just feel gratefull
I can honestly say I grew and matured so much throughout our relationship. I seriously thank you for wanting and pushing me to be my best self. Part of my toxic insecurities came up because I wanted the same for you. But you are young, scared, wasn't ready. I challenged you and tested you to be better than you were. To always want to be honest and straight forward. To be confident and believe in yourself. To not live for your mother and her vision and live for your own. Turmoil was created. Aggressions escalated. I'm sorry I wasn't able to help you see I would've never let you fall. I would've helped you the growing pains of self improvement. Relationship improvements. A better life. I gave you unconditional love, and tough love. And I'll never not love you. And for what it's worth, I forgive you,
Myself.
