#really tmi

[effemimaniac]

nsfw, tmi

so uhh, continuing from my last post on this issue (now deleted), I succeeded and now I feel even worse and more exhausted than before. and I have that post-nut self-loathing feeling for some reason. perhaps my body was trying to tell me something by being so unresponsive to stimulation :|

[pizzaback]

i had an ear infection and when i was nearing the end of my course of meds i started getting like, huge globs of brown-orange earwax coming out of my ear. periodically i would wipe the entrance of my ear canal with a tissue and it would be like 6-7 pinky nail sized chunks coming off, this continued for a few days but after it was done i didn’t feel any infection symptoms. that was weird

[kelyon]

Today my dirty mind produced a thought about Rumbelle glory hole AU (EF or Storybrooke, doesn't matter) and now I'm sharing this thought with you🤗

This was the first ask in my inbox this morning and it sure was a heck of a way to wake up!

Not gonna lie, I love it. We need more unabashed smut in the world, especially in Rumbelle. I'm curious as to what your thought was specifically. To my knowledge, glory holes are mostly a gay club kinda thing, so I'm wondering how it works in with a M/F ship.

Like, what side of the hole is either of them on? Logic would be that Gold is the one with the cock and Belle is the one with the mouth/cunt/ass, but I am ready to get creative!

My personal favorite thought is the two of them working together on the mouth side of things. Say they're both submissives/sex slaves/sex workers who have to service dozens of cocks over the course of a night. Maybe Belle's new on the job but Gold is an old pro. He watches out for her as best he can, offers her tips on their down time, tells their pimp/owner/dom when enough is enough. They form a friendship, but both thinks it would be too weird to make things physical, so they're stuck pining. Maybe Gold finds it a lot easier to go down on Belle than to ask her to even acknowledge his cock, and she has to insist that sucking him off would be nothing like what they do for a living.

In other words: Hot.

[kelyon]

OTH Gold! What type of repercussions do you believe Belle is facing today for her time with you?

I wouldn't put it past Cora to lock the girl up in her room for a day or so, possibly without food. I would imagine a loss of privileges, maybe being made to do menial housework instead of the work that pays. And of course, Cora has a sharp tongue. She can find a thousand petty ways to make a person's life miserable.

But Miss French is strong. She is made of better stuff than Cora or her daughters. She'll endure her trials with her head held high, and I will gladly compensate her for her trouble the next time I see her.

[kelyon]

House! Belle. Who was the man that Cora sold your virginity to?

The man who paid the money was a lord whose son was getting married. The young man had never been with a woman before and the father didn't want him "embarrassing" himself on his wedding night. Cora sent me to their country house for a week.

The boy was actually quite sweet. He was willing to listen to me about what felt good, how to make a woman comfortable while he took his pleasure. I hope he gave his bride the same courtesy and thoughtfulness he gave me.

The trouble came when the father announced that he had paid for me, so he was going to get what he paid for. As a more experienced man, he was not willing to listen to the meek protestations of a virgin whore. He just... took me. Used me. He rutted against me and didn't care if I was comfortable, or if I cried, or if I screamed. It's possible he enjoyed it more that way.

I spent the week being passed between father and son. The boy, for all his tenderness, was eager to explore the pleasures of the flesh. Of my flesh. They were both insatiable, at least for someone of my limited skill. The only lust greater than that of a young man, is the lust of a older man who wants to feel young.

I returned the house well-equipped for the rest of my life as a whore.

[kelyon]

House!Belle was your first customer your first time?

Of course. I used to be a lady. A proper husband wouldn't take a wife who wasn't a virgin. Once I came to my agreement with Cora, she told me that men would pay exceptional prices to deflower a girl like me. She examined me herself to make certain I wasn't lying. The doubt was almost as humiliating as the examination.

[kelyon]

OTH Belle! Who was the cruelest man you have been with?

The event that sticks out in my mind is notable for being one of the first cruelties I was shown, though it was perhaps not the most egregious.

It was a few weeks after my "initiation." It was a busy night, every room was full and men were waiting in the parlor. I knew I would have to do my part and take someone up to my room. So I picked a man at random. That new in the trade, I didn't know what to look for in a customer. I didn't know how to read their eagerness and understand when it meant trouble.

I took him upstairs and he told me the act he wanted. When I told him I'd never been used that way, he grew even more excited. (In retrospect, I should have asked for more money. Either it would have cooled his ardor or I would have had another guinea to give to Cora.)

I know now that there are ways to make this particular act more bearable. Ruby assures me that with enough lubrication it can be just as enjoyable as the normal way, and there's no risk of getting pregnant. But I didn't know any of that then, and my customer was not in a temper to teach me. He pushed me onto my bed, bent over and face-down. He lifted my skirts and... touched me, in the foulest place imaginable. He complimented it. He said I had a "pretty little starfish."

I wonder if he still thought it was pretty once he was done.

I bled for days afterwards. I thought I was going to die, that my insides would drip out into my chamber pot. I tried to tell Cora I was unfit for work, and she laughed in my face. I remember what she said:

"You'll get used to it, dear. We all do."

[kelyon]

Mistress Rumpelstiltskin! Do you think Baelfire is coming back?

I don't know. But I'll be here if he does.