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[raskkulrazfeyn]

Ahem.

*Taps comms and sweats*

S-Send me fics. Please. Even if they are your own.

Suggest me Cad Bane fics. Any gender or ship, NSFW or not. Just….Suggest me fics.

(P.s- I have read Ashcrofts ✨)

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i AM working on other stuff but i just wanted to post my mirror. judged for my choices in eyeliner every morning.. and jerma

sorry its genuinely so stupid but i giggle a bit every time i use that mirror for stuff (image id in alt)

[raskkulrazfeyn]

Sorry for my loooong absence folks! I’m only just recoverin’ from my flu thing and now I’m madly preparing and fixing up armour with my tribe for MCM London in a few weeks!

Activity will be patchy but I do have art to finish up and post eventually - if anyone happens to be going to MCM London feel free to come up n’ say hello. Contrary t’popular belief, I don’t bite. Much. ✨

[raskkulrazfeyn]

I gots…one com left to finish again…then I am free. Ain’t sure what to do with that freedom though - art trades or requests or some kinda secret third option or… 🤔

[raskkulrazfeyn]

I’m sorry if I’m missing people’s comments n ‘ stuff I’m currently full of flu goo and my poor dumb dumb brain is all melty and full of soup and Cad thoughts :’)

Will be back ta yappin’ dreckly I promise ✨💙

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the barok van zieks sexuality headcanon essay/ramble. that i sort of promised. funnily enough i'm doing this to avoid writing an essay on baroque music

DGS2 SPOILERS UNDER CUT (it'll be tagged but i'm gonna. put this in case-ies) (i know nothing about victorian society besides getting a 5 in ap world history. pray forgive any inaccuracies)

ALSO I'D LOVE TO HEAR OTHER PEOPLE'S HEADCANONS!! i project a LOT so this is biased!! therefore i am so so interested on reading how other people interpret him

so uh. first off the disclaimers. i'm oriented aroace (with 10 billion asterisks) and love projecting on characters. so that could totally make this biased!! and disclaimer two. i personally lean to asobaro but this could literally go for any of the main barok ships. but some details might be a little angled

this is going to use a lot of like. consideration for a 19th century heteronormative society.. but i'm also pretending like the characters would know sexualities and microlabels.

obviously. i don't think it'd ever be irrelevant given the games/his reputation and also the like. sort of nature of heteronormativity. but if asked i personally think barok would just pull something about prosecution being too busy for something like that. even if it draws a lot of drama of carrying the legacy of the noble lineage or whatever. i'm really hoping this makes sense it's 3am and i'm one energy drink in</3

okay so given that. i think while younger he was the type to just kinda? be disinterested in romance??? in the way of he'd rather study/do whatever the 1am 7/11 trip equivalent was in the victorian era. if asked i mean. it's a standard traditionalist/binary-only family. the assumption is you like the opposite gender y'know?

i do think there might've been inklings about same sex attraction as a teen. and i believe it would be more of the "is this friendship or something more", like. the confusion of it for him. but there really wasn't much until college exploration (i will note that i think barok is demiromantic but this isn't known to him yet)

so then we jump to post 2-5. or honestly i think this could really be post klint dying, but there really isn't any consideration of it being a thing until after the games. anyways my point here is requiesromantic. or arospec due to emotional exhaustion. however, like i said. i think this never exactly came into play until after dgs2 ends--- barok never even attempting to get into connection that intimate while getting through everything. then busy with cases during the games, etc.

given that. i am a full believer of everything is fluid and changing (i personally claim like 5 aro microlabels). i do think being requiesromantic can sort of shift for him, but would be more demiromantic overall. as for sexuality, i think it's a little more clear cut and barok would be pretty confident in just being gay? but isn't the most interested in acting on it.

but given my personal views on "undoing one's self-imposed punishment/inhumanity" (from. experience.. long story) it could seriously go to either extreme of how one approaches intimacy. though i do personally lean to he'd have to seriously trust someone to consider intimacy-- but more in a paranoid/self-hating way than a demisexual way. if that makes any sense

anyways tl;dr. demiromantic gay, but i do think he falls under requiesromantic (and likely a few other arospec microlabels, but i'm writing this half asleep)

[raskkulrazfeyn]

Hejośći!!!

I AM SO SORRY FOR ABANDONING YALL I HAVE BEEN MOVING HOUSE AND IVE ONLY JUST SETTLED IN ASDFKJSGDGDJDK

I look forward to being on here more or maybe finding a discord a bunch of you are in to hang out at while I draw 💙✨

I haven’t forgotten ya I promise! :’P

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I need a better icon cos I’m having nice conversations then I make eye contact with my stupid self inserts gay baby ahh face-

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