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My mind is racing, all I want to do is feel pain. I keep getting bullshit reasons of why people care when I know they don't. Got told 500cals is a "perfect amount for a snack" that amount scares me. Scares me more than I can explain. My own mother hasnt noticed shit either. She thinks I'm fine. I'm exhausted constantly. I want to feel pain.
It's 1:10am.
Its been a while since we posted. I want to be an egg.
been fronting for a week. please scramble me like an egg.
We are failing at everything. cant even be disordered right. fml
We have been really inactive recently. We have been dealing with a lot and haven't really been taking care of ourselves. We are going to try journaling but we don't want our system journal to be found out. we trying to make the first couple pages sort of look like a grounding tool for anxiety. But we don't know what else to add. we only have grounding techniques and important dates. We need more things before we can add what we want to add.
Working on more system related art, Things have been tough lately and we want something to help ourselves. Art is a decent thing for us, We are also getting slightly better with digital art!
TW: venting about how shit things are rn in our life.
The urge to withdraw from everything and everyone. Parental keeps commenting on every little thing we do, making us not want to do the thing more. Our anxiety is through the roof. We are sleeping a lot. Our mental health is having an impact on hygiene. Our appetite is near nonexistent. Tiktok comments have put us in an even fouler mood. Whats even the point anymore? Hygiene is hard when our mental health stops us from doing so or we are more focused on just making it to the next day. Parental's comments are getting to us but there is nothing we do because if we say anything we'll be "complaining" or "having a go" at her. Her words hurt but we just have to take it. All so her feelings won't be hurt. Whats the point anymore?
We feel selfish venting when other people have worse things going on. Guess we are just being a bitch as per normal....
