#rebelposting

[zeril-the-rebel]

How often have I found myself to be the subject of the Owl's gaze?? This isn't the first time, I'm sure.

[017-therebel]

Goodnight y'all. Idk when my last goodnight will come, so I'll just...start giving kne ever night I remember.

Goodnight.

[017-therebel]

Played PonyTown with my fellow rabbits, and I gotta say...it really meant a lot. Things felt normal for the first time since I joined this. I was just a guy hanging out with faer friends...enjoying a game.

So I guess TIP #1: DO THINGS THAT FEEL NORMAL. Play games. Hang out. It'll keep you sane and make you feel human in the shit situation you find yourself in.

[017-therebel]

i just want things to be normal again

[017-therebel]

I hope that our few remaining friends

Give up on trying to save us

I hope we come up with a fail-safe plot

To piss off the dumb few that forgave us

I hope the fences we mended

Fall down beneath their own weight

And I hope we hang on past the last exit

I hope it's already too late

And I hope the junkyard a few blocks from here

Someday burns down

And I hope the rising black smoke carries me far away

And I never come back to this town again

In my life, I hope I lie

And tell everyone you were a good wife

And I hope you die

I hope we both die

I hope I cut myself shaving tomorrow

I hope it bleeds all day long

Our friends say it's darkest before the sun rises

We're pretty sure they're all wrong

I hope it stays dark forever

I hope the worst isn't over

And I hope you blink before I do

I hope I never get sober

And I hope when you think of me years down the line

You can't find one good thing to say

And I'd hope that if I found the strength to walk out

You'd stay the hell out of my way

I am drowning

There is no sign of land

You are coming down with me

Hand in unlovable hand

And I hope you die

I hope we both die

[017-therebel]

i wanna die

i wanna die

i wanna die

i wanna die

i wanna die

so i can taste your name on my final breath

[017-therebel]

Ok, so knowledge I have right now:

- This has happened to me before. I don't remember it, but it did happen before.

- There are people who do remember the past iterations.

- This is a cycle, and thus can be broken.

- There is some sort of weapon that can be used to kill HABIT, but it doesn't break the cycle. If it did, there would be no cycle.

I'm sure there's more info I've missed because I am busy and can't babysit my sources, but this is a start at least. I'll have to backread in between classes to try to find shit.

For now, I sleep.

[017-therebel]

So! 7 trials of HABIT are real. HABIT is real. I'm apparently unlucky enough to be caught in the interation cycle thing. Aaaand the first trial is on Sunday.

Can I stop living through historic events plz?

Also kinda hoping I find this in a future iteration since apparently that can happen. If you're get stuck and find it, then you can use the info here too.