Thank you again for this prompt @superfunething :) Raphael is all-too-eager to have his ego stroked.
Raphael x reader (gn) | drabble
You strummed your lute, having sequestered yourself into a private corner of the Last Light Inn. You began tentatively tuning the old instrument, an heirloom of your family. The ashen wood glistened from the flickering firelight, the warmth of the hearth seeping cozily into the wool of your clothes.
It'd been too long since you'd had time and solitude enough to compose a new song. Since you had collaborated with Alfira, in fact. The itch was there, yet your creative mind had been held captive by none other than a fiend. A cambion. Raphael.
The image of his transformation inside that "House of Hope" where he'd whisked you. His promises spoken in a decadent low voice, rough yet soft. Those eyes, both human brown and devil yellow, staring right through all your outward bluster and bravado.
Wood creaked as you shifted your weight in the mahogany armchair, a discordant noise rose up while you strummed your lute in mild frustration.
Anything else. You would rather create your art around anything else. Flowers, the night sky, the Underdark even. Yet the only thoughts pervading your restless inspiration were those of cherry skin, musky fragrance and a sharp knowing smile.
You whispered the words at first, haltingly and quiet, not wanting to draw attention.
"False hope arrived on hidden wing.
To manor cold and haunted bring,
the weary, wandering and spent.
Those carrying a writhing tenant."
You sighed heavily. Now to create music for your lyrics. You began slow, building the base chords and singing the first verse more confidently after a few rounds. For a moment the world and your troubles melted into the background, your focus a blissfully familiar spotlight upon your work.
You felt sudden pressure as a firm hand gripped your shoulder.
"Hello, my lark." Raphael spoke from behind where you sat, the weight of his gaze upon your head. "As irresistible as the harpy's song, so I too had to investigate what music you were weaving."
He moved around you. Careful measured steps, till he looked down upon you and you up at him. His warm brown eyes caught the glow of firelight as he measured your blushing cheeks and the way you gripped your instrument.
Raphael tilted his head, in an amused air. "Those lyrics rang so familiar." He smiled, that knowing smile you remembered so well. "Almost as though I am the muse behind your making, but that would be presumptuous."
You grimaced. "Speak of the devil."
"Ah, so your little song is about me." Raphael seemed genuinely tickled by this and he chuckled and clapped his hands together once. He took the seat opposite you and slung one of his legs over his other thigh. "Do, please, go on! I so enjoy the extolling arts, especially when revolving around myself."
"What are you doing here, Raphael?" You raised a brow and glanced over your shoulder just in time to see little Mol look away.
"Business, as usual." Raphael leaned forward slightly, his own gaze never deviating from your firelit face. "The richest bounties can be found in the most desperate little havens. But you've learned that already." He smiled, a little sharply. "My most illustrious client. You've sent many souls skittering directly to my door."
"Maybe I should compose a song of warning to stay away from strange men wearing frilly collars." You bit out, your eyes narrowing as you tried again to see where Mol had disappeared to.
"That's the spirit!" Raphael chortled again and gestured graciously to your lute. "Spirit you have in such brilliant abundance, little lark. I find you ever more delightfully ebullient."
"A compliment, were it not for your nature." You said, a little terse of tongue now, growing uncomfortable with how attracted to this fiend you were becoming.
"Does it keep you up at night?" Raphael frowned, a hint of mockery in his cadence. "Tossing and turning upon that cold, hard ground. Desperate to dwell upon anything but the devil in your corner. Oh, come now." His hand found your knee and pressed you back down as you shifted to stand up. "Indulge me! We are friends. After all, what else are little birds for? Sing me your sweet song while I devise for you a safe, gilded cage."
Fic Summary: Tav broke their agreement by handing the Crown of Karsus to Mystra instead of Raphael. Not only that, but she also robbed his house and killed his incubus. Raphael is patient and he is determined to get his revenge.
…Tav isn't too bothered. She will figure something out eventually. Until then she just has to find a way to live peacefully with a devil.
Chapter Summary: Tav's companions finally comes to her rescue, though the master of the house comes home before they can escape.
AN: Oh boy...one more chapter after this one, my dudes. It's officially the chapter before the last one. I originally wrote another chapter between the last one and this one, but I just wasn't happy with it and I thought it was redundant, so I removed it.
I am getting emotional over these two. Tav is going through it in this one, and so was the author lol.
TRIGGER WARNING: Parental Abuse, Depictions of Trauma
Tav had a nightmare. She was on the floor of her childhood home again, getting beaten by her father. She had experienced nightmares like this a hundred times before. She was forever reliving the incident in her dreams.
She struggled to get up off the floor. Every time she moved, he would only beat her harder. Then her mind snapped, and she managed to push him back. She cast the grease spell, making him slip on the floor. Her father looked up at her with a look of both surprise and deep hate.
“What do you think you’re doing, girl?!” her father yelled at her, trying to get up from the slippery floor but failing.
“Tav! Stop this!” she heard her mother cry out in her panicked voice from across the room when she saw the flame in her hand.
Tav threw the firebolt at him and he went up in flames. She heard her mother scream. For some reason, he never died when she was having those nightmares. He just kept staring at her as he was burning, with that face of horror that she had seen that day.
She caught her mother’s arm before she ran to him.
“Mama, no,” she pleaded and tried to pull her away. “Mama, leave him. We need to get out.”
Her mother kept screaming and sobbing, trying to pull herself out of her grip to go to her father who was burning. The fire was spreading to the rest of the house.
“Please,” Tav pleaded with tears in her eyes. “We deserve to be free…”
Her mother turned her face, just as she had done back then and in every nightmare after, though something was different this time: it wasn’t her mother’s face. It was her own.
“Let me go!” Tav heard her scream in her own voice. “I don’t want to be free without him…”
Tav froze and loosened her grip, as she slowly stepped back away from the flames. She saw her own form run to the burning figure of her father. She noticed that her father had changed shape as well. He had horns and wings…
She heard the sound of the house giving in around her, and she ran as fast as she could. As she did, she heard her own name being called again and again:
Tav, Tav, Tav…
She ran faster.
“Tav,” she heard a voice say and felt a hand shake her arm.
She woke with a sharp inhale. She looked around the room panicked, blinking her eyes to figure out what was going on. There were people around the bed, and someone had their hand on her arm. She looked at the person and blinked.
“Gale?” she asked gently.
Gale smiled at her. She flung her arms around him and hugged him. She felt her eyes start to tear up.
“You stupid idiot,” she sobbed and laughed in relief. “I told you not to come.”
“Told you,” she heard a familiar voice say.
She squinted at the dark-clad figure behind him who spoke. He was covered head to toe with not an inch of skin showing.
“Astarion?” she asked.
“Hello darling,” Astarion said in a muffled voice from under all the fabric covering him.
Her eyes moved to Shadowheart.
“And Shadowheart,” she spoke quietly. Shadowheart smiled at her. “You’re all here…”
“For now,” Shadowheart said. “We need to get a move on if we don’t want to get caught.”
Tav nodded and sprang out of bed, to quickly throw on a robe. She was still somewhat disoriented and not entirely awake.
“Wait,” Tav said and looked at them as she hurriedly fastened her robe. “The hammer…Did you find it?”
“Yes, we have it,” Gale said and gestured to Astarion.
Astarion pulled it out of his bag and handed it to the strongest of the four of them, which was Shadowheart.
Tav breathed a big sigh of relief. She quickly got to the floor to lean her wrists against a flat surface for Shadowheart to swing the hammer.
The hammer crashed down on both of the metal constructs, and they fell apart, freeing her. She rubbed her wrists and scratched the itches she could not reach for all those days in her captivity. When the moment of relief had passed, she looked at her friends.
Gale was squinting at her face.
“What happened to your face?” he asked in a concerned voice and pointed to the burn scars. “Did he do this to you?”
Tav blinked and then shook her head.
“Long story,” she said hurriedly. “Doesn’t matter. We need to get Hope and we need to get the fuck out of here.”
“Right,” Gale said. “You will lead the way and we will follow you. We are using an invisibility spell to move around, but we should still avoid running into anyone in case someone should see that you are not in chains anymore and alert Raphael.”
“Good, yes,” Tav said quickly and nodded.
They made their way to Hope’s cell. Hope was excited to see them. They were less excited to see her when they saw the beholders and the imps surrounding her.
They managed to kill them, but they had used a lot of energy on it and most of them were seriously wounded after the fight. It made it even more important to avoid Raphael, because they would most likely not survive a fight if it came down to it.
They freed Hope and Tav was rushing them to get out of there. She was paranoid about the fact that Raphael might return at any moment.
“Would it be possible to circle back to the restoration pool before we leave?” Gale asked.
Gale was in pretty bad shape, as was Astarion.
“No,” Tav said. “I’m sorry, but I don’t want to take any chances. Raphael could be home any minute. I think we should just run for it and hope for the best.”
“No need to worry about that,” Gale said. “We have someone at the portal who will alert us if he does.”
“Doesn’t matter,” Tav said. “If Raphael is already in the house, we can’t get out. It will come down to a fight if he does and I’m not sure we would survive that with the team we got here. No offense, guys.”
“None taken,” Astarion said.
“You don’t understand,” Gale said. “He is one of Raphael’s warlock’s who have gone rogue. He knows his comings and goings.”
Tav froze and her eyes widened.
“Cassius…” she said quietly.
“You know him?” Gale asked.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck,” she mumbled in frustration. “Alright, we rush to the restoration pool and then we go to the foyer. Prepare for a fight.”
“See, Gale?” Shadowheart said, sounding frustrated. “I knew we shouldn’t have trusted him!”
“But I don’t understand, I—” Gale said but he was interrupted by Tav.
“It doesn’t matter right now!” she yelled. “Let’s GO!”
They rushed out of there. It suddenly made all the sense in the world that Cassius would forgive her so easily. He was not out to help her. She was sure of it. He was out to remove her from the picture and further Raphael’s original plan. He had found the hammer and told them where it was, that was why she had run into him a couple of days prior.
They took a dip in the restoration pool and ran as fast as they could to the foyer where the portal was. She would kill Cassius on sight when she found him. Unfortunately, she did not get the chance, because the second she entered, she saw Cassius smirk at her, and Raphael appeared a second later in his devil form.
There was a look of betrayal and surprise on his face when he locked eyes with Tav, but it quickly turned into a look of anger.
“My, my…What do we have here?” Raphael said with a sneer. “It seems that despite my leniency, you have decided to defy me. Perhaps I have been naïve to expect better of you, little mouse.”
“Raphael…” Tav said quietly.
“I made a promise to you, did I not?” Raphael said. “When your friends would come knocking, I would kill them and then you…and you know I always keep my promises.”
Tav was breathing hard, and her heart was in her throat.
“I also know you always deal fairly,” Tav said. “This isn’t fair, Raphael.”
“Fair?” he said in a dangerously low tone and walked closer to her. “I have dealt fairly with you and what did I gain from it? You did not deliver the Crown of Karsus to me, and you robbed my home. I have been more than fair to you. Have you been rotting in a cell for your crimes? Have you suffered? You have not…So do not speak of fair to me.”
Tav held his gaze when he spoke even though she was terrified. Then she turned her eyes to Cassius who was smiling behind him.
“Your warlock convinced my friends to come here, even though it was your plan to leave them alone and keep me here,” Tav said as calmly as she could. “He was here to snoop around a couple of days ago and I should have told you, though I did not in my wildest imagination think that he would go against your orders like this.”
Raphael narrowed his eyes at her and growled in frustration before turning to look at Cassius. Cassius’s smile was wiped off his face the second Raphael looked at him.
“I-I-I only lured them here,” Cassius stuttered. “It was their choice to do it. Her choice to get freed from her chains. Can’t you see? That’s what she had been planning the whole time. She acts like she’s loyal to you, but she’s not. I am! She was just waiting for an escape. Wasting your time and—”
“Quiet,” Raphael ordered sharply and was quiet for a moment before looking at her friends. “Which one of you imbeciles were the brains behind this little plot of yours?”
Gale cleared his throat and stepped forward. Tav noticed he was slightly shaking.
“Gale Dekarios,” Raphael purred with a dangerous smile. “Would you be so kind and explain to me what role my unruly warlock played in all of this before I send you to that goddess you hold so dear?”
Gale explained how Cassius had sought him out, and how he had been skeptical about him at first. He explained how he had used an Elixir of Truth on him to see if he was lying.
“And what did you ask him?” Raphael asked.
“If you had ordered him to lure us into a trap, which he denied,” Gale explained.
“Hm,” Raphael hummed and nodded.
Raphael turned his attention back to Cassius. He looked terrified. The scraps of sympathy that Tav would have had for him had died when he had knowingly led her and her friends to their deaths.
“Any last words before I send you to the dungeons, boy?” Raphael asked calmly.
“No, NO!” Cassius protested and started sobbing. “I only did it for you. It was all for you. I thought you would see what I saw. She doesn’t deserve your time. She doesn’t love you—”
Raphael snapped his fingers and Cassius disappeared. Raphael turned back to face them. Tav wondered if it was their turn to face his wrath now, but he just looked at them for a moment.
He snapped his fingers again and suddenly Tav was alone with him.
“No…” Tav said and looked back to where they stood a moment ago. “What did you do?”
Raphael smiled cruelly at her fear.
“What did you do?” she asked again, and tears welled up in her eyes.
“Sh-sh-shh,” Raphael shushed and stopped a tear from rolling down her cheek with his finger. “I sent them back to Baldur’s Gate.”
It did not stop her from crying, because that would mean that it was most likely his plan to imprison her again and continue on as if nothing had happened. She felt utterly hopeless in the moment. Speaking of, where was Hope transported to? To the Gate or back to the dungeons? Tav guessed the latter.
Raphael’s cruel smile faltered slightly as he caressed her cheek. He let his thumb follow her burn scars. It was as if he was entranced with them for a moment.
“You will never let me go, will you?” Tav sobbed.
Raphael was still quiet, looking at her scars. His eyes moved to hers for a moment. He leaned forward to plant a kiss on the top of her head. He buried his nose in her hair like he always did and took a deep breath. He looked at her in the eyes for a moment. There was something that looked like grief in those orange eyes of his.
He let go of her and his face quickly turned into a calm and collected expression. He stepped to the side.
“Go,” he said and moved away from the portal. “Leave.”
She froze and looked at him.
“What?” she said.
“I said go,” he said sternly. “Make no mistake…Your soul is still mine and I will come to collect one day, but until then you are free to grow old and enjoy that freedom you so clearly long for. I don’t want you here anymore.”
She felt that last sentence in her heart. As if something broke inside her. Instead of sadness, she turned to anger at him. Even now he was playing with her. She did not believe him.
“Why?” she asked. “Why would you do that?”
“Because you are in my home and I do not wish for you to be under my roof anymore,” he explained calmly, though she could see it was a façade hiding something else. “You have been a distraction for too long. I let Cassius go right under my nose because I was too busy with you. You have taken enough of my time, and I want to be rid of your company. Leave or I will transport you there myself.”
She chuckled bitterly and a tear ran down her cheek.
“I hate you…” she said harshly and looked up at him.
“Likewise,” Raphael purred with a smirk, though it faltered slightly at her words. “Goodbye, dearest…”
She sniffled and dried her tears before walking through the portal.
When she was on the other side of it, she bent down and held onto her knees. She broke down. She could not breathe and started hyperventilating. She felt like she wanted to throw up. She did not even hear her friends running up the stairs to the room she was in.
“Tav! You made it!” she heard Gale’s relieved voice call out.
They crowded around her, making her breathe even harder. She felt like she was going to faint.
“Give her some space,” she heard Shadowheart say.
Tav sat down on the floor and started sobbing loudly.
“Oh darling…” Astarion said sympathetically and sat down on the floor beside her. “You’re safe. You made it.”
Astarion no doubt recognized what she was going through as he broke down in much the same way when he was freed from Cazador. He gently put a hand on her back which only made her sob even more. She had so many conflicting feelings that were just rushing to the surface, that she had no idea what she was even crying about.
Relief? Sadness? Grief? Fear? All of them? None of them? She just knew that she wanted to cry and scream.
She heard someone else come up the stairs.
“Hells…that’s usually the reaction of those who enter, not those who leave,” Helsik said when she saw her. “Is everything alright up here?”
“Give us a moment, please,” Gale said to her and politely gestured for her to leave.
She just kept crying and it would not stop.
They eventually got her home when she had calmed down a bit. They were all quiet for the walk there. Once she got home, she started feeling a little safer and a bit calmer. They all sat down in her living room. Gale wrapped a blanket around her.
She suddenly remembered something.
“Hope?” she asked and looked at Gale. “Did she…was she with you when he sent you back?”
Gale smiled.
“She was,” he said. “She was very grateful, but she ran off. She promised to send a sending spell when she found a place to be. She seemed just as surprised as we were when he let her go…”
Tav was dumbfounded. She could almost not believe it. Hope had been freed like she promised all that time ago, and it felt like a burden had been lifted from her shoulders. Unfortunately, it probably meant that Cassius would take her place instead.
“It’s understandable if you don’t wish to talk about it, of course,” Astarion said while struggling to escape from all the clothing he had been wearing since they had blacked out the windows of Tav’s house with magic. “I just can’t help but be a tiny bit curious about what happened.”
Tav looked up at all of them. They were all looking at her expectantly.
“I’m not sure,” she said quietly. “He let me go. I’m convinced he is still playing some kind of game with me. It can’t be that easy. It never is with him…”
“Do you think you might be in danger?” Shadowheart asked. “I mean…could he mean to send someone to kill you? Do we need to stay here with you?”
Tav shook her head.
“No,” she said. “That’s not how he works. He wouldn’t kill me or physically hurt me. I don’t think so at least.”
“He hasn’t physically hurt you already? I mean…” Astarion said and winced slightly as he gestured to the burn scars on her face.
“He didn’t do that,” Tav said.
She noticed that they looked at each other skeptically, as if she was lying about it for some reason.
“Tav, you didn’t have them when we saw you last,” Shadowheart said.
“He didn’t do it,” Tav said sharply. “He never hurt me intentionally.”
“Intentionally?” Gale asked. “So, he did hurt you.”
“No, he was—” Tav shook her head and sighed. “There was an accident, but he didn’t mean to.”
They all looked at her sympathetically and she hated it. She felt like an insane person.
“Why are you defending him, Tav?” Gale asked gently.
“I am not defending him!” Tav snapped. “He messed with my head a lot, yes, but he never meant me harm. My scars are…”
She trailed off and looked at the floor. She did not want to tell them. It felt completely illogical. She had so easily told Raphael, but she did not want to tell her friends the details of how she got them.
“They are from when I was younger…” she explained. “I used glamour to hide them because I didn’t like the look of them.”
“But he forced you to show them?” Astarion asked a bit confused. “To humiliate you or?”
It pissed her off that they would think that was the case. No, it was not to humiliate her. It was because it is a part of her that she should not be fucking humiliated about, and Raphael, despite his faults, made her see that.
“Why are you all so fucking busy making him into a monster?” she snapped at them. “He is, don’t get me wrong, but it is really annoying that you are trying to force me to feel like a victim.”
“You were kidnapped, Tav!” Gale said. “Of course, you are a victim…Which is why it is worrying to hear you defend him.”
Tav got up from her seat, to walk towards the door.
“Please get out and leave me alone…” she mumbled with an empty stare.
They all looked at her with confusion and worry. She sighed deeply and tried to collect her thoughts.
“I’m sorry…” she said in a calmer voice. “I am really thankful that you got me out, but I need time for myself to sort all of this through. I’m really sorry you had to get into this whole mess, and I can never thank you enough for getting me out of it, but please…I need time.”
“You’ve been through a lot,” Shadowheart said quietly. “If you need us, you know where we are, Tav.”
“Thank you…” Tav said.
They left her.
It was odd being alone in her house. It was too quiet. She was restless, and all she felt like was curling up in bed and crying. So that is exactly what she did. The problem was that it felt even worse. The more time passed, the more it felt weird to sleep alone and in her own bed. Each time she was close to falling asleep, she half expected to feel his arms around her and his nose in her hair.
She cried so much for the whole night. She did not know what was wrong with her…Except she did, but she would not admit it to herself: she was heartbroken, and she missed him.
Damn him.
When she woke the day after, or rather, got out of bed for she had gotten little sleep at all, she stumbled into her living room with her blanket over her. She caught a glimpse of her reflection. She looked like a mess with her puffy and tired eyes.
When she sat down in her sofa, her eyes drifted to the shelf where the hammer had once been. She squinted as she saw something laying on it. She got up to get a closer look.
She sighed and started tearing up once again, as she saw that it was the book that he had given her.
“Oh, you bastard,” she mumbled tearfully to herself as she took the book off the shelf.
She absentmindedly flipped through the pages as she sobbed quietly. A piece of paper fell out of it and landed on the floor. She picked it up and read what it said. It was written in Raphael’s recognizable scrawl:
‘To the fearless woman who stole everything from the devil and lived to tell the tale.
The little mouse caught in the cat’s snare,
No claws unsheathed, no hunter's glare,
But fate was cruel in its silent decree,
For a cat and a mouse, was not meant to be.
The dawn would break, and reality would stay,
And the little mouse would live another day.
A shame that we were not granted the opportunity to give your friends a show, when you play the organ so wonderfully.
May you have many years before I have to collect what is mine, little mouse.
--R’
Trust in Raphael to write the most touching thing she had ever read and allude to the time she was fingered while playing the organ in the same letter. She could not help but smile, cry, and curse at him internally, all at the same time.
She still did not believe it was over. She was still convinced they were playing the game.
More Than Our Fathers (Raphael x Demigod!Reader): Chapter 1
Chapter: one, two, three, four, five, six
Read this on AO3
Summary: It was in the years after the Fall of Netheril that fate decided to push the two of you together: the daughter of the God of Divination and the son of the Archdevil of the Eighth. An unlikely pair, but you learned throughout the years that you had more in common than you thought: you were both driven by ambition and you both longed to become more than what your fathers made you.
Word count: 4,968
(Notes: Note that the Reader is named. Her (your) name is Sibylla. I just need to name my characters, I can't even explain it. It literally just means 'Prophetess', if that helps. There is a lot of lore in this one and you can see me explain more in depth on AO3 if you care about it. I'm so excited for this one. For once, I've actually got everything planned instead of my usual 'fuck it we ball' attitude to fics. This chapter is essentially the backstory of their relationship. The majority of the plot will take place from the time of the BG3 canon events. We just have to speed through 1600 years of backstory before that lol)
You were the daughter of a mortal woman and the god Savras. Your father had many titles: Savras the All-Seeing, the Lord of Divination, He of the Third Eye. Once a mortal wizard with an exceptional talent for the art of divination, Savras ascended and became the god of wizards.
You were blessed to have been old enough to remember your father’s greatness and cursed to live long enough to see his fall.
Savras the All-Seeing had been challenged by the powerful mortal wizard, Azuth, and lost. Azuth rose to power as your father fell. It is said that he lost on purpose because he saw something in his visions that was yet to happen. It was a decision that many of his faithful worshippers said demonstrated the wisdom and insight of their god. Wisdom and insight, they called it…You called it docility and wasted potential.
Azuth imprisoned your father in a magical artifact that would later be known as the Scepter of Savras, in the hopes that he could harness Savras’ powers and use them for himself. The scepter disappeared before Azuth’s plan could come to fruition. More than a thousand years after the imprisonment of Savras, the scepter was found and Azuth agreed to release him if he swore a pledge of fealty to him. Savras accepted.
Unfortunately, the scepter displaced itself immediately after Savras’s release, taking with it the majority of his divine powers. Once again, the Scepter of Savras had disappeared and it continues to be lost, constantly moving, with only a chosen of Savras or someone with a touch of the divine being able to wield it. Someone like you.
After his fall, Savras went from being the god of wizards, to the god of divination. He became little more than Mystra and Azuth’s lapdog. A mere shadow of his former glory. You had never been close with your father, but his downfall made him a disappointment to you. After he fell, you felt ashamed to be related to someone as foolish as him. He had wasted his potential.
A potential that you would happily exploit yourself, should you ever get your hands on the Scepter of Savras and claim your father’s old powers…
You were born with an innate gift for divination magic. It made you a sorcerer by technicality, though you would eventually study and become a powerful wizard as well, following in your father’s footsteps. Sorcerers were widely looked down upon by the wizards that made up for most of the population of the city you were born in, though you had been a special case because your father was still the god of wizards at the time.
Your powers allowed you glimpses into the future. Your visions were quite random, though they became clearer with age, and you had found a way to strengthen them: by physical touch. When touching another person’s skin, you were able to look at the threads of fate and time that bound them: their past, their present, their future. You only needed to know what to look for.
You were born in the kingdom of Halruaa. It was the same place your father had once lived before he ascended and became a god. It was a land of magic in the southern part of Faerûn. The magocracy of Halruaa had once been created by Archwizards who had foreseen the fall of Netheril and fled the empire.
You yourself had been born a few hundred years after Netheril’s Fall, but you vividly remembered the stories of Karsus’s Folly that were told to you by some of the old Netherese refugees. It was because of one of those survivors that your own threads of fate were to be bound to Raphael’s.
It was about 250 years after Karsus’s Folly and some hundred years before your father would fall to Azuth in battle. You were at the very beginning of your immortal life. Your mother had died when you were just a child. A 500-year-old wizard by the name Melesmer had taken you in and he became like a grandfather to you. You looked up to him, listened to his endless reminiscing about Netheril and clung to every piece of wisdom he bestowed upon you.
Melesmer was most likely the last person alive to give first-person accounts of the old empire at that point, but he was also at the end of his time. Old age was starting to eat at him despite the magic that had slowed his aging. When you were only twenty, you had seen him die peacefully in his bed in one of your visions. You knew you only had a year or two left with him, but you did not have the heart to tell him that.
Melesmer spoke Halruaan like you, but the more his old age started to eat at his memory, the more he started rambling to himself in Netherese. Sometimes it seemed as if he had completely forgotten everything around him and found himself back in Netheril. You had learned just enough of the Netherese language to understand what he was saying over and over again:
“They are screaming and crying…” he would mumble in Netherese while his eyes looked empty. “The children. They are under the rubble. Our children…”
You had one day come home from the market and you heard the sounds of talking coming from inside the house. There was nothing odd about that in itself. You were used to young apprentice wizards visiting Melesmer every now and again. They would often be seeking out the old wizard’s wisdom or wanting to listen to the stories he told of the old empire.
What made you stop in your tracks, was the fact that they were speaking in the common tongue. Melesmer never managed to adopt the same skepticism towards foreigners that was commonplace for the born and bred Halruaans who feared that outsiders would come and steal their magical secrets.
You put down what you had in your hands to go and see who this foreigner was that was visiting.
You entered the room and the man in front of Melesmer looked up at you briefly. The man looked young, around twenty like yourself. He had brown hair, brown eyes and was dressed in expensive Halruaan silks, no doubt in an attempt to fit in with the local customs. The young man gave you a brief polite smile before turning his attention back on Melesmer.
There was something odd about the stranger and you felt it immediately. You put your hand on Melesmer’s shoulder, to interrupt his talking and ask him about his guest.
“Grandfather,” You greeted in Halruaan and then nodded to the stranger. “Who is this man that you are talking to?”
“Sibylla, dearest,” Melesmer answered in Halruaan. “This man has travelled far to hear about the fall of Netheril and Netherese magic.”
“Raphael,” Melesmer said in the common tongue, addressing the stranger. “This is my ward, my pride, Sibylla. She is the greatest seer in Halruaa there have been since her father became a god and left the city all those years ago.”
“Grandfather,” You said sternly, warning him not to speak any more of it in front of this stranger.
“Is that so?” Raphael asked. His eyes had lit up by what Melesmer had said, and his smile widened. He got to his feet and walked closer to you.
“I swear it,” Melesmer said, the old man’s voice full of pride and his soft features turned into a bright smile.
“What an honor,” Raphael said and took your hand. “It’s not every day that one meets the daughter of a god.”
Raphael looked you in the eyes and placed a kiss on your hand.
You took the opportunity of the touch to figure out who he was and what he wanted.
When Raphael touched you, a vision flashed behind your eyes, and you saw what he really was. You withdrew your hand from him immediately, as if you had been burned.
“Leave,” you hissed at him. Magic was crackling around your fingertips in warning.
Raphael smirked at your realization.
“Grandfather, this man is a devil. This vermin is taking you for an old fool,” you said to Melesmer while not taking your eyes of Raphael for a second. “He is a son of Mephistopheles himself.”
By his reaction, Raphael seemed to at least know the Halruaan word for ‘devil’, and his smug expression faltered slightly at hearing his father’s name. Melesmer blinked in confusion and looked at Raphael.
“It is quite rude to talk over one’s guests. Especially in another language. My Halruaan is rather unpracticed these days, so I will simply assume that whatever you said was a compliment,” Raphael said smoothly with a tight-lipped smile and narrowed eyes. “I am not here to harm anyone…I am merely seeking information.”
“You’re seeking the Crown of Karsus,” you said to him.
Raphael looked genuinely taken aback for a second, but quickly returned to his smug self.
“I am…” he said.
“Your father has it in his vault where it will stay for at least a thousand years more,” you said coldly. “You’ve got more than what you came for, cambion. Leave.”
He looked at the ground as if in thought for a moment and a flash of fury washed over his face, though you got the sense that his anger was not pointed at you. His fists clenched and his eye twitched slightly before he looked up at you one last time.
That look sent another vision through you, this time manifested through a feeling: familiarity. This would not be the last time you saw him.
“Thank you…” Raphael grumbled and then snapped his fingers. He disappeared in a flash of smoke and embers.
You would not see each other again for another couple of hundred years, but ever since that day the devil was keeping an eye on you.
You changed a lot as you grew older. After your father’s fall, you completely discarded his teachings and dogma. You were not supposed to use your sight to further the goals of others or to meddle with fate, and you were also supposed to only ever tell the truth of your visions. You threw it all away and started your new life, cutting the already fragile and barely-there bond to Savras.
You had long since left Halruaa behind. Your services became well sought after and your reputation as a powerful seeress quickly spread throughout Faerûn. Your reputation often proceeded you whenever you arrived in a new city, and you rarely ever had to seek out your clients yourself.
You whispered in the ears of dukes, emperors, and kings, ensuring their rise or their downfall, depending on how you felt about them and how they could further your goals or fill your gold purse. It came with enormous power. A few whispers in the right ears could mean the rise to power for one person, while hiding parts of the truth could make another walk carelessly into their own doom.
Even though you were a savior to some and a villain to others, it never changed how many wanted your help. Your luck was that dead clients usually could not complain about your services and if anyone dared to question how your earlier clients met their demise, you would simply tell them that they did not heed your warnings.
You quickly became well-known and your recognizable features, that spread both awe as well as fear amongst the smallfolk, worked to your advantage. You had the silver hair and ghostly pale eyes of your father.
The widespread myth about you went that your ghostly appearance was caused by you looking into the future and seeing something that terrified you so much that your eyes and hair lost their color. What you had ‘seen’ varied depending on the region you were in, you noticed. Some say you had seen your own death, some the end of the world, while others had a whole third wilder theory. You never had it in you to tell them you were simply born that way.
It pleased you to no longer be known as Sibylla, the daughter of Savras. You were simply Sibylla the Seeress, now. Your own person and removed from your father, who you hoped would be forgotten to time eventually.
It was in the then young city of Athkatla in Amn, that you would run into Raphael again, a few hundred years after your first meeting. Your client in the city was amongst one of the city’s most powerful men. A rich merchant by the name of Bernard Barth.
Barth was an old and greedy man who had grown paranoid in his last days. He was certain that the younger rising star amongst the city tradesmen, Garrick Mordell, was out to steal his place amongst the nobility of the city.
Barth was an excruciatingly frustrating client. He was a loud, opinionated, and stubborn man. His son, who would one day take over his father’s business, was even worse. They were the perfect image of the overindulgent upper class. It was so clear that they had never had to struggle a day in their life, and it irked you, but the Barth family’s generous payment for your services were more than enough to sway you to stay.
You were sitting in Barth’s opulent office, and the two of you were waiting for someone. You had seen who would be joining you in your visions: a middle-aged dark-haired stranger. You did not think much of it before the man entered the room.
You immediately recognized that there was something about him. He dressed like all the other upper-class citizens of Amn, but you could have sworn that he looked familiar. As if you had seen him somewhere else, though you could not quite put your finger on it and no visions sprang to your mind.
“Raphael,” Barth lazily mumbled in greeting. “You’re late.”
“Saer Barth,” the man greeted with a bow and a smile. “My deepest apologies.”
That voice and that name. You had definitely met this man before, but where? You would have to touch him to learn more about him.
You rose from your chair and held out a hand to him.
“I’m afraid we haven’t met before,” you said with a smile. “Sibylla.”
“Raphael. A pleasure to meet you,” Raphael said with a smile and shook your hand.
Your brow furrowed slightly when no visions came to your mind at the touch. You looked down and noticed that he was wearing gloves. You kept smiling politely but your eyes narrowed at him. He looked at your expression with a teasing smile, before sitting down and turning his attention to Barth.
You were barely listening to what Barth was rambling about. He wanted Raphael’s help for getting rid of his competitor, though you could not figure out how exactly. All you learned were that Raphael seemed like a man who had good connections. Besides that, it sounded like Barth’s usual paranoid speeches about Lord Mordell’s rise, so you tuned him out.
You were much more interested in who this man was. He seemed so familiar and yet it escaped you who he could be. Your eyes kept drifting to Raphael as you tried to place his face in your mind. At some point he caught you looking. He looked back at you with a knowing smirk, which only made you even more frustrated.
He knew who you were, there was no doubt about it, you thought. Now you had to figure out who he was. If only you could somehow touch him, if only for a brief moment.
“That’s the short of it,” Barth grunted after rambling for about an hour. “We will reconvene tomorrow and see if you can come up with a solution. Leave me.”
Barth waved the both of you away with his usual rude and entitled manner that you had grown so accustomed to. You both left the room, and you walked slightly faster to catch up with Raphael.
“Saer,” you called to him. “A moment of your time, please.”
Raphael turned around and faced you with a smile.
“Yes?”
You got a chance to study his face a bit closer, but it still did not ring any bells. There was just an overwhelming sense of familiarity.
“We’ve met before, haven’t we?” you said. It was less of a question and more of a statement.
“Have we?” Raphael asked with a mock innocent expression. “I am quite certain that I would recall if I had met someone like you before.”
You narrowed your eyes at him. A look in his eyes told you that he was playing with you.
“Yes, we have,” you said. “Who are you?”
His smile widened.
You got frustrated and reached out to grab him, trying to pull his gloves off or get your fingers under his coat.
“My! Aren’t you eager?” Raphael laughed and raised his arms so that you could not reach them. “I did notice how you were stealing glances at me in there. I’m afraid I’m not interested, dear.”
You reached out to touch his face instead, but he dodged it.
“We know each other!” you said stubbornly and pointed at his face.
He laughed at your frustration.
“So insistent,” Raphael said and pulled off his glove.
He held his hand out to you, and you took it. A vision passed your mind’s eye. Your eyes widened in recognition. Then your brow furrowed, and you looked him up and down.
“A pleasure to see you again,” he said smoothly.
“You got…old?” you said with a slight sneer. “You looked younger when we last met. I thought your sort didn’t age.”
“I look more matured, not old and we do not. My appearance is by choice,” Raphael explained.
“Why would anyone choose to look old?” you asked. “Eternal youth is one of the few upsides of immortality.”
“I do not look…” Raphael closed his eyes and sighed, before changing the subject. “You are taking all this in stride it seems. I would have expected more hostility from you once you remembered me. Not at all that fiery young girl I remember meeting all those centuries ago, it seems.”
“Things changed,” you said with a shrug. “I’m just trying to make a living. Same as you, I suppose.”
“Indeed,” he said with a smile before changing the subject. “I heard about what happened to your dear father. The great All-Seeing robbed of his place in the Heavens and trapped in a stick that no one seems to be able to locate. What a shame.”
“A scepter, not a ‘stick’,” you said. “What’s it to you?”
“I merely wanted to offer my deepest condolences,” Raphael said with a smile that showed the complete opposite meaning of his words. “I do wonder if this is the reason for this little rebellious streak of yours. I hear all sorts of surprising things about you these days, little goddess. Recently, I’ve heard rumors about a certain powerful noble in the city of Illusk whose family met a quite brutal death when a horde of orcs had invaded the city district that he ruled over…”
Your pale eyes narrowed at him. You knew exactly what he was talking about, but he should not be able to know about that.
“So?” you asked with slight shrug and crossed your arms over your chest.
“Don’t play dumb, dear,” Raphael purred. “He was a client of yours, was he not?”
“He was,” you said. “And?”
“One has to wonder why you neglected warning him about this. I also find it such an odd coincidence that the High Captain of the city seemed so well-prepared for the assault, though he did not spring to action before after the horde had marched through your client’s district. The High Captain who, coincidentally of course, was also known to be very outspoken about his low opinion of your client.”
“Yes,” you said with another shrug, smiling. “What an odd coincidence.”
“Isn’t it just?” Raphael said with feigned wonder.
You looked him up and down. You had to at least be impressed by the fact that he had managed to do his research so well.
“I told the High Captain, and he offered me a small fortune if I did not warn my client of the assault,” you admitted. “As I said…I’m just trying to make a living…”
Raphael chuckled.
“My dear, you would put some devils to shame,” he said. “I wonder what old Savras would think if he knew what his daughter were up to.”
“Couldn’t care less,” you said coldly and avoided the subject. “Are you spying on me or something?”
“’Spying’ is such a cynical term. I’m keeping an eye on you, yes,” Raphael said. “You seem like a useful person to know. Not to mention, I find you deeply fascinating. Especially now that you are no longer clinging to the boring and rigid dogma of your father.”
It irked you that he kept mentioning Savras. Especially when his own relationship with his father seemed to be at least as messy as your own, from what you saw when you touched him.
“You keep bringing up my father,” you said with annoyance and defensiveness. “Should we talk about yours instead? I saw plenty of interesting things to talk about when I touched you.”
“That won’t be necessary,” Raphael said with a hint of annoyance, though still smiling.
“I thought not,” you said with a smile. “What are you doing here? Out for old Barth’s soul?”
“Did your little visions fail to reveal my intentions to you?” Raphael asked.
“What I saw was a mess of contradictions, which suggests that you are undecided on the matter, so no,” you said and looked him up and down. “All I really care about is if you intend to kill my current employer.”
Raphael smiled.
“Would you be opposed to it if I was?” he asked.
You raised an eyebrow at that. There might be an opportunity here, you thought.
“In principle, no. Let the old bastard rot in the Hells for my sake,” you answered coldly in a lowered voice in case anyone was eavesdropping. “Though the old bastard in question is still paying me a ridiculous amount of money, so what do you have to offer in return if I let you?”
Raphael’s smile widened.
“Perhaps, you and I are not so different after all,” Raphael said in a lowered voice as well. “You help me procure the soul of both old and young Barth, and I will give you all of the gold that Lord Mordell has offered me in exchange for their demise.”
Your eyes widened a bit at the revelation. Perhaps Barth had not been as overly paranoid as you had thought. Mordell really was out to get him it seemed. Though Raphael must have been instrumental to his plans because you had not seen any threats of Barth’s demise in your visions yet.
“How much gold are we talking?” you asked.
“Fifteen thousand,” Raphael answered casually.
Your jaw almost fell to the floor. That was twice the amount you had managed to squeeze out of Barth during all your time with him. At the time, it was enough gold to buy a house or two.
“And you would just hand that over to me?” you asked in disbelief. “I find that very difficult to believe.”
“I’m a devil, dear. Gold is of little use to me. The economy of the Hells runs on souls…” Raphael explained.
You studied him for a moment. You were interested in the idea, but you had to make sure that you were not letting him somehow rope you into a deal. You would also have to be sure that this would not be traced back to you.
“I will encourage them to sign your deal. You will pay me half before their death and the rest after. I don’t care how you mean to kill them, but make sure it’s not too messy and it can’t be traced back to me. You will also leave their wives and children alive…gods know they’ve suffered enough by having to deal with those two idiots…And I am also not signing anything.”
“Demanding little thing, aren’t you?” Raphael said with a smile. “Fine. We have an agreement.”
As soon as you received the vision of your client’s demise, you left the city. You were staying in an inn, well on your way to Esmeltaran when Raphael popped up out of nowhere. You jumped at his sudden presence. He snapped his fingers and a bag of gold appeared on the nightstand. He looked around your room before seating himself in an armchair.
“Not quite living accommodations befitting a demigoddess, I would say,” Raphael said while looking around at the shabby room of the inn you were staying in.
“I don’t like staying in one place too long,” you said. “You’ve handed me the payment...”
“I have,” he said with a smile and snapped a bottle of Amnian dessert wine and two glasses into existence.
“So…” you said and made a shooing motion with your hands. “Go. Leave.”
“Is that any way to treat a business partner?” Raphael asked and feigned offense. “Where are your manners?”
Raphael smiled at you and held out a glass of wine. You looked him up and down and reluctantly took it.
“To us,” he said and clinked glasses with you.
You were looking at him with a deadpan expression.
“You are getting off on this, aren’t you?” you asked. “The fact that you managed to strike a deal with a demigod. That’s why you keep talking about it, isn’t it?”
“Perish the thought,” Raphael said and sipped his wine. “Can I not simply be thrilled about managing to strengthen the bond between myself and an incredibly useful acquaintance?”
You rolled your eyes and sipped the wine.
“This is a one-time thing,” you said. “And I would really appreciate if you stopped spying on me.”
“You are making it very difficult for me to do so when you are so fascinating to spy on,” he said. “I don’t see why we should not do this again. I think you would find it quite useful to have friends in low places with the direction you are currently headed in, dear. We could be good for each other.”
“I can see how my moral compass is a bit all over the place at the moment, but that does not mean I want to work with you, cambion,” you said and sipped your wine.
“You keep calling me that, as if it is meant as a slight. I am what I am…Although I do much prefer the term ‘devil’,” Raphael said. “I have long since raised above the station of a simple cambion.”
“I’m sure you prefer that, but it doesn’t make you any less of a cambion,” you said. “You are a half-mortal, like me, and there is no running from it. You are no more a devil than I am a god.”
“What a depressing way to view things,” Raphael mused and swirled the wine in his glass. “We are what our father’s made us, are we not? It is their blood that ensures that we are still alive, where had we been mortals, we would be long dead. It is their blood and the powers granted through it that has gotten us here. It is evident to anyone that there is nothing mortal about us, and yet you cling to the notion. Do you really think that we cannot be the same as our fathers, if not one day more than them, simply because we were once carried in mortal wombs?”
What he had said struck a chord, but you were never going to admit that to him.
“Thank you for the wine…and the philosophy lesson,” you said in a stern tone. “You should go.”
Raphael smiled at your urgency to get rid of him.
“I am sure you will warm up to me eventually,” he said. “We have an eternity to get to know each other, after all.”
His persistence was starting to truly infuriate you. You were not going to be business partners, or even acquaintances, with a fiend. You had heard all the stories about the vermin of the Lower Planes, and you did not want to be associated with them. It was beneath you.
“No,” you quickly said and emptied your wineglass before putting it on the table. Your eyes turned threatening. “You will leave me alone after this, do you understand? I am not interested.”
He chuckled at your growing hostility.
“Or what?” he asked with a smile. “Will you smite me, little goddess? I am at least a couple of thousand years your senior, do you really think you could take me?”
Raphael walked closer to you until he was right in front of your face. He was still wearing his smug smile.
Your eyes had turned thunderous at the blatant provocation, and magic was crackling over the skin of your hands in warning. Raphael looked down at your hands, without moving his head.
“Should we find out?” you asked with a tight smile.
His eyes drifted from your hands and back to your face. He was still smiling as his eyes went from the smile on your lips to your pale eyes. You saw a hint of admiration in his eyes. He lifted his hand, ready to snap.
“We will see each other again, Sibylla,” he said in a low voice and then snapped.
Fic Summary: Tav broke their agreement by handing the Crown of Karsus to Mystra instead of Raphael. Not only that, but she also robbed his house and killed his incubus. Raphael is patient and he is determined to get his revenge.
…Tav isn't too bothered. She will figure something out eventually. Until then she just has to find a way to live peacefully with a devil.
Chapter Summary: Tav learns some surprising things about Raphael's past and drunkenly confesses her thoughts and feelings to him. Meanwhile, her friends pay her house a visit to find the Orphic Hammer.
AN: Raphael's little lovestory is taken directly from my one chapter fic called "Portrait of a Cambion" which goes into depth with my slightly depressing headcanon about his past lovelife. It's not necessary to read to understand anything going on it this fic, but you might find some interesting similarities between his former love interest in that fic and our dear Tav (In my head that fic is like a prelude to his obsession in this one)
Tav had been trapped in her own mind since Raphael had left and it was not a nice place to be. She had spent the majority of her life in her own company before the whole tadpole business, and still, she had never felt quite so alone as she did now.
She spent the day sitting in bed, thinking. Thinking about her situation, the last couple of days, Raphael’s reaction earlier in the day, the things Korrilla had said, the crushing thought of the possibility that she might not be able to escape, and the even more crushing thought that a small part of her did not really want to escape…
There were a lot of thoughts and a lot of anxiety to catch up on now that she finally had a moment of solitude to take all of it in. It was suffocating her. It came as a blessing when Raphael returned home and granted her a distraction from it.
She found him in his human form, sitting on a sofa with a stack of papers in one hand and a glass of wine in the other. As soon as he saw her enter, he snapped the papers out of existence and looked up at her with a smile.
“There you are,” he purred and gestured to the spot beside him. “Please, sit with me.”
She sat down. He poured her a glass of wine and handed it to her.
“Did you enjoy your little moment of peace?” he asked.
She sipped the wine with an empty stare, still caught up in her thoughts until she realized he had asked her a question.
“Yes, sure,” she answered quietly. “It was nice...”
Raphael gave her a smile that told her he knew she was lying, but he decided not to push it.
“It was not my intention to scare you so much earlier,” he said instead.
Tav blinked and then glared at him.
“I thought you once said that you never lie,” Tav challenged.
Raphael chuckled at that.
“There is that brave woman I know again,” he said and sipped his wine. “I am not lying. Yes, I did, of course, intend to remind you that there are rules in this house. I would be lying if I said that I did not enjoy seeing you rattled and that I did not use your fear to my advantage. However, I did not expect it to have the effect that it had. Korrilla told me you were almost inconsolable…”
“I don’t want to talk about it,” Tav answered coldly.
“Hm,” Raphael hummed. “Suit yourself.”
His arm was resting over the backrest of the sofa, and he brushed his fingers gently through the ends of her hair. She swept her hair over her shoulder and away from him. His eyes narrowed slightly at the gesture.
“How was your day?” Tav asked to distract him from it.
“Uneventful,” he said and took a sip of his wine. “Aside from the obvious, that is.”
They small-talked for a while. Each time Tav had finished her glass of wine, Raphael would pour her a new one. Tav knew that he was trying to get her guard down, but she found that she did not care.
It was nice to just drink and forget about all the things that had haunted her throughout the day, and she found that it also made it easier for her to talk more freely with him. She noticed by the time she was well tipsy that Raphael barely seemed changed at all.
“Can you even get drunk?” Tav asked with curiosity.
“I can,” Raphael answered. “Though it would take quite a lot of wine to achieve the level you are currently at.”
He gave her a teasing smile.
“How much?” Tav asked, squinting at him with a smile.
“I could go through a quarter of my wine cellar before you would see me starting to slur and stumble about,” he answered.
“That sounds like a challenge,” Tav said.
“Planning to get me drunk, are you?” Raphael said with a laugh. “I’m afraid that I have outgrown that sort of thing. One does such foolish things when under the influence. You of all people should know that. It’s how you ended up here.”
“To be fair, I can’t imagine it’s that common of a thing to wake up in chains and half-naked in a devil’s house after a night out,” Tav said and took another sip of her wine.
“I think you’d be surprised…” Raphael purred with a suggestive smile, before turning the conversation towards another topic. “I am curious about something, if you would indulge me…What was it that drew you to going home with Cassius back then?”
Tav sighed quietly. She might have been tipsy, but she still noticed how odd he seemed to still be about her trying to protect Cassius from his punishment. She also knew that if she pointed out her suspicions about him being jealous, it would only achieve pissing him off.
“Honestly?” Tav said. “I was drunk and missed having some company, I suppose. It really wasn’t much deeper than that.”
“Hm,” he hummed and looked at her. “Is that something you have done a lot of? Blindly following strangers home to sleep with them?”
“Occasionally,” Tav answered with a shrug. “Just to…you know, sate urges and all that.”
Raphael’s smile widened.
“There has been no regular partners or sweethearts, that could help you sate those urges?” he asked.
“No,” she answered. “I never really dabbled in all of that…”
“Oh?” Raphael said. He seemed surprised by her answer. “Do you expect me to believe that someone whose favorite book is one of the most popular love stories of this age, has never been in love?”
“Not really. Perhaps when I was younger,” she answered with a shrug and swirled the wine around in her glass. “I’ve preferred my own company for the most of my life.”
Until now, she almost said, but stopped herself. Raphael did not need to know that his attempt of isolating her was working wonders. She wanted to change the topic away from her.
“What about you?” she asked. It almost sounded like a joke rather than a serious question because she felt like she already knew the answer. “Have you ever loved someone?”
Raphael raised an eyebrow at the question.
“Once. Many years ago,” Raphael answered coldly, though there was an edge of bitterness hidden in his words. “A mistake I certainly learned from…”
Tav could not hide the look of surprise on her face. He looked like he was serious.
“I thought devils didn’t—"
“They don’t,” Raphael interrupted and smiled. “Not in any way you would understand at least. Our definition of love is quite different from what you mortals would find ideal or even healthy.”
Tav was still a bit dumbfounded. She was just looking at him with a puzzled expression, holding her empty wine glass.
“Does that surprise you?” Raphael asked and gently took the empty glass from her to pour her more wine.
Tav blinked slightly and returned to reality.
“It does…” she mumbled. “Can I…ask you about it or is it a sore subject?”
“Oh please, don’t take me for some soft-hearted mortal, dear,” Raphael said with slight offense, though he was still smiling. “Ask your questions.”
He handed her back the now full wineglass. She looked down at its contents while she was thinking.
“Was he or she a devil too?”
“No,” Raphael answered, surprising her even more. “She was a mortal woman. A human…like yourself.”
The tone of the ‘like yourself’ comment gave her butterflies in her stomach, and she was quick to snuff out the feeling as soon as she felt it.
“Who was she?” Tav asked.
“She was a potential client in the beginning. A painter that had managed to anger the mercenary government of the city she resided in. She achieved this by plastering posters around the city that critiqued the leadership. Needless to say, they wanted her dead and like the savior I am, I of course offered to lend her a hand with getting safely out of the city.”
“So, she gave you her soul, right?” Tav asked.
Raphael made a short laughing sound.
“She all but spat in my face, the stubborn wench. She told me that she would take her chances. To my great annoyance, she did survive and fled to her father’s home far away from the city. However, that did not deter me from still trying to present a deal to her. She might have fled, but the city’s mercenaries would not forget her so easily.”
“Did you succeed?” Tav asked. “Did she give in eventually?”
“She did not, though she grew to like me. She taught me how to paint, as a compensation for the time I wasted on her. I suppose, I grew to admire her during those sessions…She fascinated me and my time with her became a welcome refugee from my endless duties to my father at the time…She really was a remarkable painter as well. She made some of the paintings you see on my walls.”
He just kept surprising her.
“You kept some of her paintings?” Tav asked.
“I did,” Raphael answered.
“I don’t mean to be rude but…I would never have thought of you as sentimental like that,” Tav said quietly.
“I don’t keep them out of sentimentality,” he was quick to say. “I keep them as a reminder of what happens when one gets distracted with pointless pursuits such as matters of the heart.”
“Well…” Tav said. “What happened?”
“As I said, I got distracted and my dear father noticed. I still lived in Cania, you see. The privilege of having lovers or consorts is only reserved for Archdevils. My father saw it as me getting distracted from my purpose of gaining more souls for him, and as me overreaching my station. He put an end to it.”
Tav looked at him. He seemed so cold and nonchalant while telling her this, but she felt that she could see a glimmer of something behind those brown eyes of his.
“He killed her?” Tav asked quietly.
Raphael was quiet for a moment too long. He was staring emptily at the floor as if he was reliving it.
“Not quite,” he said. “He made a warlock of his reveal her whereabouts to the mercenaries hunting her. I found the corpses of her and her father the next time I visited…I burned the house down with them in it…”
“I’m sorry,” Tav said quietly before even thinking.
He looked up at her and narrowed his eyes.
“Feeling sorry for people who have knowingly made the mistakes that landed them in their despair is a useless pursuit, little mouse,” he said darkly. “I never should have let myself feel what I did or at the very least I should have known the consequences and taken the necessary precautions to keep her safe…I was too young and too naïve…”
Raphael sighed and they were both quiet for a moment. Tav was not sure what to say. She was oddly touched by his story.
Raphael looked at her, seemingly taking in her features with an expression that was hard to read. He reached over and tucked a stray lock of hair behind her ear and this time she did not move away from his touch.
She opened her mouth to say something but changed her mind and closed it. The alcohol made her want to talk about subjects that she knew sober-her would regret. Raphael noticed her little gesture and smiled at her.
“What is it, dear?”
“Nothing,” she said and shook her head. “I’m drunk.”
“You are,” Raphael purred. “The things you and I have done, and you are still too shy to speak freely with me.”
Tav opened her mouth again and then closed it again before she decided on saying what she wanted to.
“It’s just…” Tav said and sighed. “You are so infuriatingly confusing.”
Raphael chuckled.
“Am I?” he asked. “How so?”
Then the floodgates opened and Tav started rambling.
“You tell me that the whole reason for all of this is to eventually kill all of my friends and then me. Then, you have very angry revenge sex with me. Then you almost kill me, but you save me, and you are really weirdly nice about my scars. Then, we have sex again, but this time it’s not angry, it’s oddly tender and sweet…”
Raphael’s smile was widening the more she started rambling.
“And you mess with my head by gifting me my favorite book and you don’t even mention it, even though it was a really sweet gesture. Then today you don’t brutally torture me for doing something I’m not supposed to, but you were however, once again, being weird about the fact that I did not want another person to get brutally tortured. And now you tell me this incredibly devastating story about how you lost someone you loved…”
Tav sighed in frustration as she was finishing her drunken rant.
“I mean what the fuck?” she mumbled to herself.
Raphael opened his mouth to say something, but Tav decided that she was indeed not finished rambling.
“No and you know what? It makes me feel so stupid and confused because I cannot figure out what is going on. I should be hating you but instead I found myself missing you today and you-…you are fucking doing it on purpose!” Tav said with a bit of anger and pointed at his smug face accusingly. “I know you are! You are trying to manipulate me, and I’m aware that you are, but I still find myself liking you! I know you are playing me like fiddle, but I still find myself wanting to be near you. Wanting your attention. Wanting you to kiss me on the mouth instead of just on my neck and all those little stupid little things that you tease me with to make me like you! I—”
“Do you want me to?” Raphael asked calmly with an amused smile, looking at her lips.
“To what?” Tav asked, annoyed at getting interrupted in her drunken rant.
“Kiss you,” he said and leaned in slightly closer.
“Oh, and now you’re just trying to shut me up and not even address—”
He interrupted her by pulling her into a kiss and she felt her heart beating ten times faster. She melted into him, despite herself. Her fingers tangled in his hair, like his were in hers. It was a hungry and passionate kiss. It felt as if they had both been waiting a long time for it.
All her worries seemed to melt away for a moment as she got lost in him.
Astarion sighed tiredly and leaned up against a wall while he watched Gale work at trying to remove the magical protection on Tav’s house. Gale had a look of pure concentration on his face while he tried to figure out what kind of warding magic was guarding her house.
“Gods, you look silly waving your arms about like that,” Astarion commented. “I could never be a wizard.”
Gale ignored him. Astarion sighed dramatically at the lack of reaction from him.
“What is taking you so long?” Astarion asked impatiently. “And what is she even trying to protect in there? Her dusty old books?”
“Some of those ‘dusty old books’ are very rare and very precious tomes, and many wizards would love to get their hands on some of them, which is why this is taking so long,” Gale said, frustrated with Astarion’s impatience. “She has taken all precautions to keep them safe.”
Astarion looked at him with a tired expression.
“Why is it even necessary that I am here if it’s all guarded by magic?” Astarion asked.
“Because I suspect the lock will be protected somehow. A simple Knock spell probably won’t work on it. It has to be lockpicked, which most likely will not be an easy task for you either,” Gale said. “As I said, she has taken all precautions.”
Astarion started pacing around in circles behind Gale.
“This seems like an awful lot of work to put into retrieving a hammer that we cannot even bring to her,” Astarion said.
“It’s not about bringing it to her,” Gale explained while squinting at the glowing magic on the door. “It’s about making sure we have it and that it is safe. If she is wearing the same constructs as Prince Orpheus, then that hammer is her only way out of Raphael’s claws. We should keep it close, just in case.”
“It seems perfectly safe where it is, given that we cannot even get to it!” Astarion said with a hand gesture that accidentally knocked over a potted plant that was placed on a pillar beside the door.
Gale winced at the sound of it crashing to the ground but did not move his eyes away from what he was doing.
Astarion looked down at the broken flowerpot and dirt that was now sprawled on the ground. He saw something in the dirt and leaned down to pick it up.
“Move,” Astarion said and moved in front of Gale.
“What are you—?”
Astarion placed the key he had found into the keyhole of the door. It made the lock glow and the door unlocked.
“She didn’t take all precautions it seems,” Astarion said with a smile and walked inside.
Gale huffed and followed. He used a spell to light up the candles she had around her house.
Once light fell over the living room, the both of them stared at the shelf where they had seen the Orphic Hammer on the other few times they had visited her.
Astarion pointed to the empty shelf and then looked at Gale with a furrowed brow.
“That seems…not good…” Astarion said.
Gale made a sharp inhale and tried to calm himself.
“Perhaps she has simply redecorated,” Gale said, sounding like he did not even believe in that himself. “We need to search through every corner of her house. It has to be here.”
Their kissing session had unsurprisingly made them end up in Raphael’s bed. They had sex and it had once again felt oddly loving and sweet.
Tav was resting against Raphael’s chest with his arms around her. He placed a kiss on the top of her head. She felt so comfortable. Her drunkenness made her overthink the situation less for once and she felt so content.
She had butterflies in her stomach from it all. She could worry about the reality of it all tomorrow. Tonight, she wanted to pretend that everything was fine and just enjoy his sweet attentions.
She tightened the grip of the arm she had around his waist, pulling him closer and nuzzling her head against his chest. It earned her a satisfied groan that almost sounded like a purr from him. She felt him burying his nose in her hair, inhaling deeply, and taking in her scent before leaving another kiss.
“You should sleep, dearest,” he purred against the top of her head.
That was a new one, Tav thought. He had never called her anything other than ‘dear’ or ‘mouse’. ‘Dearest’ made her heart beat slightly faster again.
“Mm,” she mumbled and traced her fingers over his stomach. “In a little while. I’m not in any rush to feel the headache I’m going to have tomorrow.”
He began massaging her scalp with his hand. It felt like heaven.
She kept lazily tracing patterns on his stomach until she suddenly heard Gale’s frantic voice in her mind.
“The hammer is gone. We searched your entire house, and it’s gone, Tav. We won’t stop looking, but we cannot find it.”
She froze.
“Something wrong?” Raphael asked softly. She could have sworn she felt him smile against the side of her head.
Cassius was the first suspect to spring to mind. He had motive to steal the hammer from her house, but he would never have succeeded entering with his very limited knowledge of magic. No. That was not it.
The uncomfortable truth clicked in her mind. Raphael had not made a fuss about her contacting her friends and he had very suddenly had a change of heart about her being guarded day and night. When he was teaching her to play the organ, he had seemed so happy for some reason and something he said echoed in her mind:
‘I closed a deal that has been quite the headache for me and successfully retrieved something of mine.’
Her heart started beating faster again, but now out of anxiety instead of infatuation. She was suddenly very sober. He had made a deal with someone with enough magical knowledge to break into her house and remove her only chance at escape.
She tried to slow her breathing and act calm.
“No no…” she mumbled. “Nothing’s wrong.”
“You know,” Raphael said and placed another soft kiss on the top of her head. “It is quite easy to know when someone is receiving a sending spell…”
Her blood ran cold.
“People have a tendency to stop breathing, when they are listening intently, you see,” he said. “And given the way your heart is pounding, I take it your dear friends visited your house and came out empty-handed…am I wrong?”
She did not answer, which made Raphael chuckle and whisper in her ear:
“Are the puzzle pieces starting to come together, love?”
More Than Our Fathers (Raphael x Demigod!Reader): Chapter 2
Chapter: one, two, three, four, five
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Summary: The relationship between you and Raphael has blossomed. While you are in isolation, Raphael informs you that your father has been freed from his imprisonment in the Scepter of Savras and that the scepter is lost once again.
Hundreds of years later, the Cult of the Absolute is on the rise in Faerûn and Raphael has a plan for how the both of you can get what you want. What you are not too excited about, however, is the fact that his little plan includes the two of you getting married.
Word count: 4,711
(Notes: I am making up Infernal laws and you'll probably see a lot of that in this fic since there is not a lot of material to go off when it comes to that. I am also posting this chapter rather quickly after the first one, but I got some real life stuff the next couple of weeks, so I wanted to get the second chapter posted before that. Now that the first two chapters are out of the way, the scene is set and we won't be "time-travelling" so much. Phew!)
“We will see each other again, Sibylla,” he had said.
And that you did. Raphael often seemed to have business wherever you did. How much of it was coincidence and how much of it was intentional, you did not know. All you knew was that you kept running into him throughout the years. Sometimes quite often, while other times there would go decades between you seeing each other.
You saw him as a pestilence in the beginning. Plenty of threats were thrown his way in those first meetings. It did not sway him to stay away, but it never got physical between you. Though Raphael was self-assured that he would win in a fight between the two of you, he was not eager to test if his theory was right.
You did eventually start to soften up to him. You even began to feel flattered by his growing obsession with you over the years. Your powers intrigued him immensely. His compliments and light-hearted flirting did not fall on deaf ears either, though you knew his intentions. His interest was purely out of the fact that it would be an accomplishment for him to seduce a creature of the divine, and for that reason you held his flirtations at an arm’s length.
Eventually the two of you started meeting outside of work as well, though because of the stubbornness of the both of you, you always found excuses for it. The idea that you might just have been enjoying each other’s company was unspeakable, especially to you.
You were not friends. People like the two of you did not have friends. You were a constant in each other’s life, and for immortals that is really all one can ask for. Raphael was the only other immortal in your life, and while Raphael was frequently surrounded by the many immortals of the Hells, he seemed to have a special fondness for your company.
Although neither of you were confused about the reality of your relationship: you would gladly stab the other in the back or shamelessly use the other person, if that was more beneficiary than keeping the peace between you.
It was hundreds of years after you and Raphael had met in Barth’s office. You had taken a few years away from your usual work around Faerûn. You had bought a comfortable house out on the countryside to live in solitude for a while. You had managed to anger quite a lot of important people, which meant that it was time to go into hiding for a decade or two, which was something you had done successfully a few times before.
Your wish for isolation was, of course, not honored by Raphael. You had seen him coming in a vision before he arrived, which is why it did not come as a shock when you heard the familiar poof behind you as you were doing garden work.
“Business or pleasure?” you asked without even turning around. “If it’s the former, I’m currently not interested.”
You were hunched over a flower patch with your hands in the dirt and your behind in the air.
“It’s always a pleasure when it’s with you, my dear,” Raphael purred from behind you. “I must say, you look lovely from this angle.”
You sighed and got up to face him. You were sweaty. A bit of your face was dirtied, from when you had dried the sweat off your brow. Raphael wrinkled his nose.
“Though considerably less so from this one…” he commented while looking at your dirtied and annoyed-looking face. “You look disgusting. Why not use magic for such a trivial task?”
“Because I’m trying to use my time on something productive and I am bored,” you answered and cleaned your dirty hands off on your pants.
You reached out for Raphael’s hands. It was often much easier to just touch him to find out what he wanted through your visions, instead of having to listen to all his theatrics as he explained.
“Don’t you dare,” he said and stepped back from your dirty hand, his nose wrinkled in disgust. “Besides I want to see your face when I tell you this, so I will not allow you to peek this time.”
“Fine,” you sighed. “Why are you here?”
“Please, get cleaned and try to look presentable first,” he said and walked into your house as if he owned it.
You washed off and changed into clean and comfortable clothing before joining him in your living room. He was sitting in a chair with his legs crossed, waiting for you. He looked at your clothes and sighed.
“It will have to do, I suppose,” he said at your choice of clothing, that consisted of a simple lose dress and a belt, which is what you always wore when you were just at home.
You raised an eyebrow at his comment. He got up from the chair and snapped his fingers.
“No—"
Once you saw that you were suddenly somewhere else, you sighed deeply and fought the urge to slap him.
“I am in isolation for a reason,” you hissed at him and looked around at the people passing you in the street.
“We are on the Moonshae Isles,” he said casually. “I know for a fact that you rarely ever leave the mainland. No one will recognize you here.”
“Where exactly?”
“Caer Callidyrr,” he answered casually and walked towards the entrance to a tavern.
“A city that trades with both Amn and Calisham, which are both places that currently want my head,” you said in a low voice before you cast a glamour spell on yourself that made your recognizable silver hair and pale eyes into another color.
Raphael threw a glance at your change of appearance and chuckled.
“A bit overly paranoid, aren’t you?” Raphael said with a smile and held the door open for you. “I see the isolation is already starting to get to you.”
The tavern was fancy, which was to no surprise to you, knowing Raphael.
“Why are we even here?” you asked. “We could have done this at my house.”
He led you to a table in a secluded corner of the tavern.
“Because you went insane the last time you hid yourself away from the world, and you are of little use to anyone in that state. You need to get out every now and again,” he said calmly. “I also have news for you that calls for a celebration, and I am certain you will agree once you hear it.”
“I did not go insane,” you mumbled stubbornly. “And I am not going insane either.”
You remembered exactly the incident he was talking about. You had gone away for two decades, and when Raphael had finally visited you, he found you in a cottage far away from civilization with a small army of stray cats, along with at least a decade's supply of home-brewed potions of Animal Speaking. He had teased you with it ever since.
“Tell it to the cats, dear,” he said with a mocking smile and waved over a barmaid.
Shortly after a bottle of expensive of wine was brought to your table.
“Alright, why am I here?” you asked. “What is it that you seem so excited about telling me?”
He rested his elbows on the table between you and leaned forward.
“I merely wanted to inform you that while you have been doing garden work in the middle of nowhere, Savras has been freed from his imprisonment…” he said in a lowered voice with a smile.
You raised an eyebrow. Your father had been freed?
“How? By whom?” you asked.
“The very same who imprisoned him all those years ago,” he said.
“Azuth?” You asked. When Raphael confirmed with a nod, a look of annoyance washed over your face. “Which means that he is no doubt forced to bow down to both Mystra and Azuth now…I can’t say I’m surprised he went along with it. Gods, how embarrassing …”
It angered you to hear. Your father had truly been reduced to nothing. It had almost been better if he had simply stayed lost in the scepter.
“How did Azuth even find the scepter?” you asked.
Raphael’s smile widened.
“It had fallen into the hands of a woman called Syluné Silverhand, who used the scepter and your father’s powers for her own gains for some years before handing it over to Azuth. She is one of Mystra’s whelps,” he explained. “I’m sure you have heard of her…”
Your anger grew. Silverhand was the eldest of the Seven Sisters, who were all the daughters and chosen of Mystra. You had never liked Mystra for the way she had idly stood by as Azuth took your father’s place, but your dislike for her only grew at that piece of information.
“That bitch knew…” you said through gritted teeth. “Mystra knew exactly where my father was, and she did nothing. She let her daughter use her former servant as a pet.”
“Idleness is the way of the gods, dear. Surely that cannot come as a surprise to you,” Raphael said. “Although…there is a silver lining to all of this…”
“What?” you asked.
Raphael casually topped off your glass of wine as he explained:
“Azuth freed Savras, but the majority of his divinity and powers stayed in the scepter, if the rumors are to be believed. The scepter mysteriously disappeared once again, as it had done all those years ago, before your dear father could reclaim that lost part of himself. They say that only a chosen of Savras or someone of the divine can wield its powers…someone like yourself…”
He took a sip of wine as he waited for your reaction.
You could reclaim what your father had lost, and perhaps even absorb his powers for yourself. You could become what your father once was, but without making all the idiotic mistakes that he had. You could essentially ascend to godhood with powers like that in your hands.
Your anger had calmed as the spark of ambition was slowly being lit inside you instead. You narrowed your eyes at Raphael in suspicion.
“Why are you telling me all of this?” you asked.
Raphael sighed.
“Was there even a small chance that I could claim the scepter myself, I would not have told you,” he said. “As that is not the case, I am telling you this in the hopes that you will remember my generosity should I ever need a favor from you…”
“Hm…” you hummed. A slight smile tugged on your lips as you thought of all the possibilities if you should ever get your hands on it.
“Is that a smile I see?” Raphael asked. “How rare coming from you these days.”
“I still have to find the damn thing, though…” you said and sipped your wine.
“All good things come to those who wait,” he said with a hand gesture. “With a little determination and some patience, I am certain that you will stumble upon it eventually.”
“Hm,” you hummed again. “I’m not convinced that you don’t have some ulterior motive for telling me, but…thank you…”
“You know I always do,” Raphael said with a smirk. “And you are very welcome…”
You emptied your wine glass and put it on the table. Soon after, the barmaid came to take your empty glasses. You put some pieces of gold on the table for the barmaid.
“Oh, that won’t be necessary,” the barmaid said with a bright smile and gestured towards Raphael. “Your father has already paid for the wine.”
Raphael’s eyes darted to the barmaid at the comment, with a look in them that said that he was seriously considering reducing her to ash on the spot. You made a small snorting sound and had to bite your cheek to not start laughing. You managed to nod to the barmaid.
You had always teased Raphael relentlessly with his ‘age’. While you still looked like you were in your twenties, Raphael had insisted that people took him more seriously with his permanent glamour that made him look at least twenty years older than you.
The second the barmaid had left your table, you started quietly laughing and Raphael’s eyes darted to yours.
“Oh, that’s amusing to you, is it?” he asked. Despite his pointed tone, you could see that he liked seeing you laugh again.
You nodded.
“Not only do you look like a child, but you also act like one,” Raphael said with a sigh.
“I really needed that,” you said and tried to stop giggling, before getting up from the table. “Take me home, old man.”
The year was now 1492 DR, and it was the year that would change your life forever. You were just shy of 1600 years old. It was over a hundred years after Raphael told you about the second disappearance of the Scepter of Savras, and you were unfortunately no closer to finding it.
Raphael must have been busy, for you did not see him for three decades straight. You had received visions of him coming to visit you, though he never did. It meant that he had certainly had the intention to seek you out, but he had for some reason changed his mind.
When he finally did seek you out, you were in Waterdeep which was the place you had called home for the last century. You were quietly reading in your study when you suddenly heard the familiar poof of Raphael appearing. You smiled when you heard him appear, but you quickly hid it and did not look up from your book.
“Took you long enough,” you said in a slightly offended tone.
“I have been so terribly busy, my dear,” Raphael said.
“Mmhm,” you said. “So terribly busy that you could not even pay me a single visit, and now, because you most likely want something from me, you have the time.”
“Oh, how you know me so well,” Raphael purred and walked behind you to place his hands on your shoulders before he gave you a brief kiss on the cheek.
You could have taken a peek when he touched you to see his intentions and where he had been for the last many years by peering into his past, but you had made an agreement that you would not do so unless he asked.
You looked up at him.
“What do you want?” you asked.
Raphael smiled as he looked down at you.
“So many things,” he said. “But most importantly, I have something that you want.”
He snapped his fingers, and you were suddenly in the House of Hope. You had visited his home a couple of times before. What surprised you was that he had taken you directly to his archive instead of the large main area or the foyer where he had taken you all the other times.
“Come,” he said and beckoned you to follow him. He opened a hidden entrance and led you down a set of stairs that went under the archive.
There were artifacts from all over the realms lining the walls and placed on pedestals around the large area.
“Did you bring me here to show off?” you asked.
Raphael smiled and gently grabbed your shoulders. He turned you around to look at a particular artifact that was placed in the center of the room. Your jaw fell and your eyes widened.
A scepter. It was made from duskwood with nine star-sapphires along its length. There was one diamond at its base and one at its end. The one at the base bore your father’s symbol, while the one at its end bore Azuth’s. The scepter was extended in the air, vibrating violently against the confines of the magic that was keeping it in place.
“Is that…?” you asked breathlessly.
You felt as though you might start crying. You had been looking for it for so long, and there it was.
“It is,” Raphael said. “Quite a lot of trouble it was to get my hands on it too. It was even more difficult to make it stay in one place. I will be happy to get rid of it…eventually.”
You looked at him. You were speechless. Or at least you were until the awe had settled for a moment.
“How long have you had it for? Why didn’t you tell me immediately?” you asked with frustration in your voice.
“Because I need you to do something for me before I am willing to hand it over to you. Something that I know you would not be fond of helping me with unless the reward was big enough…” he said. “I have not had it for long. Once my plan was starting to come together, I promised a rather large sum for anyone who could find it and bring it to me. You have no idea how much this has cost me in gold, souls, and whatever else you can think of.”
You looked at the scepter again. You could almost not believe it was right in front of you.
“Where was it?” you asked.
“In the Hells, if you can believe it,” Raphael explained, looking at the scepter too. “It makes all the sense in the world when one thinks of it. What is left of your father in there is not eager to be claimed, and when only a pious chosen or someone with a touch of the divine can wield it, then what better place to hide than in the Hells where such people are a rarity?”
You were quiet. You had been looking in all the wrong places from the beginning, but now it was here. You would do whatever it took to get your hands on it.
“So, what is it that you want?” you asked.
Raphael smiled and led you away and out of the archive.
He brought you to one of his many balconies. He poured some wine for you and began to explain everything. You had of course heard whispers about the Absolute and you had also received some worrying visions every now and again the last couple of months. What you had not expected was the Absolute’s connection to the Crown of Karsus. The very thing that made Raphael cross paths with you in the first place.
“Not this old song again, Raph,” you sighed. “Why are you so eager to follow in the footsteps of Karsus?”
“Karsus was merely a mortal,” Raphael said with a sneer. “I am not. The Crown has endless potential and where Karsus failed, I will succeed.”
“And take over the Nine Hells, yes, yes, I know,” you said with anger at his stubbornness. “And yet you seem to fall into the very same trap that Karsus did. Karsus failed because of arrogance, and you would do well to remember that. He thought himself a god though he was only a man, and it ripped him apart and destroyed Netheril. It will do the same to you.”
“It will not, and even if it will, that is why I have you to warn me beforehand,” he said hurriedly, his frustration was clear in his voice. “I will have it, with your help or without it.”
You sighed deeply. You had heard it all before of course, but you never thought that he would even get close to the Crown, so you had simply brushed it off.
“If it was so powerful, why wouldn’t Mephistopheles had used it to get rid of Asmodeus ages ago? Why would he let it stay in his vault untouched?” you asked.
“Because he would have little control over its powers as he lacks the rest of Karsus’s artifacts,” Raphael explained. “My father is many things, but he is not a stupid man. Karsus created two other artifacts along with the Crown. To properly wield the powers of the Crown, you need the other two.”
You looked at him for a moment.
“Which you have in your possession…” you said, beginning to understand.
“Correct,” Raphael said and smiled. “There is the Scepter of Karsus, the Orb, and, of course, the Crown. I only need the Crown. If you ensure that it falls into my hands after the defeat of the Absolute, the Scepter of Savras is yours. You would become a god, Sibyl. We would both become gods…”
There was a fire in his eyes as he spoke. You were quiet for a moment. It was so tempting. You had been waiting for this for years, and yet you felt a knot in your stomach at the thought. You remembered Melesmer, the wizard who had raised you. How he used to tell you about the pure carnage and destruction that the Crown brought to Netheril and its people.
“This is such a bad idea…” you said quietly.
Raphael knew you were considering it, despite your words.
“The group of adventurers that is crucial to my plan has a former chosen of Mystra in their midst,” Raphael said. “A complicated relationship, to be sure, but still, it is there. Do you think that he would deny her if she asked him to bring the Crown to her? Mystra has all the reason in the world for wanting the Crown. One can only wonder what she would do with it and what kind of chaos it could create in the Heavens.”
It annoyed you how well Raphael knew which of your buttons to push to make you say yes. He knew that you hated Mystra for what she had done, or rather not done, for your father and that you truly thought the worst of her.
“Fine…”
Raphael’s eyes lit up.
“But,” you said sharply. “You will listen to me. If I see a slight chance that all of this goes wrong, in any capacity, we stop. You stop. We drop it and we move on as if nothing happened, and if you do not heed my warnings, I will not hesitate to lead you astray. I don’t care if we are…” you were about to say friends. “…whatever it is we are. Do you understand?”
“Yes, my dear,” he said and reached for your hand to place a kiss on it. “Thank you.”
You sighed deeply and took a big sip of wine as you looked out over Avernus.
“How do I know that you will actually deliver the scepter to me?” you asked after a moment of silence. “Since I won’t be signing any contracts, how can you ensure me that you will not go back on your word?”
“All these years and you still do not trust me?” Raphael said and put a hand on his chest in a gesture of feigned hurt.
“Not with this,” you said with a serious expression.
“I have already thought of a solution to that little problem…” Raphael said, and you noticed that he had an odd expression on his face.
It looked like hesitancy, and that was not something you had ever experienced with him. Raphael was many things, but shy was definitely not one of them. It made your eyes narrow at him.
“What?” you asked.
He looked at you briefly before moving his eyes back to the landscape in front of you.
“As you are well aware, if you were to ascend to godhood, the gods would likely have something to say on the matter,” Raphael said carefully. “It could take a few centuries before you have fully adjusted to your newfound powers. It could take even longer for them to grow to their full potential. You would not stand a chance against the gods if you were to stay in the Material Plane. Which is why I would be willing to offer you refuge in the Hells until you are better prepared…”
“A nice offer…” you said, and your eyes narrowed even more in suspicion. “Buuut…?”
“But” Raphael said and began fiddling with the arm of the chair he was sitting in, in what almost looked like a nervous gesture. “It would no doubt look odd that the coming Archdevil Supreme should be granting refuge to a non-fiend, and especially someone of the divine, simply out of generosity.”
“So…?” you asked impatiently. “Raphael…Are you going to arrive to your point anytime soon? What does any of this have to do with my question?”
“You see…there is a way to make verbal agreements legally binding. It is a longer and slightly atypical court procedure to ensure the validity of these claims, but it does work. Meaning that you would never have to sign anything, but my promises to you would still bind me in an Infernal court. There would be no additional terms aside from the ones we have already discussed, of course...In its essence, it would be a promise that I am forced to keep.”
You nodded.
“That sounds…fine,” you said with a shrug. “How do we do that?”
Raphael took a deep breath.
He mumbled something to himself that you did not quite catch. Something about ‘that you should have talked on the Material Plane in case you were about to kill him’ or something to that extent.
“I’m sorry, what?” you asked.
He cleared his throat.
“Archdevils are expected to have consorts,” he said and let the words linger in the air for a moment. “And verbal agreements are considered legally binding if the two parties are…married…”
He smiled, trying to take the blow off what he had just said. You stared quietly at him with an unreadable expression for a moment. Then you tapped your nail on the wine glass in your hand.
Raphael barely dodged it when you threw the wine at him.
“Have you lost your mind?!” you yelled.
“Calm down, dear,” he said calmly and held a hand up defensively. “Let me—”
“Don’t you ‘dear’ me, you slippery fuck!” you yelled. “I will not calm down when you are suggesting that I essentially sell myself to you like a common whore just so you can parade me in front of the Nine Hells and brag that you conquered a goddess!”
“I was suggesting nothing of the sort!” he said in a louder voice to match your volume, though he still remained calm in the face of your anger. “It is a political alliance, that will benefit the both of us. We do not have to act married behind closed doors unless you wish it.”
“Unless I wish it?” you repeated in a dangerous tone.
“A poor choice of words,” Raphael immediately backtracked. “I am simply stating that it would solve a myriad of problems for the both of us. You would live comfortably, never want for anything, and be treated like the goddess you will become, without the interference of the Heavens. I will not have to take my chances with some Infernal consort who might betray me or serve someone else behind my back, and I would have your sage council by my side as I rule.”
You were still fuming but you were being quiet.
“Consider it, Sibyl…” he said. “I understand that it is something you need to mull over and do take the time you need. However, if you refuse, the only sense of security I can grant you will be through a written contract, and I will not be able to grant you refuge…”
“You don’t speak to me for thirty years, and when you finally do you present me with all of…this…and ask if I will marry you…” you mumbled to yourself. “You are fucking unbelievable…”
Raphael smiled at you. You might have still been angry, but he could see that you seemed to be calming down at least a little bit.
“It is a lot to take in, I’m sure,” he said. “I would have taken the time to ease you into it, but time is a luxury we currently do not have with the way everything is progressing.”
You sighed deeply.
“Take me home,” you said. “I’ll think about it but do not get your hopes up. I am tempted to refuse you immediately.”
He gave you a short nod and snapped his fingers to send you back to Waterdeep.