#reality checking cw

[fictionkinfessions]

Hey if someone is a spiritual kinnie and you want to go and tell them “Ackshually you’re delusional, those memories aren’t real you’re just a system” because they have kin memories (unprompted!) you’re an asshole!

-from a SYSTEM who has a host with spiritual kin memories, thanks!

x

[slightlyreanimatedchaos]

Friendly reminder for my ocd friends:

It’s okay. They’re not secretly listening in. There’s no secret cameras or phone calls. No one that isn’t already in the room is looking over your shoulder (and neither are the people across the room, if you aren’t alone). You don’t need to worry about what you say or do being taken out of context.

[goldstargloww]

hey does anyone mind teaching me or providing resources about delusions and how to deal with it when a friend has them? i really need some ^^"

[fictionkinfessions]

* please tag as dereality and/or reality checking, as i don't wanna trigger anyone with this (not forced ofc)

Does any-skelly else feel as though you’re...not the 'right you' in your own body. Like...you know it's you, but it doesn't feel like the right version of you..?

Anyways, being stuck in kinshift for this long without a 'break period' is...takin' a huge toll on me, lol

— Lust Sans, UTMV (#🤡🌈⚠️)

[fictionkinfessions]

TW for reality checking and possible delusions and horror games

kinning ame (kangel) from Needy Streamer Overload and having the posts she makes when she’s at 100% mental instability be eerily similar to every tweet you make irl can’t be good right? Like please help me even in the next life I was doomed to be a delusional but cute egirl 💀💀💀💀

watching the entire gameplay and all endings for the last few hours has me a bit shaken up because I see this bitch and think, wow, someone really just took me and turned my life and a few alternate timelines into a video game simulation

Like? It scares me when she has hallucinations and visions because I get those and that’s exactly what they feel like. Though I usually get them only when meditating so hard.

I come from a long line of spirit mediums and astral projectors on my moms side (/srs) so I’m constantly conflicted because I cannot tell if I’m delusional or connected to other worlds. I don’t want to accept the possibility of delusion either because then I would ground myself in this reality rather than explore the vastness of the multiverse and that’s no fun is it? I want to find all answers to life.

Anyway I guess it could be worse. Kinning a character meant to be delusional and having a possibly delusional belief you’re them isn’t the worst thing, right???? Right???

My third eye aches.

-KAngel (Ame)

[wifeyae]

mini panic attack because i saw someone say that theyre a SUPER specific me from a lesser known source ^_^ like no you arent !! im the only one

[syztemerrxr]

Hello! ^^ if you don’t mind me asking, what do you mean by “reality checkers”? I saw it in your dni and got confused cause I had never seen it before /gen

Hi! Im glad you asked.

Im actually a mixtroject in a system, and reality checking can be very harmful. Its overall just very rude, and depersonalizing.

Reality checking is when you “bring someone back to reality.” Like basically if its a fictive or IRL, a reality checker would try to convince the other into thinking that they arent who they are, which again, could be very harmful.

Sorry this isnt really the best explanation?! But thats the best i can explain it at the moment, hope that clears things up!

[dogcrate]

i shouldnt be required to give disclaimers every time i talk about my psychosis just for other peoples comfort

having to approach every discussion with double bookkeeping and "i know its not Actually real" is more distressing than the actual delusions. pretending that my reality isnt fully real to me just because i know its not real to you hurts me. the headaches and the spiraling and the questioning and the way my brain makes it more intense every time i deny it.

i know you dont see what i see. i know you dont feel what i feel. i know you dont think what i think. but having to say that every time i tell what i see and feel and think isn't helpful. it doesnt make what i experience any different, it just makes me feel worse.