#rants from hetty

[darkangelz87]

This is a Pink Pidgeon. I was watching 'The Zoo' tv show on Animal Planet and found out a pair of these birds named Thelma and Louise will not breed and they have bonded to each other and they use them to help take care of the eggs. I was like: Asexual Birds, who are also platonic life partners!!! 😁 yessss!!! *pumps fist in air* Yes, I know, I'm weird lol.

[darkangelz87]

Personal Rant

My brother-in-law has been doing better with the help of medicine and therapy except for random bouts of paranoia and strange episodes but we all got together tonight to eat supper and give candy to trick or treaters at my aunt and uncle's house.

Everything was fine then he snapped and got mad and aggressive towards my mom and me! It's like he lost his mind!

It was scary and I got upset but I also got mad too because that's my sis, niece and family that he is threatening and it upset me. I love him dearly and he's regularly a sweet gentle person but he was angry and wanting to fight! I have never seen him like that and I hope I don't ever again.

Me, my mom, my sister and my aunt and uncle were so upset. We gathered and prayed after my sis and brother-in-law left. I cried so hard that I have a headache now. :( My sis is staying safe though. If he shows signs of violence towards her or Grace she will get help and come to our house.

But if you pray, please continue to keep him and my sister in your prayers. It's hard to see someone you love act that way. :(

[darkangelz87]

The Walking Dead Season 8!!!!

I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT WATCHING THE WALKING DEAD TODAY!!! GAAAAH!!! 😄❤❤❤❤ I didn't get to watch it yesterday cause I was at church but I will get to see it today! I am super excited!!! ❤😁

Hope everybody else enjoyed watching it! Tell me what ya'll thought about it and I'll come back and read ya'll's thoughts after I watch the episode. 😊 Talk to everybody later!! Love ya'll!!! *gives big warm hugs to everyone*

[darkangelz87]

Another Update

I wanted to let everyone know that my brother-in-law got his meds today. :)

He went to a Dr to see about a cough he's had and won't go away. The Dr noticed he was acting off so he asked if he was okay? My sis and Craig explained to him what was going on, they took some sort of test and found out his depression levels were super high so he prescribed him some anxiety/depression meds till he can see his Dr Monday.

I'm so relieved. :) I hope he feels 100% better very soon. I miss my big brother. ❤

[darkangelz87]

If any of you pray, please pray for my brother-in-law who is like a real brother to me. His name is Craig.

He is bipolar and he's been off his meds and he had a breakdown tonight and he told me he left me and my uncle notes on his desk. I told my sister to check it out just in case and he had left funeral notes, he was planning on killing himself.

He is going somewhere to get help tomorrow but please pray. It's been an awful horrifying upsetting experience. :(

[darkangelz87]

My heart is so sad. 😭💔 My little yorkie, Chewbacca has heart failure and we're going to have to put him down in an hour and I hate it so bad. He's a huggy, sweet hearted dog and he loves for me to hold him and pet him. I love him so much and I hate for him to go cause I'll miss him but I don't want him to suffer. I'm going to be with him till the end so he won't be scared but I am going to be sad and crying all the time. I love him and I'll miss him. RIP Chewie (my little Autistic Doggy).

[darkangelz87]

Frustration!

I had this dude like confess to me that he was romantically interested in me recently. I really really liked talking to him and he was a nice guy so I was sad that after I told him I was Ace and Aro, that I wasn't attracted to him sexually (cause he mentioned getting involved sexually online and offline later) or romantically but that I felt honored by his feelings but I just wanted to stay friends, he has gone quiet after he said it was OK, we'd continue talking because he valued my friendship.... Really annoying cause I'm like: Wow, you ain't interested in me now that you know you ain't gonna get any?! okaaaay. :P This is why I prefer talking to women... XD

[darkangelz87]

Well, my autism hit again. I was sitting on the couch, reading a really good, exceptional book about Autism (Uniquely Human: A Different Way of Seeing Autism by Barry M. Prizant. Go! Check it out!) and I started talking to mom about how I was glad that I never had a Special Interest that society considers abnormal or can be seen as dangerous by people in society. I said that probably my closest Interest that would be considered abnormal is Vampires and when my dad passed away, I got fixated on death, death traditions and the death process/decay etc. Well... My mom freaked out at that and said, "I don't want to upset you but please stop talking about that right now. It bothers me." I know she was trying to be nice to me but I could tell she was terribly upset and it made me feel awful because I didn't think about how it would make her feel, especially with my Aunt Dolores (her sister) in the hospital, on life support right now. But yeah... It really bothered me. I hate that I said it now. :(