Me while reading chapter 46 of faster than a kiss: *falls over* *blushes* *swoons* *tears out hair because the chapter right before had an adorable scene that made me ship kaji and Ojiro again, but right after I got a chapter full of "omg Shouma why are you so freaking cute* And I really, really like Shouma better, but no, kaji has to end up with Ojiro, because they're married, but he's such an adorable dork, not an adorable "oh he's my age and is cool and is wonderful" and looks freakishly like a teddy bear so you just can't ship him with anything but pandas and I hate how every boy in the story seems to fall in love with kaji because I ship them so hard compared to Ojiro x kaji and this is so frustrating because it's obvious that they have to end up together because kaji is like oblivious to everyone's feelings except for ojiro's, and I read the last pageXD well I was trying to see how good the art got by the end but why why is Shouma so cute and adorable and shippable and huggable and i-just-wanna-squeeze-your-cheeks-you're-so-lovable? And then you look at teddy bear Ojiro and half the time you wanna throw him out the window but chapter 46 omg that was so adorable i've been taking adorable screenshots to post but in that chapter I think I took too many but idk I think I should probably stop now.