#rantingwithlife

[bubbletealife]

I don’t like it when I’m put under the belief that I’m under the threat of losing my whimsy. Like technically I’m not but it feels like I’m losing my whimsy to academic stress and issues in my head. I know that my whimsy is part of me and that losing it is just removing part of myself. Which is why I don’t like this belief of losing my whimsy. I don’t like how it feels like I’m being dragged from my world of stability and freedom into clutches of expectations.

Yk? Idk man. I don’t want school to scare me into shoving down my whimsy

[bubbletealife]

“What’s your love language?”

Trying to find ways to keep the conversation going. Like the topic could be changing but yes I will be googling whatever you say if I don’t know or I will be asking. Yes I will be adding random things to make you laugh. Yes I will make sure you feel listened to and appreciated. Yes i will make sure to get excited for you. I might not always know how to communicate, but if i really like you? I’ll make sure to try my best.

Yes tell me about your little fixation that I had no idea even existed, I’ll make sure to try and remember. Yes tell me the plot to your favourite fanfiction in a fandom I’m not in, I’ll listen.

Is it trying too hard? Maybe. But it’s worth it for me because it made you happy.

I like quality time. It’s one of my favourite things ever. I hope that I made the quality of our time together a little better

[bubbletealife]

Sleep is for the weak and I am the weak

Except I can’t sleep so am I the weak or am I the strong

Life’s adventures in flying

[bubbletealife]

I wanna write but I’m at the stage where if I write I start to black out and I’m gonna go try and wake up

“I wrote this instead of sleeping”

[bubbletealife]

Why am I able to sleep literally anywhere but if I find smth to be bother by I can’t sleep for hours

I can sleep upright on a rock but can’t sleep when there’s beeping tf

[bubbletealife]

How much did I hate my life to do this willingly

[bubbletealife]

You ever have responsibilities and have people relying on you and looking up to you while internally you would rather do nothing but lie down and indulge in self brainrot? Idk man I got stuff to do but I don’t even bother with them cause I’m so done with being responsible