If you don't want me to care for you then okay #thinking you'd do sth like this to a good friend #i feel so sick

Could my mental illness be so kind and not make me have a mental breakdown rn? Haven’t had one in months and now is practically the worst time.

#ranting about...#...mental illness #...life #mustn't cry #please not now #i really can't cope rn

Can’t tell wether she’s flirting or affectionate or seeing me as a little sister.

#confused #interested #i mean #all those non-subtle subtle touches #lowkey driving me crazy?#and she doesn't do that with any of the other group members

I really love, that i can manipulate most people so easily. I just wish I were more extroverted so i could take better advantage of that.

#ranting about...#thinking about...#...myself #confident #annoyed #still need to do so much for uni #don't think that i'm actually gonna read those texts for tomorrow #also my flatmate's being a brat #again

When uni stuff is stressing you out ‘cause you’ve worked the past four hours on it so you decide to procrastinate by writing with people but it ends up being too many people so you can’t keep track and end up stressed out.

#ranting about...#...university #...myself #i know #i'm totally capable right?#who am i kidding #anxious and stressed out wreck sitting here

When you ask your friend a rather simple question about some organizational stuff about your shared Minor and it ends up becoming a rumour, passing along to every first semester student and back to you from the exact same friend you asked.

#ranting about...#...university #...people #i mean.. how?#can't tell if that's somewhat cool or not #who doesn't want to start a rumour?#although i asked about it months ago

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