#ravenfictive

[fictionkinfessions]

Mari just ate leaves and grass. She was in front for approximately 5 minutes. She wonders why she is discouraged from fronting. /lighthearted

- Raven 🫂

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[fictionkinfessions]

I wish I could have an apology, at least once. I know I deserve one. If he apologised, I could potentially forgive him. But that requires both finding him, and asking for one, neither of which I think I'm capable of.

- Raven 🫂 (Rei Ayanami fictive.)

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[fictionkinfessions]

I hate him for what he did to me. But I also miss him. I hope I never encounter him again, but I miss him nonetheless.

We were children. We did not deserve to be used as pawns. To all other Children out there: you are cared for and missed.

- Raven / the First Child. (Rei Ayanami fictive.)

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[fictionkinfessions]

I'm not sure how I feel about being so intrinsically linked to motherhood. It's true that it was a part of me, I could not escape it nor did I want to. But why was my male counterpart not given that same treatment with paternal links? Why did he get to be free of the role of progenitor, while I couldn't escape it? I'm aware it was a key part of my character, but the fact he got to escape it entirely makes me wonder just how much of it was due to misogyny.

- Raven (Rei Ayanami fictive)

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