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Two sides to One Point
My mind is on stand by within a thin line..
Between seeking and over burdenā¦
Releasing and taking inā¦.
Overused and brand newā¦.
There is a recharge and a shutdownā¦.
A clarity and a thick cloudā¦.
In a strong hold and a break thoughā¦.
In it I always come first but sometimes you doā¦.
There is a rush with a slow progressā¦.
Almost reaching the top.. but holding still at the bottomā¦
There is pride for being humbleā¦..
Frustration to be in peace ā¦..
Is in my head and yet at the bottom of my feet..
There is possibility and doubtā¦.
Hopeful but yet shameā¦
My mind is both players, in this never ending gameā¦.
There is drifting in a one way laneā¦..
Stumbling in a straight pathā¦.
I have canās n cannotās.
Take all in to remain minimal. ā¦
Feeds Ā of simplicity, while digesting complications. ..
From a thought of worthlessness to wanting to rule a whole nationā¦
In celebration while, in the mist of tribulation. ā¦.
Just one percent of my mind holds a million thoughts within each section ā¦
There are many questions that all answers itselfā¦.
Many emotional links to just one moment it feltā¦
In its brilliant design I produce poisoned words and loads of crapā¦.
Crumbles in its weakness yet stands strong enough to bounce backā¦..
Itās a large field with small buckets of crops ā¦.
Very predictable then suddenly hits me with a shockā¦.
Needs to get odd to remain evenā¦
With horrific weathers, in cool seasonsā¦
Smooth in my action, yet my emotions are curled ā¦
The Still Point in a turning world ā¦.
In silent tunnels with loud echoes attached. ..
360 circles filled with billions of zigzagsā¦.
Is like a mansion with many rooms but nowhere to relaxā¦.
Have the companionship of a dog but can scratch back like a catā¦.
Can hear literal words said and visualize a sarcastic actā¦.
It chooses Ā both sides to the same coin ā¦.
Two sides of the same point..
A combination of slim sharp neurons within thick muscle fatā¦
My mind stands clear in the mist of all Thatā¦
Self Surrender
My heart is clear, but my mind is disturbed.
I was walking a straight path to God, but Iāve made a sudden turn.
A danger zone, A danger curb.
One in which Iām too far in to start over.
The walls are closing in on me, and I have no hope for change.
When I shifted, it got me off my lane.
My misery is killing me. Iām patching up the wounds.
Drink alcohol to numb the pain and disinfected soon.
Iām not enough to any one. Not even to myself.
Still not making wise moves with the cards i have been dealt.
And in my sudden pain, I wouldn't wish that I was dead.
If only I can go away without spreading more pain ahead.
My kids know Iām everything, but others wouldn't think the same.
If God doesn't save me, Iāll rotten in my shame.
If only i offered myself kindness and daily strive to be my own best friend.
We all know the only truth now is, Iām with me till the end.
And as i write and breath, It is now that really matters.
Which proves Iām stronger than I thought. My heart has not yet shattered.
I will be complete, as completely created to be, from now through out eternity, As God
breath in me to be.
But the catch is, and will always beā¦
I have to give it ALL, to sincerely Gainā¦..
-MigdaliaMill
Allow Me To Be Raw..
I have a lot of desires and goals in my life, but growing up Ā any time i went for it someone was quick to let me know it wasn't enough ...So here i am trying to tackle this life thing again and asking myself what can have caused such stagnant and delay in my life, then suddenly i realized that i do not accomplish things because i over think Ā them about how perfect it needs to be...There are toO many Goals , toO many areas in which i would love to improve ...I just cant seem to organised my thoughts and make a simple freaking list ...ToO many starting point i cant go for the run .. Ā I've delay lots of things because i might have felt there was lack or i wasn't good enough ...
Can I be raw today ...F- it ...Iām going for it this year ...Starting today ...Starting right now ...some may judge my writing , some may judge my starting point ...But Iām here for the other raw people that find themselves in the same position as me ,,,,Iām sick and tired of being this sick and tired looser and iām going hard ...yes it looks sloppy and yes its all over the place but iām here to show the raw side of a person who accepted Christ and desires to renew their mind but still carries all this bagged from theĀ āOld SelfĀ ā ....
This is who i am today ..take it or leave it ...iām a freaking mess ... and in all that mess God has reached out to tell me that he loves me ...Ā
Thank you ...i just had to let it go ...
Ready to begin ...Feel free to get raw with me if you like. ....
I always get a sense of peace when i look at this pic ...Ā