#raychoi

[almercuri]

I just found the perfect ship name for my Yumeship that brings all my boys (ge, ray and suit) and me together :D

We're 'Blueclouds' now 💙☁️

This name is curious cuz when I was a lil kid I used to draw blue clouds and white sky Jaja.

[lemonydroplets]

Finally something bright! • • • • • • • • • Do not repost my art on your account. Story shares are okay! Thank you ;)) • • • • • • • • • #saeran #saeranchoi #raychoi #mysticmessenger #jumin #juminhan #saeyoung #saeyoungchoi #yoosung #jaeheekang #jaehe #hyunryu #jihyun #jihyunkim #illustration #commissionopen #illustrationartist #animation #art #illustrators #digitalartist #digitalillustration https://www.instagram.com/p/CZNYVSiPljX/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[lemonydroplets]

Mcst post of mystic messenger ^^ • • • • • • • • • Do not repost my art on your account. Story shares are okay! Thank you ;)) • • • • • • • • • #saeran #saeranchoi #raychoi #mysticmessenger #jumin #juminhan #saeyoung #saeyoungchoi #yoosung #jaeheekang #jaehe #hyunryu #jihyun #jihyunkim #illustration #commissionopen #illustrationartist #animation #art #illustrators #digitalartist #digitalillustration https://www.instagram.com/p/CZE5QKGFtvp/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[lemonydroplets]

Mystic messenger 🥰 • • • • • • • • • Do not repost my art on your account. Story shares are okay! Thank you ;)) • • • • • • • • • #saeran #saeranchoi #raychoi #mysticmessenger #jumin #juminhan #saeyoung #saeyoungchoi #yoosung #jaeheekang #jaehe #hyunryu #jihyun #jihyunkim #illustration #commissionopen #illustrationartist #animation #art #illustrators #digitalartist #digitalillustration https://www.instagram.com/p/CY-KVpjP53k/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[lemonydroplets]

Some mcst ^^ • • • • • • • • • Do not repost my art on your account. Story shares are okay! Thank you ;)) • • • • • • • • • #saeran #saeranchoi #raychoi #mysticmessenger #jumin #juminhan #saeyoung #saeyoungchoi #yoosung #jaeheekang #jaehe #hyunryu #jihyun #jihyunkim #illustration #commissionopen #illustrationartist #animation #art #illustrators #digitalartist #digitalillustration https://www.instagram.com/p/CY9eotpplN1/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[nanoko-aishino]

Does it count as “carrot” Saeran?

[completeotometrash]

Selfish Desires (Ray/Searan Angst)

I haven’t had the chance to write in a while and recently started Ray’s route in Mystic Messenger, so here’s a little angsty fic to help me get back on track. Anyways, this is based off of the garden scene on day six, so spoilers ahead. 

(On a side note, I have not finished his route yet, I’m only on day seven. Please be mindfull of that if I did not grasp his character correctly ^^. )

...............

Fire. There is a fire lit inside of him that burns hotter with each passing moment. It’s in his lungs- his legs. It only drives him to move faster with each long stride. He almost leaps across the dark halls.

When Ray meets the corner he freezes, arms going limp. He is stopped by sudden doubt as he spots the very door he was running to; the dark red of the paint that slowly chips off on it is what he barely makes out with strained vision.

Insecurities. The outcome of what will happen if he opens that door is unknown; of course, he thinks of the worst possible scenario. For, he fears that when he turns the knob, she will not be happily waiting on the other side. He would not be surprised if she left him behind; he deserves it, anyways.

But she kissed him.

He remembers it so clearly; he can still recall the feeling of her soft skin against his own. How she ran her hands through his scalp with such unrecognizable tenderness he wishes he deserves.

Her love is not deserved for anyone, even if it was, most certainly not for himself. The fire that ignites him is merely a flicker of light compared to her energy that is brighter than the sun itself.

Ray sighs, dropping to his knees- such a selfish thought paying it’s visit reluctantly for the millionth time this week. It makes him cringe with disgust, he feels so selfish and weak.

What if he walks through that door and she stands there with open arms? He could kiss her again, hold her like he has always wanted. There is a possibility that she loves him back, that she thinks of him like he thinks of her.

He inches forward a little more.

They could run off together, going against the world, away from everyone and everything. As he hates the idea of leaving his Savior, anything feels possible with her. Her existence alone is enough to please him. His throat becomes rather parched, much like an hour before in the garden with her. How thirsty she makes him is confusing, when he ran off for a drink after the kiss, his throat was still so dry.

Ray stands, fists clenching as he walks up to the door with courage that surprises himself. He even daringly touches the cool metal, palm lying flat against it. Closing his eyes, he makes his final decision.

Sitting back at his desk, he watches her from the surveillance cameras in her room. She sleeps peacefully, there is a small smile splayed upon her lips. Perhaps being with him earlier caused it. For now, he has his job that he promised himself he would finish long ago. Ray decides his dream, if possible, must wait.

He’ll open the door next time.

[tabhita-sakamaki]

283 signatures for the mystic messenger petition! thank you so much friends! I remind you that the link to sign you will find it in the description of my profile or ask me in private. Thanks for the support! 283 firme per la petizione di mystic messenger! grazie mille amici! Vi ricordo che il link per firmare lo troverete nella descrizione del mio profilo o chiedetemelo in privato. Grazie per il supporto!