#rawandhonest

[hopemcgill-blog]

I don't need a bunch of "Yes men" in my camp. We shooting straight from the hip. Can you handle my brutal honesty? Better yet am I equipped and receptive to you giving it right back to me? In a loving manner of course. My circle is tiny. These kinds of characteristics help me sort out the true rider's. #rawandhonest #noyesmen #hopemcgill #hopethenovelist

[truetohighersource]

Allow Me To Be Raw..

I have a lot of desires and goals in my life, but growing up  any time i went for it someone was quick to let me know it wasn't enough ...So here i am trying to tackle this life thing again and asking myself what can have caused such stagnant and delay in my life, then suddenly i realized that i do not accomplish things because i over think  them about how perfect it needs to be...There are toO many Goals , toO many areas in which i would love to improve ...I just cant seem to organised my thoughts and make a simple freaking list ...ToO many starting point i cant go for the run ..  I've delay lots of things because i might have felt there was lack or i wasn't good enough ...

Can I be raw today ...F- it ...I’m going for it this year ...Starting today ...Starting right now ...some may judge my writing , some may judge my starting point ...But I’m here for the other raw people that find themselves in the same position as me ,,,,I’m sick and tired of being this sick and tired looser and i’m going hard ...yes it looks sloppy and yes its all over the place but i’m here to show the raw side of a person who accepted Christ and desires to renew their mind but still carries all this bagged from the ‘Old Self “ ....

This is who i am today ..take it or leave it ...i’m a freaking mess ... and in all that mess God has reached out to tell me that he loves me ... 

Thank you ...i just had to let it go ...

Ready to begin ...Feel free to get raw with me if you like. ....