Can I get a ✈ if I give you an A++++++ you ethereal being, you.
Since you asked nicely and buttered me up with that grade.
Dear Ravi,
This letter you will never receive, thanks to one of two possibilities. First, you kick the bucket, in which case I would never forgive you, or myself, for not being able to get you to the hospital in time. Second, you do make it, and this outpouring of my misery will be tucked away in a corner where it will brown and become frayed at the edges by the teeth of stupid mice.
This isn’t easy, you asshole. I’m only writing this because my phone ran out of juice and I’m sick of looking at your designated bed with tubes shoved down your throat and a heart monitor giving me the seconds. Beep, beep, he might wake up, beep, beep, vitals are improving, beep, heart rate drop. Fuckin’ hate those things. The only time I hate them more than when they were hooked up to me, is when they’re on you. Pull through man, can’t you?
Maybe you’re having an out of body experience like in the movies. If you’re reading over my shoulder right now, hi. And fuck you. And I love you.
There it’s written, plain as day. I love you. I told you last night when they were done sticking you full of water and other fluid. I should say it to you more, but now I think you’re just bein’ greedy. Tell you what, once you get that heart rate up, I’ll tell you twenty times. I’ll even throw in a huge fuckin’ kiss on the lips, which is a massive bonus for you, considering that your mouth is all gross smelling and chapped. Seriously, brush your teeth once in awhile.
I miss your dumb snoring. You were quiet as a rock last night. I stared at that stupid green line until my eyes felt like little raisins. I didn’t like the shadow looming over your bed. He made me so angry that I used up all of my phone’s battery to shine a light on him, so he wouldn’t take you away.
Christ, if I cry again I’m going to follow your ass to hell and reprimand you for making me break my record. Three times in twenty hours? Not fair.
Now I can’t even see the paper. Just wake up, babe. Please wake up.
-Yonghee.