#rarwsakamadethis

[rarwsaka]

OC Doodles

[rarwsaka]

My Strawpage / Website My Commissions (OPEN!!)

21 - it/any + neopronouns* Like a Triple A Battery: Agender Autistic Asshole. Usually Soren but have many nicknames, feel free to add a new one to my hoard.

[rarwsaka]

I want to be it/its in the way I will never feel human, I want to be he in the way a girl is, I want to she in the way a bear is. I want to be he/him in the way a cis women holds it, I want to be she/her in the way a cis man is. I want to defy the norm in extremes until the norm is destroyed. I want to be everything BUT what they want me to be. I will embrace my difference, I will reclaim my alienation. I will take back what made me an outcast, and use it as my weapon. I will hit them with the bars that once made my cage. I take no offense to what was used against me to shame me- I take pride in it.

I am an animal who bites, I am an alien who is learning, I am a machine who does not understand, I am what they hated me most for.

[rarwsaka]

I feel like as I get older I begin to walk a very dangerous line of my world view. Do I think fiction that romanticizes Hot Topics like Zoo, Necro, Pedo, etc are bad? Yeah. But do I think banning / deleting these off the internet is a good idea? No.

Because more often than not censoring these ideals, unfortunately, is a slippery slope into censoring more innocent things. Research on these topics will end up banned, books that mention the topic in a critical light will be banned, kinks / fetish unrelated to these topics will be banned, then queer fiction will be banned, and eventually we're right back at facisms wettest dream.

If there was perfect world where censorship of these things worked as intended and it did not leak into other facets I'd be okay with it- but unfortunately we're in a facist world. And the facist world will always make excuses to go further. Censorship never stops at just the top.

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"U have Proship in your DNI why are you following me" I have proship in my DNI cause I don't want to see incest, rape, or pedophilia on my feed! If you don't talk about it or make art about it I'm probably not going to to care what you call yourself! Labels can mean different things to different people and I'm not going to assume anything. But as soon as I see that shit posted I block.

My DNI is more of a warning gunshot to scare off people... and also something to point at when someone of that group complains about being blocked. Like it's right there love.