#reaperch0p

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Everyone is off getting pregnant and I'm just sitting here petting my cats wanting to scream.

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I'm sick of self entitled people. Everyone can just go fuck themselves. Sweetie, if I wanted to be lectured about my life, I'd walk into my living room. You have no clue what the word struggle means when you've been handed everything your whole life. Why don't you spend a week wondering if today is going to be your last day your allowed to live where you are at.BJust Shut up the fuck up. Call me lazy and say I'm not trying at all? Get the fuck out of my face. I'm so sick of everyone. Fuck. You.

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I'm not cut out for this happiness thing. I'm slowly losing track of the life I want and replacing it with something I'd never thought I see myself become. I'm miserable and I hate it. And yet I'm scared of the outcome if I do something to change it. I hate this. I hate it so much.

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I hate hospital trips. I don't want to go back again tonight. I wish this pain would stop, ugh.

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I am strong. I am stronger than this. I deserve better.

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Fuck today. 

I hate selfish people. I can’t stand people who cause pain to ones I care so deeply about. I hate liars. I hate shitty parents. Fuck, I can’t put up with shit like this. My heartaches so bad for something I have no control over. 

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Fuck.

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I'll be free of this hell one day.. I just gotta keep my head up and my shoulders straight. I can do this.