May 22, 2017
It kinda dawned on me a few months ago that i have horrible skills in communicating
#hdjsns i just want to say this bcs i might cause#misunderstandings bcs of me being this lacking#sorry i had no friends at all in secondary school i barely talked to anyone#except for one person who found me when my 9th grade was about to end#but yes anyway most of my conversations never lasted more than 2 minutes or 6 sentences yes that was how bad i am at this#it has improved a little since then but i cannot seem to compensate for the years i sat alone by myself nskwnsks#and i didn't even notice i was so bad until i entered 10th grade im very dumb#i cause weird and suffocating atmosphere at times + i sometimes say things that aren't tolerable im sorry#im lacking#it didn't occur to me that you.. need friends#people to talk to#i came to realize it a bit too late#txt#but yeah! that's it#this post is basically me saying sorry for being so very awkward to people#really sorry..#i will be better#i promise
