Jan 17, 2017
I wish I was better
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I wish I was better
I feel like I don't belong in this group anymore.
Things are getting bad again.
Just stay away from me.
You.
Me: Hello depression.
Depression: I told you I would be back for you.
It's funny how overthink works.
You think that you have everything planned out. You have high hopes. Things are going solid. Then one thing crashes and burns. You call feel it in your chest. What if I was wrong. The whole time. Would God really put someone on this earth to be alone. To feel ashamed. Like love is not for them when they can feel every emotion. Why would he make someone so alone and so ill? So was I wrong to believe with the little string of faith I have? Or is he just putting a flame close enough to feel the string melt. Life is funny. But I'm missing the punch line.
What if I don't find her.
What if.
Smartass
I am smartass.