Sometimes I just need people to listen to what I have to say yk. It's hard to keep hammering a point and they don't take it well, sometimes I wish people stopped accusing others and isolate themselves like..... genuinely what have I done wrong....
At some point, maybe you'd feel less alone if you earnestly tried to hear us out. Like, we all trusted you, why break that trust now? I don't understand.... I just wanted to be there as a friend and you push us away while crying that you have no one to comfort you. Why run. Why push away and forcefully isolate a victim when it was never your responsibility to be there for them in the first place??? Idk man. No one had a vendetta against you until you decided to do things that warranted an actual serious discussion about your behaviour.
You aren't the only mentally ill person who desperately needs a support group, I thought we all had each other's backs? The person you hated the most didn't always have a person to talk to either. They were doing better until you pushed them back into a dangerous spot.
I don't know if you'll read this, but please talk to me if you can. I'm not angry, I'm just concerned for you. It's okay to realise and admit that your actions have hurt others.