I don't even know if that makes sense, but what I'm trying to say is that I wish you could just snap your fingers and be 'in the swing of things'. I'm sure college is going to be awesome, and the people here seem cool, but it just doesn't feel like home right now. I don't know how else to explain it. I'm still having an awesome time though. Today I met the dean of the music school and I also met my academic advisor. My academic advisor is this music professor named professor Hinderlie. He's a pretty cool dude and he is helping me find a work study job. I think I'm going to end up working in one of the recording studios on campus, I'm not really sure what my job would be yet but no matter what that would be pretty cool. One of my roommates (Cyrus) is a jazz performance major who plays trumpet and today he and I started talking about getting together some type of jazz-hip-hop ensemble possibly next semester. I think it would be really sick, and honestly I'm doing anything I can to connect with other musicians, perform, and get my name out there. In other news, my dad and sister (who drove me down here and helped me move in yesterday) left today. I wasn't upset when we were saying our goodbyes or anything, but as I walked away from them I kind of realized that I had just lived the end of my childhood. It's not as if that specific moment marks the initiation of myself into adulthood but I feel like it is a huge symbolic point in my life. I don't know though, maybe I'm thinking about it too much. I'm just as immature as I was a week ago. I guess that's all for now, peace y'all.